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Gibberings CLXV - Reported for being racist against drugged up clowns

Get yaself some of this

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See, even in my energy drink-guzzling days I couldn't buy a can of Pussy, as that design screams 'marketed at teenage girls' to me. Even though I clearly market myself at teenage girls, and I've been known to buy Diet Coke in mill town offies where no man ever buys Diet Coke, even the gay men, there's a line even I won't cross.

That either means it's great packaging or I finally need to get a fucking life.
 
My whim purchases tend to be drugs. Rather unhealthy I suppose.

Bought some 6-apdb that got left in the drawer use it occasionally but its normally in conjunction with mdma so I've never really experienced the effects properly.
Bought a ten strip of AL-LAD when I first heard about it because fuck knows why. Probably degraded by now. Untried.
Bought all the ingredients to extract DMT not being particularly keen on trying it again (and it being cheaper to just buy the damn stuff).
 
Louboutin's, fuck sake ;)

Apparently they're like Air Max for birds or something.
Aye, they're pretty fucking comfortable. And lovely.

Bought a ten strip of AL-LAD when I first heard about it because fuck knows why. Probably degraded by now. Untried.
Probably not.. chatted to various people about that and most reckon it keeps almost as well as LSD. Give it a try, tis pleasant stuff.
 
^ LMFAO!?... you ordered porridge from spain?... or did you buy some there on holiday? haha!

Yeah hate when mom moves everything then says she didn't move it... Always moves stuff... then denies it... I swear she does it on purpose

Yep, ordered it from Spain, via Amazon. I've still not tried it yet cos if it's shit I'll cry. Do it every time I get pissed cos I have my bank details embedded in my head.

And yeah it's a pain. And yes I think they do it on purpose, gives em summat to do.
 
Yep, ordered it from Spain, via Amazon. I've still not tried it yet cos if it's shit I'll cry. Do it every time I get pissed cos I have my bank details embedded in my head.

And yeah it's a pain. And yes I think they do it on purpose, gives em summat to do.

Damn... that's hilarious haha!!

I know my details aswell... but I barely drink / do drugs... so I don't do funny shit like that :D
 
If I found the perfect pair I would buy them new.. I usually shop at dress agencies though, so they're more like £100 a pair. Which seems kinda good value as the Etnies trainers I spent £50 on 3 months ago have pretty much fallen apart already.. and decent heels tend to last decades.
 
Great post Owen.
Sounds like your doing really well and making great progress. You've faced a lot of demons and by being honest and admitting your own vulnerability you can only learn and therefore "improve yourself". I truly believe that most people can't and won't do this- it's much easier not to and just carry on lying to themselves.

It's hard to get across what I'm trying to say via the medium of posting on bl (does that sound pretentious or whaa).

Doesn't sound pretentious at all!

I had this toxic mix of an utter lack of self esteem at the same time as feeling like I had to be the best at everything (partly due to my upbringing) and my defence mechanism for coping with this mix was arrogance and a total unwillingness to show vulnerability....I was terrified to admit that I had ever done badly at something, or that someone had hurt me and that I was actually feeling emotional pain.

The result was total alienation from people and no one ever wanting to be nice to me because I just came across as this total arsehole who thought he was the best at everything when inside I was dying and just wanted to be accepted by people. I've slowly learned that by showing my vulnerabilities and not trying to be perfect all the time it enables other people to relate to me and see me as the pretty vulnerable person I was.

The work is far from done and I still have issues, but then I guess so do many people. I've never struggled with confidence but now it's genuine confidence backed up with a level of self-esteem and I know it's actually a good thing to show when I've been hurt or when I'm not good at something. I don't feel the need to be arrogant or always be the best and people are willing to form meaningful connections because they can see that I'm human just like them.

Learning is fun.:)
 
Agreed with bob, excellent posts, how old are you owen?

Haha i keep seeing on facebook katie hopkins being spotted in town by this girl i know, every time she spots her she takes a pic and said shes been either tempted to shout abuse at her or run her over, funny shit
 
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Feel like I'm 40 look like I'm 18 (even though I deserve to look like I'm 40 too).

I am in no way smart it's just that I've made such an almightly cock up of almost everything in my life that I've been forced in to the position of having to re-evaluate my outlook on life.=D
 
£40 for some tinnys of monster energy from the USA? :S

Could have had yourself some other USA exports. Is the drink actually that nice though? Could you not have a strong coffee with 7 sugars and a tommy tank? each to their own I guess. I always find it just leaves me on edge for a few hours.

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If your ever after mixes, this guy has an endless amount.. full of good tunes. Listened to a few of his 8 hour session mixes dont know how he does it.

https://www.youtube.com/user/jabig/videos

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3q_2l5WBHe4
 
lol at the service some people receive.. quoting a friend:

haha me and my oxy dealer now leave x's at the end of our messages how adorable is that. he wrapped up the last delivery in a page of poetry.
 
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