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Gibberings CLXV - Reported for being racist against drugged up clowns

omen_owen mk2 said:
Yeah I did a lol at that.

Mind you I used to believe in all that psychonaut stuff until I got older and realised it was just people who like getting cunted being pretentious.
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I'm snobby as fuck but seriously I have mates who don't get psychedelics and should just stick to coke and drone. That's what I call drug plebs.

Psychelics can provide you with the best euphoria, but you need to have enough brains to get it, sometimes it's very subtle, I'm talking about those who only like in your face ignorant euphoria and mashed up ness you get off stuff like drone, 3C-P would be wasted on that lot.

Like giving fine food to some obese wanker who eats mcdonalds.
 
where the hell is the postie today come on man

plus they have closed the road at the end of mine off for 3 weeks great

[video=youtube_share;Z-U8bfTFK5M]http://youtu.be/Z-U8bfTFK5M[/video] or [video=youtube_share;eMLluLqpE9w]http://youtu.be/eMLluLqpE9w[/video]
 
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Shambly you sound like you have a right head fucker of a comedown or some shit... and a lot of people find it hard to be themselves... and bollocks to overthinking all that shite

and agreed on everything maxalfie said
 
curious_24 said:
Ouch, feelings hurt. Are the two really so mutually exclusive?
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I eat both fine food and mcdonals, I take the finest psychedelics but also enjoy mephedrone.

I do talk a lot of shite that offends people, so really don't mind what I say.

Back in the day when I was growing my own shrooms and brewing my own Ayahuasca I used to have a very elitist/snobby attitude to those I saw as "eraserheads" doing their minds in with coke and other shite for the masses, let's just say that I'm still a bit of an elitist, who only thinks like the Aztec did that only the high priest should have the right to consume sacraments like mushrooms, while the peasants should just break their backs in a field, shut up and take orders from my class. :)


Also about the post don't even mention it, we had holidays and every post office closed last thursday and friday for May Day and you guy had the bank holiday on monday, so it's all gone to shit, I think we'll have the mother of all delays. Probably a week of delay at least
 
Would have thought all those psychedelics might have made you abit more spiritual and grounded etc, and lost some of that "holier than thou" drug snobbery wanker-ness lol
 
ColtDan said:
Would have thought all those psychedelics might have made you abit more spiritual and grounded etc
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Dude can't you detect at least a certain degree of irony in my posts?

Also psychedelics almost turned me into a nazi, I've some trips that all revolved ideologies, race and other stuff and if anything they made me even more elitist, stuck up my own arse and snobby.

Seriously I had one acid trip where I was seeing swastikas in the skies, morphing and rolling like wheels, while I was walking around London and the acid was telling me how society should be cleaned up of undesirables.

Psychedelics unleash what's inside you, they won't necessarly turn you into a tree hugging hippie.
 
Shambles said:
except it does on some level cos on some level somebody needs to like me as me and that is a tough sell. And then some. I feckin hate me some times. Other times I don't cos I know I am the bollocks. That mid-patch is tricky though and no mistake :\
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Eh, that hit home for me quite a bit. 'Tis a toughie that one, a constant internal war that can really take its toll.

News one my part, went to an AA meeting the other day. For the first time. I know I've made fun of them on here before, but it helped me put some perspective on my whole situation. There are plenty of people out there who crave the drink even more so than me. I'm glad I went there as my drinking was turning into a major problem, hurting lots of people and doing stupid shite. Each time I drank it felt like throwing a bowling ball down a steep road just to see where it'd crash.

<3 to you all today.
 
I also struggle in social situations. I always make excuses not to attend work parties and even let one my (work) mates down on his birthday. I couldn't face a ten hour piss-up knowing there'd be loads of strangers in attendance. My wife is much the same, so we barely socialise these days. Sad.
 
Green Taffy said:
Eh, that hit home for me quite a bit. 'Tis a toughie that one, a constant internal war that can really take its toll.

News one my part, went to an AA meeting the other day. For the first time. I know I've made fun of them on here before, but it helped me put some perspective on my whole situation. There are plenty of people out there who crave the drink even more so than me. I'm glad I went there as my drinking was turning into a major problem, hurting lots of people and doing stupid shite. Each time I drank it felt like throwing a bowling ball down a steep road just to see where it'd crash.

<3 to you all today.
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Internal war indeed... ive found as ive gotten older ive found inner peace, but know that internal war all too well... tis a head fuck.

and <3 to you too!!

Green Taffy said:
They can also teach you plenty. But if what you said is true, then... now don't get me wrong but then... you seem to be bit of a prick.


There, I said it.
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Agreed
 
Shambles said:
Ack. I'm annoyed at myself for failing miserably cos it annoys me too. I could be better and wasn't. That pisses me off immensely.
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You were who you were, you acted how you acted. Learn not to feel like you're trying to perform for people and things will come much easier, that was my experience anyway.

You were you, and if not being as perfect as you would like to be sometimes is part of you then so be it. I find I turn a critical eye on myself about ten times the strength other people do, when I realised that all the little moments that I thought were being noticed as some sort of failing by other people were generally totally passing them by life became much easier for me.

I still have all kind of fucked up defence mechanisms in place for coping with this acute introspection and lack of self-esteem, but I've managed to allow myself to just be me and accept my failures as part of me. This has been the beginning of trying to rip down those defence mechanisms that in themselves cause far more problems than me just being myself and accepting my failures could ever have.

Sounds like you might be going through a similar sort of thing...maybe not. I can relate to getting extremely angry at myself for not being good enough though and sometimes that defective thinking still comes crashing to the forefront of my psyche. Thankfully this has become rarer and rarer though. For me the turning point was being willing to show vulnerability. I had built up such an intense wall of 'IM FINE IM DEFINITELY FINE' as a way of coping with feeling inadequate that no one could reach out to help me. As soon as I began to show my vulnerability everything suddenly became a million times easier because those people that really cared about me were able to recognise that I had issues going on and certain people were kind enough to reach out and offer me help (even if it was just in the way of calling me up and inviting me round which made me feel more wanted and confiddent).

I'm kind of rambling now and maybe none of that is relevant at all, but it sounds like you might be going through a similar type of thing. Either way, typing that has been cathartic for me.
 
Mental Kenny said:
Dude can't you detect at least a certain degree of irony in my posts?
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You should know better by now than to be so subtle around here. People will bite. ;)

Mental Kenny said:
Also psychedelics almost turned me into a nazi, I've some trips that all revolved ideologies, race and other stuff and if anything they made me even more elitist, stuck up my own arse and snobby.

Seriously I had one acid trip where I was seeing swastikas in the skies, morphing and rolling like wheels, while I was walking around London and the acid was telling me how society should be cleaned up of undesirables.

Psychedelics unleash what's inside you, they won't necessarly turn you into a tree hugging hippie.
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I'm glad somebody posted this, because too many people seem to dwell on the 'we are all one' / 'everything is connected' hippy-bullshit side of psychedelic drugs while shunning and keeping quiet any experiences similar to the one you describe above. Maybe some people would consider such thought processes to be part and parcel of a 'bad trip', whereas equally delusional thinking along the lines of "I love everybody" (you don't) is embraced and encouraged.

In my opinion they're two sides of the same coin, and neither one represents an irrefutable and objective 'truth', despite the fact that one of them is obviously much 'easier' to reflect on, more immediately appealing (to most), and is more in keeping with the 'traditional' (i.e. sixties hippie revisionist) idea of 'spiritual growth' through psychedelics.

It also fits into Judeo-Christian morality nicely, meaning the tripper never really slips their moorings, but we wouldn't want that. Would we, brothers and sisters?
 
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Uh... how does this fit in with Judeo-Christian morality nicely? I mean, at least be specific on the time scale and such so it'd be worth discussing. And even then, to an extent.

ColtDan said:
Technically everything is connected... so how is that "hippy bullshit" exactly?
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qft...
 
Green Taffy said:
Uh... how does this fit in with Judeo-Christian morality nicely? I mean, at least be specific on the time scale and such so it'd be worth discussing. And even then, to an extent.
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The concept of objective 'good' and 'evil' for starters.

Never knew you'd appointed yourself the arbiter of what's 'worth discussing', but it takes all sorts I guess.. :D

ColtDan said:
Technically everything is connected... so how is that "hippy bullshit" exactly?
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Technically we're all selfish biological machines in competition for limited resources too.

I'm not saying that the hippy stuff is to be discounted entirely; I'm just saying that without balance, those 'we are all one' experiences are generally not as significant or revelatory as some folk seem to believe.
 
Sammy G said:
The concept of objective 'good' and 'evil' for starters.

Never knew you'd appointed yourself the arbiter of what's 'worth discussing', but it takes all sorts I guess.. :D
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So "good" and "evil" is solely a Judeo-Christian notion? lol How so do any of the posts above have anything with the flesh like notion of Euro morality?

Psyches showed me that we contrast the world to make sense of it, and nothing makes sense but it does too. All is random.
 
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