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Gibberings CLXIX: Theresa May's Amazing Legs

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HouseFever said:
You don't have to sunbath to get a tan Evey, just being out in the sun will do it. Evey you're from North Wales, your not dark skinned, lol. Don't it make you wonder what fucking damage those things can be doing to your skin.
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No I could die crossing the road. I know the warnings about sunbeds they're plastered all over the sunbed places. I'm ugly as it is so it doesn't matter. Just trying to make the effort with myself is all.

SM - I'm on citalopram and it's really helpful, calms me down. Before I was on it, I had like 3 weeks of the month on PMT, my moods would be up, down etc - I'd be depressed, angry, irritable and have like 1-2 week(s) of the month where I felt "normal" in mood. I actually hated antidepressants and kept preaching to everyone not to take them for various reasons (one having studied psychology and various mental health courses and being taught by a psychotherapist who knew her stuff - and challenged things, we also read R D Laing and was told about Thomas Szasz).

But when I become fucked up over codeine I was willing to take anything that was a pill; so starting taking citalopram. it made me unstable for months but I was drinking heavily so would OD on the stuff trying to end things but when I stopped drinking on a daily basis (except now and then) it really does work and has calmed me a lot....

I tried mirtazapine once, which made me moody as hell so I went back to citalopram.

Evey
 
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@ s0laris, thanks for the reply, im glad you're feeling better now, you've been through the mill by the sounds of it, I hope things continue on the up :)

From what youve said I think im definitely going to shelve them for a while, its really a road I dont want to head down..

Just had me some ket, be back in a while crocodile ;)

Edit- before I slip down this hole id like ti say..... sunbeds are bad... mmmmkaàyyy:)
 
No problem. Things are so much better than they were before Christmas. Either way I hope all works out for you well, I hit rock bottom before I started to live a healthy life again.

Enjoy the ket!! =D
 
ScotchMist said:
Hes probably making a short film about you ;)
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LOL that would be funny if he did that as I'd wonder what he'd come up with, eh think he'd do that? Nah don't go bloody given him that idea hahahaha you know what rass' like lol

Ugh OMG!!!! I've just been on FB n seriously heard the latest???? They're bragging about their their sunburns. I seriously need the lotta them delete n some new people aka some of you from BL added....I am SERIOUSLY about to lose the plot.... I mean comparing sun burns?!?!?!?!? I simply replied with "Ever heard of sun cream" I expect to be deleted tomorrow LOL....

I have to use sun cream in the sun because I've heard laser treatment (had a one2one and Big Brother tattoo removed on left arm, had cover up with roses)

Evey
 
HouseFever said:
Obviously not one2one as in the mobile phone network, and obviously not Big Brother as in the TV show right? Right?
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Yes 1st September 2001 I had the one2One tattoo, was obsessed with the One2One logo, I collected up to £1,300 in vouchers. I don't have interests, I have obsessions. Have done ever since the age of 3. Sounds freaky, but I'd not hurt anyone honest. I just get obsessed with things instead of interested.... which is why I found it EXTREMELY DIFFICULT to understand that I was addicted to codeine.... the feeling was similar to all the things I'd been obsessed with...

Brimz said to me that EADD was more addictive than crack, now as much as I've never tried crack - I've had a 10-year Internet addiction and I do relate to what he sees.

Evey
 
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