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Gibberings CLXIV - I don't Have a Clue if These Numerals are Right I'm Still Drunk

Uncle Robert said:
Cheers, can tell it's going to be a hell of an experience :D
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Watch out you don't over do it though mate as too big of a dose and it leaves you with no memory of the trip and can cause a fit like reaction if you fight it (which some do) No point fighting what cant be fought, just got to go with the flow and enjoy it -you seem well versed in various substances I have seen you mention so a bit of a pointless mention but hey. I am sure you have done your research. What music do you launch to by the way mate?
 
Nicklazz said:
Beerlove must be high then =D




Ignore me then. Just for trying to take control over what people should do, if we want to answer raas and his posts higher up etc, quote is there for a reason. No respect from here to ya Eve. Enjoy ;)
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Excuse me? I have EVERY RIGHT to ignore any one who has been stalking me n any associated comment. Nick i will be happy to ignore you as I'm sick of you going at me over petty things.

I don't come here to be stalked by people n if that means ignoring anyone who shows posts I wish to ignore then so be it.

I'm not going to sit here n not say anything when it's blatantly obvious that I am being accused of being a liar. I'm no liar. So byebye Nicklazz I'd rather you not speak to me again as you'll be wasting your time.

Kindly STOP making a drama out of a simple request.

Evey
 
Uncle Robert said:
That was my very first experience, didn't have anything playing. Recommendations for the future?
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Dark Side Of The Moon is standard but this tune is perfect trust me, even though it may not be your cup of tea and the beat a bit heavy (as is for some not into the genre) it is perfect in every way. My mate would launch at 1min in and me at 2m30sec, its epic and breath taking -the part of the track I launch too is the sound of dmt :)

This is control.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GTkUMh485_0

This is another good one and maybe more suiting if not into Trance ..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eNoXbt8l__M
 
Just spent an hour drawing this in mspaint to take my mind of other things that I should have been doing instead

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10 points for the first to guess the chemical involved.
 
Eveleivibe said:
Excuse me? I have EVERY RIGHT to ignore any one who has been stalking me n any associated comment. Nick i will be happy to ignore you as I'm sick of you going at me over petty things.

I don't come here to be stalked by people n if that means ignoring anyone who shows posts I wish to ignore then so be it.

I'm not going to sit here n not say anything when it's blatantly obvious that I am being accused of being a liar. I'm no liar. So byebye Nicklazz I'd rather you not speak to me again as you'll be wasting your time.

Kindly STOP making a drama out of a simple request.

Evey
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So me & Sammy on ignore and ofc raas by Eve, lets see how long the list is in a week or sum thing. Its u who is starting drama, stupid request, stupid way to ask about it. Just pure stupid.

I am not makin drama or say ya a liar. Just pointed out I don't like ya way of trying control who we can quote ;)
 
no dissos today, but yeah the latter, drawing molecules and messaging multiple people and not doing work i should be doing and most of all avoiding the pron

weathers shite so cant be doing things outside which is normally the best way to avoid the vice like grip the peev can trample all over your attention with. i'm sure you know what I mean.

Especially the way it can have you planning some perverse stuff in the back of your mind for hours while doing other things and then never eventually getting round to it.

regarding ignoring people on forums, it's easily done, just done - just don't read their posts, always wondered why people find that so hard to grasp....
 
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ColtDan said:
Ahhh i love DMT, its been awhle... need a breakthrough sometime soon me thinks
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DMT is the one drug that i would really love to try. Everything you have said about it plus the trip reports i've read about it make it sound like an amazing thing to experience.
 
Ceres said:
weathers shite so cant be doing things outside which is normally the best way to avoid the vice like grip the peev can trample all over your attention with. i'm sure you know what I mean.
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Indeed. I almost never manage it myself but have no doubt that doing stuff makes a huge difference to the effects of MDPV. All that focus and energy can be focussed into something potentially productive in some way - it's when you just drift and let your focus be drawn and caught up with things that are utterly pointless and/or destructive or damaging that it's a real problem. This is something I know a bit about but can't pretend I've managed to get a grip on. I do know that what you do with your time whilst peeved can make an enormous difference to the outcome of the experience though. The difference between a complete headfuck and something at least enjoyable is not necessarily productive in the traditional sense.

It's great to hear you've gotten so much more control over it now. Can't help but admire anybody who can use responsibly and retain control over it rather than the other way around. I'm not sure how many would be able to get to that stage but am impressed somebody appears to have done so and am very pleased for you :)<3
 
while ive tried it (DMT), never quite got round to a breakthrough. working my way up though, adn i must say its quite delicious
 
Shambles said:
It's great to hear you've gotten so much more control over it now. Can't help but admire anybody who can use responsibly and retain control over it rather than the other way around. I'm not sure how many would be able to get to that stage but am impressed somebody appears to have done so and am very pleased for you :)<3
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This. Fuckin brilliant of you Ceres. A control I know I will never could get. Amazing.
 
Bit by bit over the past few years I've just got control over little things here and there, made mistakes, learned from them, but once you get rid of that feeling of helplessness and realise you can take things into your own hands again it can build up into actual self control. I still waver from time to time, when there are those unexpected emotional stabs out of the dark or whatnot but yeah....take your time, little steps and never let the bastards grind you down.

I now don't drink, don't smoke, don't spend loads of time caining drugs to no end, I'm determined to do something with my life and achieve things and be my own man and carve out my own little space of happiness in life as one of the 6 billion humans also doing their own thing on this mad planet flying through space.....

also when people around you think you are beyond hope, treat you with contempt and disrespect, or dismiss you, instead of letting that get at you, turn it around and think to yourself 'well fuck you guys, you have no idea of who I am and I'll fucking well demonstrate just how wrong you are'.

I think I've just grown up a little aswell lately and I'm not a scared little animal anymore.
 
fuck it by you lot i am out of this world now i am about pot go kill a few bad boys and let the boss do what he never should of had to do i am going killing rapist and kid killers and i am not joking fucking sickening sad bitch cunts think there men doing this to ruin my things for us just because they couldn't bet me when it comes down to being the best in the at fucking art as in music i can do anything write it run the show and down its goes fucked up because something happened that was beyond my control and fuck it this time you hurt the wrong people with me for the last time and you can claim as much as you lie you let them love me and the robbed it all away bye bye blue light 36 years of nothing and one in my life but misery and pain John Reginald Plaxton just remember you sad disgusting jealous cunt you int better than me you jealousy has caused this all of this my so called dad is the pedophilia not Colin mason he was the kindest guy i ever met with ken grant as a kid the gary noonan walked in wiped out my so called dad big man shit his self i told the truth to them and the cowardly cunt run to the coppers shopped him in as the other fucking one set up the lot scared me so that ever time i saw him he hated me because of the things he heard about me because the videos the hypnotists and pedophiles showed him making me more likely to believe that cunt down stairs and so on well for get it now things happened nothing to do with any cunt else some fuckers did the most amassing things for me overs just took what the could have now im taking my mind out this shit for go fuck it some cunts raped a kid just because he new it would cause this shit well Gary gains for once Johnathon int going to let you take the whole fall the rapist is going to have to face George George and Margaret for this you cunt its the hiding of you in my head the paper that traps you in my eye sight i hate humans fucking innocent isn't
gone from this world so once the grab me thats thats that dick head down stairds you aint won shit my mine breaks john is now not here any more bye bye http://youtu.be/4B_UYYPb-Gk RUN-DMC - Walk This Way

http://youtu.be/eDZ961xhNEo 2Pac - California Love

bye the way shit eater Collins you are one twisted fucking whore your heard over every word and that's why things get fucked up so screw it 15 years alone 25 or so with out real human man contact and now i get told ive killed every human on the planet because a pedophile drug cartel bose run let off a dirty bomb in yanks land and its all my fault no one else just sat the fuck back and let the cunt do it rot humanity real rot humans im changing now sanity is changing the vision even hypnotism will not look me in this skin again get the picture gods as you call yourself its game over with the mortal mind its broken now im gone il stop to be i win in a way pain can give some justice to this shit any wya and sorry but fuck you for once ive done everything out concern for others and when i comes to me i get left to rot in hell
 
Shambles said:
Indeed. I almost never manage it myself but have no doubt that doing stuff makes a huge difference to the effects of MDPV. All that focus and energy can be focussed into something potentially productive in some way - it's when you just drift and let your focus be drawn and caught up with things that are utterly pointless and/or destructive or damaging that it's a real problem.
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Yep, Get outside, go do something physically demanding for several hours, walking, cycling, fishing whatever, but sitting indoors staring at the walls around you and listening to every creak and noise is when you start going nutty. This is what happens to guys in solitary confinement I'm sure.
 
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