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Gibberings CLXIII - Up All Night Shooting Cheese Balls

Officially out of benzos, I'm such a coward, I probably won't have anything even resembling WDs as I've only been on and off them.

I don't think I've taken them for more than a month this time round, but before I only had a few days break, before the break it was a couple of months of daily use. What's worrying me is that maybe the last time I ran out I got away with it as the last benzo I had consumed were epic amounts of flubromazepam, which has a very long half life, so between running out and getting a new delivery I probably still had that in my system.

Anyway I promise this is my last order, I hate how mentally dependent I become on them, like can't go out unless I've had a few.

Well my family lunch is over, just boredom now, good to see Liverpool win and Sterling score again, he's on my FIFA 14 team.

Hope your evenings are good.

To ceres: How the hell can you manage to control PV?
 
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You thought I'd put you on iggy for that response? No, wasn't anything nasty in it lol.
I'm 34. I was born the month that Pink Floyd were number one with the wall. You?

Evey :) xxxx

Edit: ugh what is up with yt. I signed u p ages back as eveleivibe like everything else. Then updated last summer as I had an online stalker after me but ever since it says my name n won't change back. It's awful.
 
You must have amazing self control to do that... everyone seems to be compelled into re-dosing on it and going on week long runs

yeah it is self control and going outdooors and doing physical exercise on it that works, rather than sitting at home caining it and watching porn all day. I had 500mg sitting around untouched for several months....i know where the trouble starts and just don't go that far with it.
 
Theres somebody i know whos just some back from a pv run..... after what he told me im gonna deem him the vasliney wank money
 
I'm too civilised for that sort of shit these days. Not masturbating for months has its benefits.
 
im not ceres, but i think the trick to pv matery comes in not vaping it. ever. EVER

MDPV had made me its bitch way before I discovered it could be vaped.

I managed pv for about a month and a half, when I made my own capsules for ADD with 10mgs of material, used it at work successfully for a bit, one capsule in the morning, no redoses.

First line I ever hoofed, and it was never the same again, could never control it afterwards.
 
A little line sets you up for the day and helps you apply yourself in a useful manner. I got over the porn thing years ago. Methoxphenidine is great stuff.
 
I like MXP, can't wait for it to get here, find it a better motivational tool than MXE, although I love holing and for that it's not that good, although I did have some wild nightime rides on it.
 
mxp daily dosing is good shit.

Was on it daily for month, good stuff, good anti-depressive, the bad thing is that occasionally I dose too high so instead of sending out job applications I just end up wandering around the house not sure what's going on.

Anyway I just made another stupid order. I did remember enjoying 3-MMC though, so no worries, like a meph-lite. Can't be arsed with pvs and I'm bored of the FAs. So yeah. Also got some N-ethyl-ket, which I vastly enjoyed the last time. Plus some flubro powder.

Now I have to check my bank balance
 
I have returned after dins. Damn fine bit of pork we had. Tenderest pork I've had in ages. With stuffing n it, innit. Also got a Yorkie egg. More excited about the mug that came with it. I've only got one mug and the handle's broke. I can have a visitor now without having to take turns with coffee. Bordering on civilised now.
 
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