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Gibberings CLXI: The Numerals are Probably Wrong, The Words Within Most Certainly Are

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Thanks Shambles - I do sometimes take 8 mg so I know I won't feel a difference. I'm just worried that once they start reducing me it'll be too quick and I don't think I can cope with that. When I was on 8mg I could not cope due to having heavy cravings and I was drinking heavily on it n in self-destruct mode ODing on antidepressants n I mean the slightest thing would upset me and I'd take the lot then drink a load and have codeine as well as the sub. Then I went to 12mg in November and things became better - still not financially but better in other ways.
I'm petrified it's gna back to that.
I'm having counselling but I just end up agreeing with everything she says.
I don't think I deserve counselling because there are others far worse off than me, like people who have been homeless n had a hell of a lot more problems than I have.

Evey
 
Shambles said:
Oh I think it would be understood perfectly well :D

And glad you're in more traditionally laid-back Bear mood today :)

*ducks just in case*
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BF is making the most of it today though - yeah he has a bit of bruising and a swollen face but he has been messaging all our friends saying that I 'hit him' / taking close up photos of his bruising etc 8).
 
I'm only 19 so I don't have age to account for, I get told I look mid to late twenties quite frequently, I think the 'haunted and hunted' ( ;) ) look, combined with grey (!!!!) bits of facial hair don't aid me.
 
SproutOnSmack said:
I'm only 19 so I don't have age to account for, I get told I look mid to late twenties quite frequently, I think the 'haunted and hunted' ( ;) ) look, combined with grey (!!!!) bits of facial hair don't aid me.
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I'm told I looked in my late twenties from about 18 to well into my 30's, I kinda grew into it :D

Now I settling in to looking old and vaguely interesting ...at least that what I keep repeating to myself in the mirror every morning, TBH I don't really thing much about it.

I think I looked my worst when I bloated out on booze for a few years, I dropped about 3 stone when I stopped
 
Alcohol is terrible for weight, find a nice cider and watch the weight pile on! Same is true for PST as well, given the litres of fat you also drink.
Yes Evie, I'm 19 (for a few months more at least).
 
Shambles said:
I looked slimmer and sort of better when I was on the gear but haven't really changed that much since - just filled out a bit and lost the somewhat hunted and haunted look that tends to go with the junky thing.
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From the two photos I have seen of you, I would not use the hunted or haunted tags :D
 
Should have mentioned, not straight but sugar free lemonade or whatever, not many cals

Altho i love pints. and most drinks. not enough love to drink loads, stick on 170cals each for weak shite, vod me up

Eveleivibe get ya face up xx
 
ColtDan said:
Depends what you drink, i hammer vodka, never gains me weight
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If Im 'on the drink' I will lose so much weight - If I'm however enjoying a few drinks I will gain weight. Mind you I hover around the 100kgs region so a few kg here or there is nowt :) (Have I shared my story of falling over in the shower and the army showing up ? :D )
 
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