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only on PV yea haha :D I once saw a fly doing breakdance in my pv on the plate I was using, and I was like "how the fuck do I get it away without get pv on my hands? ofc there was no fly but lol it was weird. But I guess that would happen if a fly get in sum pv, or it would die but ya kno' =D
 
Shambles said:
Hehe. I'm rather fond of cats but wonder just how creepy it would be having two of them just staring at you like that whilst all MXE'd up. Vaguely making me think of Village of the Damned (if that's the right one - 50s creepfest with a village full of kids with glowy eyes).

And afternoon, Ms Kate <3

That's twice in as many days (I think - memory a bit hazy of timings recently :o). Quite the treat. If Felix pops his big shiny head in again I may actually faint 8o

(and if he pops his lil shiny head in i actually will faint 8()
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He's threatening to post up a pic that will really scare you! My kittty boys are very well trained, they pose nice when I ask unlike you.

I do miss the ole days and so any of us its seems to be have popped off into the ether. But coming back now its always so sad. Though I thought since I was spangled n# him sporkled on a run that we should pass by eadd and leave a trail of sillinisss around or whateveerr. Not sure what the vibe is these days apart from glum

xxx
angel you are are? ok I hope ?
 
Eveleivibe said:
Hiya Kate. I have a black cat called Beauty. She had a sister who had passed sway. Cats are ace creatures xxxx
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Hi Eve nice to meet you. Read some of your posts so its good to say hello. I'm a wee bit spangled at the moment so i hope you appreciate my post may be a bit odd haha. Glad you have found BL and EADD we're all here to help each other to reduce the harm that drugs cause. Hard job.

Hi <3
 
Just spotted a Felix post in the pix thread. I'll prepare myself and go for a looksee. May have to strap a pillow to my head cos fainting where I'm sat really bloody hurts :!

(i know this cos gbl 8))

It is kinda glum at times around here recently for fairly obvious reasons. It'll pick up again as time passes and heals. It's a pretty common thing that people take time off then don't recognise enough people on returning that they continue to stay away. Is a real shame. Yes the names do change but EADD is still EADD. Like anything really, it's what you make of it. It only exists on what people post. Post stuff and change stuff :)
 
Ello kate. Nice to see you! :)

Shambles said:
Now to hope I didn't leave too big a trail of arsey posts around and about the place. I don't half get stroppy and maudlin when it gets to ~a bottle of spirits.
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I do rather like your stroppy posts. Wouldn't want to be on the receiving end of them though. =D <3
 
Hehe. I rather enjoy them at the time actually. Presumably cos I don't generally do stroppy so is nice to have a bit of a clear-out of frustrations and irritations. Not summat I'd like to make too much of a habit of, but at least it's fairly obvious that I'm horrendously pissed when stroppy posts start to appear. And stroppy is probably better than maudlin which is my other horrendously drunk go-to mood.

Righty, off to shop. Think some OTC painkillers are in order. And perhaps some loperamide :o

(doesn't count as tmi cos it kinda goes without saying under the circumstances. could quite live without the cramping though :!)
 
Aye that's a quick bupe taper indeed Shammy! Is this of your own volition or did things get knackered? Wishing you the best...the lope can do the rest :)
 
Managed to miss too many pickups. Bleedin' hate daily pickup. Way too easy to get caught up with things and not make it down in time. Especially with the rather brief opening hours of rural chemists. Ah well, gives me a chance to re-assess whether it's the most appropriate med for my back pain. They'd been dropping hints that they weren't gonna keep me scripted for very long last couple visits with the consultant. Will have to see how it goes. Problem being that all the OTC painkillers absolutely batter the body so I can't take those regularly, GP scripts only go as far as codeine and/or tramadol (former being too weak, latter being an SNRI which I have no intention of messing with again after the w/d from hell twice over, not to mention the fact I get horribly depressed on anti-depressants (it's a common side-effect apparently - kinda makes you wonder why they're used at all :?)).

Still not feeling too bad though I must admit. I did the majority of the heavy dose-dropping in the first few days and have been on 2mg or less for most of the week so even with the extended half-life I must be past the worst. Worst being a couple days back which would be precisely when the last of the larger doses (mostly)cleared my system. And there's no way on Earth it's gonna be as bad as inpatient detox with that bizzaro pilot study involved (pilot study consisting of uberdosing of bupe followed be increasing doses of naltrexone - about as much fun as it sounds :D).

Also, lope is bastard expensive stuff even in generic form. Best part of £2 just for six 2mg caps. Wasn't really planning on doing the lope taper/w/d thing anyway but glad I wasn't relying on that. Would be cheaper to detox on black-market oxy 8(
 
Eh? I buy loperamide from an online chemist (when i go travelling) and it's very cheap.. not sure what dose it is though.
 
Ouch, on many accounts! Here they hand out 30 day scripts like candy...no daily chemist involved. Here lope is also around 8 USD for 400 2 mg tablets! But that's about all the perks of here ;) ...well, a coupla more but I won't go into that... I was a transatlantic commuter for almost a decade, miss such dearly, but my guv'ment won't let me leave country for another 7 months....and then all bets are off! It's been a long almost 5 years on a short leash....bastards:|

Well, a quick taper is better than nowt! And you've done it before, as have I (ehh, a few times) and bupe detox feels pretty gentle after you've been burned by countless clucks of full agonists...

Hope it goes ok for you :\ I too have been burned by the ol' tramadol, and it is a fire I never wish to revisit! If it gets nasty you might be surprised how effective (and affordable) Kratom is for such things. Just don't go boshing kilos a month for years on end or that pesky piper will be coming at you from all sides! (swats at a swarm of buzzing pipers, all demanding their dowerys, allowances, debts, and such...)

Well, music will sound extra extraordinary for awhile! that's one plus! And the ol' heart on a sleeve....there are benefits, but it blows nonetheless when unexpected, and legit pain lies beneath..

My best to you...<3
 
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Thanks, Amani <3

And yes, there are bonuses to having a proper opi-clearout. They are a very mixed blessing to say the least. Fact is I do seem to do better all round when on bupe - just suits me very well - but am also aware of the emotional blunting and - essentially - slavery to a script. It's better than full agonists though as you mention. I tend to jump from one thing to another when not scripted - not every day (availability/cost issues) but that kinda makes things worse cos spend large parts of each month in w/d despite never actually getting much of an opi-run in. Worst of both worlds :\

Will see how it goes. I've got another option re: back pain in the form of a specialist exercise course. Just need to chase it up, but will leave it till definitely clucked cos really not the ideal time for stretching, squishing and squeezing bits. Lope is good, but not that good 8(

swampdragon said:
Eh? I buy loperamide from an online chemist (when i go travelling) and it's very cheap.. not sure what dose it is though.
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Not looked into that as it only really became somewhat essential this afternoon. I've gotten away remarkably lightly with most w/d effects so can't really complain at a bit of cramping but would much rather avoid it if possible. Goes back to that not thinking about w/d symptoms things. Much better to convince yourself it's summat else entirely rather than obsessing over clucky stuff.
 
mate reckons he got 2 and a half g's of '50%' cocaine for £40 last night. Lol.
 
fucking excellent progress on the bupe front Mr S. That really is the way to do it.

Nice ginge cat Kate, it does look cute with its cravat haha, it seems that cats know when they are well loved. Cats are starting to grow on me since its dawned on me that they are probably helping to keep the urban mice population down around here.

Ive taken my kitchen apart and done a finger tip search round all the walls where they meet the floor, there are NO gaps or holes, and re-cemented all the gaps low down in the outside walls so im completely baffled as to how they are getting in unless they have access to teleporation technology. Once theyve found their way in it seems to me that they keep coming back again and again until they are killed or die off naturally. I'd rather they just went somewhere else than have them killed by my own traps, but they really give me the creeps and can spread nasty diseases. Mice this is, not cats. :\
 
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My mate gave me one of those airtight glass jars FULL of his homegrown weed. I'm such a lightweight that it'll last me at least six months.

It's not been cured though (only grows for personal use and mates) so smells of grass or something. Can I turn it into stinky weed myself? If so, how? The smell of weed is pretty much my favorite thing about the stuff.

Thanks M <3
 
mydrugbuddy said:
fucking excellent progress on the bupe front Mr S. That really is the way to do it.
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Why thank you, sirrah. Although being somewhat enforced it's not like I had huge opportunity for alternate approaches. Actually I could've taken a bit longer on the taper but that would mean having none left for recreational purposes at future times. Quite glad I didn't leave it til the very last possible point cos I'm pretty sure it'd've turned into the nightmare taper from hell if I had :!

Got next to bugger all sleep last night but not feeling too bad today. Mostly just a bit wooden (or indeed leaden) of limb but aches and pains are considerably less than yesterday. Sneezing fits started last night but only had one or two so far today. Not had to dive for the remaining lope either which is definitely a bonus.

Also, laaaaaarvely day out. Not that I really feel like doing owt but nice to know that if I suddenly did it'd be rather pleasant.
 
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