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The news of Knock's death is hitting me in waves, it was all i could think about last night and was the first thing i thought of when i woke up this morning. It finally hit me emotionally this afternoon, i was kind of numb/in shock until then, until my sealed off emotions finally broke through. It was the complete unexpectedness of it that shocked and stunned me at first, i never saw this coming atall. I really dont want to start speculating as to what might have happened, that seems kind of disrespectfull.

I will raise a glass tonight to celebrate his life and pay my respects for all the good things he did here, there was never a bad word said about him, and Im going to miss him so badly as he stood for everything that was good about EADD.
 
Nick is on aMT, for the first time.

Ok this is hittin me harder than I thought it would. WOW..

All love to knock & his family and friends from here. Have written something in the RIP thread, but ya kno' <3
 
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Yea thats the stupid I kno' eyeballed, 2 small snorted lines. But I am careful, all tho' I should really get me a weight, eye balled all my life with em drugs.
 
Nick, buy a scale, you idiot. <3 They're only a tenner on ebay.

mydrugbuddy said:
The news of Knock's death is hitting me in waves, it was all i could think about last night and was the first thing i thought of when i woke up this morning. It finally hit me emotionally this afternoon, i was kind of numb/in shock until then, until my sealed off emotions finally broke through.
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Aye, same here.
 
Eyeballing AMT aint too clever

Sniffed 2-fa the other day, not too friendly on my hoofer to say the least
 
Wtf has been going on? I've not been here for days, been on hols and even before I have been pulling away, becoming a stranger here. I don't know ho wo engage, to communicate here any more. Tonight before I came to eadd I went directly to the nang fortress looking for knock, thinking to myself he'll have been crewed by now and he'll be able to say hi and wtf has been going on...

I miss a lot of you people, much <3<3<3 to you, be safe x
 
kate said:
No <3

Every one who passes from here, makes me hate and resent this place more and more. My trust and faith in what it stands for has gone.
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I can't help but agree. We are providing "harm reduction" information, but at what cost to staff, and others who get too involved?
The harder we try, (IME) the more difficult it becomes.

Knock was one of the most universally accepted, respected moderators.
I can't speculate on what happened (for I absolutely do not know) - but the amount of lives cut tragically short in the last year have been devestatingly high. Specifically - but not exclusively - in EADD.
It scares, saddens and worries me.
What has bluelight become?
A far more bleak place in the absence of our fallen friends, in the very least.
 
BlindHelperMonkey said:
foreigner is a girl, a very clever girl. and a great (super)mod. doesnt surprise me at all it was her <3



i can understand alasdair's cowardice, thats par for the course. roganjosh however, should be ashamed. personally, i would have resigned on thespot had i been asked to infract shm,all you had to do was log off - powercut, ennit. sorry pal, youre damaged goods from now on


hopefully shambles isnt considering resigning, if the rest of staff werent so shockingly bad - it may be feasible. we need someone with a bit of sense/decency in there



cant be fucked with the internet at the moment. a lot of real life shit to deal with, people who i am at least able to reach out and help. all those harbouring strong feelings i suggest sit on their hands for a bit communicate with the likeminded via pm and hold your counsel. disappearing one by one isnt going to help the cause at all




~bhm
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BHM,
No offence to you - we're all hurting here over Knock mate, but this is a bit harsh. RoganJosh is new to all this n is probably under a lot of pressure. The decision was reversed n SHM is back now. I PMd him earlier but do you think Knock would want this? I don't think he would n I may not have known him as long as the rest of you but it really isn't fair to lay this at RoganJosh' door.

A terrible thing has happened n we're all dealing with it in our own way but can we not try n put the hostility aside n be there for one another through this???? Isn't that whats important to support each other instead of getting at each other???

Like I said I don't mean offence in any way but I'm really finding the hate n anger upsetting right now n think it's really necessarily.

Take care n stay safe, ok?!
Evey
 
Well thats the first and last time i try and sniff a pryazolam pill via kennys claim theyre a lot stronger sniffed (theyre pretty weak as they are) fuck me that was rough
 
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