Gibberings CLVIV: Micro-Dick Wanking

[Kronos]

What do you mean? Why not air it on a forum, devoted to drugs? I didn't expect people to react that way n gang up on me like that as I've been here a while n know people. I do take things online seriously. People are still people whether it is the net or not. People can't be mean to others n use "it's only the net don't take it seriously" as a way to get round it.

I am sorry that I offended people. I thought people would have 'listened' to the fact something was upsetting me last November - instead they only looked at what I said about the foreigners. They are not the main issue I was using them as a blame factor which I know is wrong. I do do me research but as the issue clearly offends others I'm apologising n not gna keep pn about it. Though I did not find your joke about me trying to OD last November, appropriate. It wasn't very nice feeling that low n taking a load of citralopram. I was at a low point n feel extreme guilt over that point in my life.

But, sorry, I don't go by that "it's only the Internet BS. That's the type of things that trolls say (I'm not saying yr a troll, though someone actually accused me of being one yesterday). But nonetheless trolls come onto sites like this, god know why but hurt others, and think they can get away with doing so by saying, "It's only the Internet.". It is not. It is PEOPLE communicating by using the Internet - we're not androids, are we?!

I need to learn how to deal with conflict in a better way. I need to face it instead of going elsewhere n moaning about it being it makes me look two-faced by doing so. But it's difficult when everyone isn't against you n I didn't expect that reaction as we're all British. But nonetheless I am sorry to anyone I have offended.

And I've not touched codeine or alcohol.

Evey

Dan I'm not mad at you - you've never upset me. OTW is decent too. We PMd last night.

Well, you have every right to air 'controversial views' it and feel free to do so, its more the fact that you were outraged and shocked at the reactions to your daft opinions, and thought everybody was ganging up and 'bullying' you. It was actually me who called you a troll, as they are people who say explosive things and then sit back and watch the flood of replies, like going on a drug forum and saying something derogatory about drug users for example, what did you think would happen? And then your over the top reaction to a few peoples reactions, about how you were being bullied and hounded or picked on, is sometimes another troll tactic, but i don't think you are a troll now tbh from reading a few more of your posts, just a very sensitive person.

And no, we don't become androids online, but i don't think i'm wrong in saying that to use the internet and forums you do need to take a step back and realize that at the same time, it is not real life, take everything said with a pinch of salt, and while in a post you expect us to focus on one part of a post as mentioned above, we do not know that is your intention as they are just words on a page and there is not the same body language indicators that we have in real life to let us know the tone of the post. Yeah my joke was pretty off-colour, and i apologize for that, but again, it wasn't a joke about you trying to OD, it was a joke about the ridiculousness about putting both that and the racist comment right next to each other in the same post.

Don't worry so much

 

[mydrugbuddy]

For a bunch of druggies, a lot of fucking good sound sense gets said on these pages.

 

[masaz]

Done with the Diphenidine, feel rebooted. Spider still wandering around. It can stay. I'm off to bed soon to play DS and sleep and read.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Thats a great feeling, to feel rebooted. Its the best, especially if you are rebooted into a positive place. Sometimes you can be rebooted into a worse state than you were to begin with though IME.

 

[pinkpapaver]

your cards?
Nos da, Pinkpapaver, and thank you for today xxxx

tarot.

what were you doing in Brum? were you studying here?

 

[Raasyvibe]

I'm about to shuffle on off to bed with my cards and skagboys. Training in the morning and either a day of watching the lads play or go home or to a mates for a boot. My mate owes me a b but I can't see it coming my way on a sunday at all.

I warned you about those cards a while ago in the Theology thread. Like Ouija boards they're evil and bring on lot's of bad things into your life

 

[mydrugbuddy]

How can a pack of cards be "evil"

 

[koneko]

How can a pack of cards be "evil"

Like you can be evil MDB we all have the potential in us eh

Hey hope you are doing well flower.

Hello eadd, feels like ages, but fuck you lot are on some weird drug time and space, so it's practically been 5 mins since I last posted.

So is mental kenny the new mod yet?

I've been in the highlands this weekend enjoying some debauchery, wet weather outdoor pursuits and being "eccentric" hotel guests Now planning a camping trip to Glen Coe for next weekend %)

What's the gossip then? Apart from Marmz being far too good looking and delish for 30 plus!

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Yeah Im good thanks, and yourself ? Have you let the cat out of the bag about Kenny, is he to be our new Overlord ?

 

[bob_arctor]

Premium fijian kava long morning snoozing in post 4-meo-pcp and a light dose of AL-LAD yesterday... thinking about trying out that pregnenolone and sarcosine I got in the mail the other day... bake some bread? And they day hasn't even started! (oops, it's almost 18.00 already)

 

[bob_arctor]

Are you from Birmingham??? I went there once n fkn hell never again, no offence, the cars went at such a speed on the road I had a melt down n could not cross. Jesus do they know how to slow down there????

Birmingham driving is the maddest I ever saw (but then again I hail from a very law-abiding and eco-driving Scandinavian country - I guess almost any sort of driving style from [random country] would leave terrified. But Brum was kind of extreme)

 

[mydrugbuddy]

Fuckin hell, you've never been to Paris and the Arc De Triomphe (sp? the most chaotic road "junction" i have ever seen, it's total anarchy) or Malta or Turkey then ? Everyone there is a certified lunatic by British standards. They accelarate at pedestrians crossing the roads on zebra crossings and beep at them in fury when the pedestrian GO light is on green, what the hell is all that about Fucking mentalists. Oh and overtaking on the wrong side of the road round blind corners is also quite the done thing. We are so proper and disciplined by comparison. Only about 5 % of British motorists are as insane as our European counterparts IME.

 

[bob_arctor]

No, I don't travel much really - can't afford it and travelling isn't something I enjoy, really, at least I think so. So my perspectives are certainly more than just skewed. I do wish I'd get struck by some kind of wanderlust some day though, I guess dying as one tries crossing the road in a small greek (or whatever) city might not be such a bad thing if I only got to widen my persespectives not just by sitting in the living room and ingesting the latest tryptamine analogue or some such thing.. but alas...

 

[mydrugbuddy]

that is one of the drawbacks of exessive drug use, its all too easy to do fuck all, you neednt go anywhere or do anything when you can just take X or Y or Z which will make you perfectly content to do fuck all. I've been falling into this trap myself over the last year or 2.

 

[knock]

Fuckin hell, you've never been to Paris and the Arc De Triomphe (sp? the most chaotic road "junction" i have ever seen, it's total anarchy)

Place Charles de Gaulle (where the Arc de Triomphe is) is nuts. Went across it by motorbike once, don't understand how I survived. Parking in Paris is nuts too.



that's not me.

Oh and what the fuck?

 

[mydrugbuddy]

You're a braver man than me to drive that junction on a motorbike, i had to navigate it after only 10 minutes or so trying to adjust to left hand drive cars, it just seems like a dozen major roads all join together in one chaotic unmarked and un-laned spot.

I think the British have gone a bit too far in the other extreme and have gone traffic light mad, there seems to be traffic lights every 50 metres on Manchesters roads, it can drive you insane when every one of the fuckers turns red as you approach it. On one occasion only every traffic light turned green as i approached it on the drive to work, what normally took 30 minutes was done in less than ten. There must be some kind of happy medium, where there could be more roundabouts rather than all these fucking traffic lights everywhere.

 

[bob_arctor]

that is one of the drawbacks of exessive drug use, its all too easy to do fuck all, you neednt go anywhere or do anything when you can just take X or Y or Z which will make you perfectly content to do fuck all. I've been falling into this trap myself over the last year or 2.

Yeah, exactly, but it's not only that - I think I'm the sort of person who is more stressed out by travelling than growing on the inside thanks to it. It disnae matter to me that I'm not in Australia or Spain or Kiev (why?) right now, but it kind of bothers me that I'm not at some friends place or at my sisters celebrating her youngest son's birthday. Though I think It'd doubtlessly be way more constructive or character-developing travelling somewhere despite being afraid of new situations compared to hanging out w faimly. Hm.

Oh well, I seem to be producing some nice sized loaves of carrot bread at least

 

[pinkpapaver]

that is one of the drawbacks of exessive drug use, its all too easy to do fuck all, you neednt go anywhere or do anything when you can just take X or Y or Z which will make you perfectly content to do fuck all. I've been falling into this trap myself over the last year or 2.

story of my life, aston and backm walking the dog, seeing men about dogs. (rather seeing men who are shit scared of dogs- get that dog away from me- helped me get my drugs for free one day)
ah fuck it, I gotta stop the gear, it's restricting me so much in what I can do.

them cards aren't evil, they got pretty pics on them. I used to think the same raas while always being intrigued. tis one of them myths religion likes to bandy about coz if people rely on intuition they don't need priests and the like

 

[Eveleivibe]

Birmingham driving is the maddest I ever saw (but then again I hail from a very law-abiding and eco-driving Scandinavian country - I guess almost any sort of driving style from [random country] would leave terrified. But Brum was kind of extreme)

ahhhhhh nothing against Birmingham but that place scares the hell out of me. The way the cars zip so fast n the train station is bloody huge n scary as hell. I had to go to Birmingham when I was going to Sussex to study with the Open University.

My favourite city is Manchester though their roads are scary though but god it's ace. People are so very friendly in Manchester, I just love the place.... If you get off there at a station called Oxford Road station it's not fair from Manchester met uni and there's a café bar there, which is lovely (everywhere I go I have to go into a coffee bar n check out the coffees, it's VERY important lol)...

 

[Eveleivibe]

I warned you about those cards a while ago in the Theology thread. Like Ouija boards they're evil and bring on lot's of bad things into your life

lol tarot cards are not evil. I saw a psychic once who gave me a card reading n everything she said came true.
She told me there was evil in my life and I had to get it out quick. She was right.
She also said I'd have a pleasant surprise within 6 months which would be a shock and rock my world at first. She was right - I was pregnant!