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Gibberings CLVI: Back to the Future

Evenin', all :)

Lawdy O'Jimminy-Blimey are some of those synth cannabbannabbannabbaddabbannoidz a bit bleedin' sedating 8o

Two and a half days barely conscious. I got through about 10-15mg I reckon (several teensy-tinesy doses, not one big one). Good value for money. Not so great for practicality. Evenings and weekends only if I have owt to do - anything whatsoever to do - for the 12h or so minimum after a puff.

Other than that, precious little to report due to... well... two and a half days of reugular unconsciousness 8)

Pee Ess: AB-FUBINACA being the one what had me a-snoozing if anybody's interested.
 
I think you need to pass this info onto Inflorescence Shammy. She needs a good sleep. Sounds like you've found the answer.

Wine and Xanax attempt here because I need one too.
 
Evening Mr. S.

I might have to try that one. Most of the ones ive tried have the complete opposite effect of sedation on me, sedation is what i want not uncontrollable mad racing thoughts which most of the ones ive tried tend to do. Maybe its the way my brain is wired, and the whole class of drugs is gonna be unsuitable. I dont give up easily though, i keep trying to find one with the desired effects !
 
In other news I went to my GP today to semi-bullshit some Valium. MRI scans freak me out, well they do if they last 50 mins, and I have one tomorrow. Didn't tell him it was a 3 minute scan, well, he never asked me. Anyway, in the past he gave me 20mg for my prostate 50 minute scan, which worked a treat.

So what did I get today?

140mg! Result and a half I'd say. Happy Stone.
 
In other news I went to my GP today to semi-bullshit some Valium. MRI scans freak me out, well they do if they last 50 mins, and I have one tomorrow. Didn't tell him it was a 3 minute scan, well, he never asked me. Anyway, in the past he gave me 20mg for my prostate 50 minute scan, which worked a treat.

So what did I get today?

140mg! Result and a half I'd say. Happy Stone.

He must have been in a good mood.

Maybe his doctor had prescribed him 140mg Valium.
 
nah it's not for one dose silly. It's because he knows claustrophobia is serious shit and, in his words, "this is a great drug used sensibly".

He went on to say "you won't abuse it will you?"

Nah, doc, course not.

I fucking love my GP. There's a long story behind the trust between us that involves boring you with my prostate cancer stuff (he was the only medic, before I went to UCH, who told me I was right to refuse surgery). He recognises I have a brain and 140mg is my reward.
 
Evening Mr. S.

I might have to try that one. Most of the ones ive tried have the complete opposite effect of sedation on me, sedation is what i want not uncontrollable mad racing thoughts which most of the ones ive tried tend to do. Maybe its the way my brain is wired, and the whole class of drugs is gonna be unsuitable. I dont give up easily though, i keep trying to find one with the desired effects !

The heavy sedation came about 45-60m after dosing for me. The initial period was more indicative of a heavy stone (*titters*) but I did get some fleeting anxiety which I don't usually get with such things. In fact, things have gotten a bit freaky and uncomfortable several times after using synth noids over the last month and a bit. Have known (or heard about) a number of people developing acute paranoid mental states resulting in sectioning so am a tad concerned as I've never had anything like that from actual weed/hash before. Gonna try to keep any use strictly limited to evenings and weekends (rather than 24/7 which is my more usual approach :o) and try to keep said evenings and weekends as non-consecutive as I can. Try to. I really don't fancy the alternative however small a risk it may be cos it does seem to be creeping up on me :\
 
Sobriety is difficult to become accustomed to when you are not accustomed to it. Im thinking of maybe getting ones of these latest generation gaming consoles, might make the sober evenings more bearable as i begin to take on the task of tapering down my etiz consumption. Im desperately going to need something to fully occupy my mind.
 
im gutted too, id have been donating as often as possible, but i certainly wouldnt pass the screening. Anyone that received my blood would get etizolammed to death i think.

Probably!

I'm actually not allowed to give blood. At least not to the NHS, anyhow.

Sobriety in the evenings can be difficult to adjust to. I can't say much because I still smoke weed every day, but it's been really hard to adapt to not being pissed / benzoed / nodding alongside that.

A console may be a fantastic idea. Though there's nothing wrong with old skool emulation either.

Which reminds me - I've left a FFVI party waiting for me on an airship...
 
Sobriety is more than difficult, I find it nigh on impossible, longer than a week and I cannot cope been in my head anymore..! I suppose its due to that ive spent my adolescence/adulthood doped up on one thing or another daily and never learnt to cope with daily life without some sort of push from whatever my chemical of choice at the time was...!
 
Sobriety is difficult to become accustomed to when you are not accustomed to it. Im thinking of maybe getting ones of these latest generation gaming consoles, might make the sober evenings more bearable as i begin to take on the task of tapering down my etiz consumption. Im desperately going to need something to fully occupy my mind.

FWIW, MDB, acquiring a games console (nowt flash - just a PS2 or N64 or whatever from Cash Convertors) was one of my tried and tested ways of getting through a cluck. Cos anything like that would just get sold instantly when I was on the gear it was a relatively novel experience for me and found I could lose hours - neigh days - potterin' about collecting sparkly things, shooting things, jumping about on things or whatever. Definitely a good way to make (lots of) time pass very quickly which can be very handy indeed when having to blot out real world stuff for whatever reason.

Actually, you've reminded me that I got my PS2 (specifically, shitloads of games therefore) back just recently. Not even set it up yet. Should probably make use of my own suggestion...
 
it seems a number of us have the same problem, and the gaming option has received some positive feedback. Its partly blotting out the real world, but also just about stopping the constant stream of unwanted thoughts, if im doing something that requires 100% of my attention then some of those thoughts may be kept at bay, a bit, i hope. I havent really got any real problems in the real world, its mostly just all in my head. 8(
 
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