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Gibberings CLIV: Fecking Finally
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mydrugbuddy
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Mate, you should have seen how things have been in the preceeding weeks. Yesterday EADD was positively thrumming with life and activity compared to how it had been in the preceeding weeks. Even gibberings would be like tumbleweed, make a post, and wait 6 - 12 hours for any signs of life. And that was mid afternoon. I dunno why things have suddenly picked up, relatively speaking, i think its partly a combination of "the boys (and girls) are back in town" and the server performance issues seem to be much improoved, touch wood.
On that final point i was asked from on high to mention that there are updates about the whole situation on the Home page and in the Support section. ' The boss' seemed a bit put out by one of my unthinking posts about the server situation and that many people in EADD (myself included) dont look around the other sections of BL enough, where we could have found updates, and was keen to stress there is / was no hidden conspiracy.
There, i was guilt tripped into saying that, i didnt know how to phrase it, ive probably made a hash of it, but ive said what wanted said.
Shambles
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^ Hehe. "The Boss"? Complaining about EADD parochialism? Nup. Can't imagine who you could be thinking of there :D
(is a fair point though. does rather make sense to look at the support forum for... well... technical support issues)
Had to look that up and quite glad I did cos am now intrigued...
(is a fair point though. does rather make sense to look at the support forum for... well... technical support issues)
Heh, no. I was curled up on the sofa and somehow managed to watch about 3 hours of Adventure Time.
Had to look that up and quite glad I did cos am now intrigued...
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mydrugbuddy
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its allways easier to give advice than it is to take it. :D
mydrugbuddy
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Hmm, i like Imdb as a potential new moniker, tis a tad self important and egotistical though, so should that screen name ever be attempted (i believe it can be if you donate to the site ? or is that priviledge only reserved for mods ?) you can rest assured that ive flipped my lid and had a breakdown.
swampdragon
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Nah, it's very watchable when sober, though possibly more fun if you're not sober. Like a lot of things.
It's delightfully trippy and I can't really see how it's aimed at kids. A lot of things are shaped like mushrooms and there are a few references to DMT and psychedelic toads and stuff. And the sense of humour is quite fun.
PMs are full but just wanted to say thanks SOoooo much for your advice. Feedback: spot on and worked perfectly. You are awesome. Really mean that too. It wasnt too late either, just about the right time actually.
What I forgot to ask at the time (being a lick finger and dip it in the bag and lick it again, kinda gal) was, dosagewise, just how many times should a girl do that after a bottle of wine, holding a bag of preban mxe?
REALLY REALLY REALLY wished I'd asked you that question. I shoudnt need to tho since I've been down that rabbit hole before and after a 1/4 bottle of voddy with an empty stomach.
I'd have been better off taking the 100mg bag of M1, that I found which I thought I'd already given away but hadn't. But I wanted something short acting cos of lack of sleep and wanting no more than a few hours of druggery so I could sleep properly last night.
This morning I am a woman of SHAME. It's no bad thing tho. And always a great opportunity to be brought back down to earth with a bump .... and subsequent realisations of what a piece of poo I am. Onwards and upwards tho. I'm good at rectifying being a piece of poo usually.
Ive slept but not enough, but I love/hate post drug filled shame. I'm overjoyed that I can start doing things differently a little miffed at those thoughts being more memorable than that revalation about particle physics I had on waking this morning, which has long since been forgetton.
What I forgot to ask at the time (being a lick finger and dip it in the bag and lick it again, kinda gal) was, dosagewise, just how many times should a girl do that after a bottle of wine, holding a bag of preban mxe?
REALLY REALLY REALLY wished I'd asked you that question. I shoudnt need to tho since I've been down that rabbit hole before and after a 1/4 bottle of voddy with an empty stomach.
I'd have been better off taking the 100mg bag of M1, that I found which I thought I'd already given away but hadn't. But I wanted something short acting cos of lack of sleep and wanting no more than a few hours of druggery so I could sleep properly last night.
This morning I am a woman of SHAME. It's no bad thing tho. And always a great opportunity to be brought back down to earth with a bump .... and subsequent realisations of what a piece of poo I am. Onwards and upwards tho. I'm good at rectifying being a piece of poo usually.
Ive slept but not enough, but I love/hate post drug filled shame. I'm overjoyed that I can start doing things differently a little miffed at those thoughts being more memorable than that revalation about particle physics I had on waking this morning, which has long since been forgetton.
knock
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You were finger dipping MXE? And now you're a woman of shame. I can see no logical connection there. Or can I?
Did you poo in the wrong corner??
Shambles
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Lies. You are many things, Mz Marmz. A piece of poo is not amongst those things
The Woman of SHAME thing I can probably understand though. Overdoing the MXE (especially with booze involved) can cause some... intriguing behaviours
*titters*
(but in a nice way)
Oh, and glad top tips turned out to be top
It's been added to my "Will watch this at some stage" pile. Is a fairly big pile but I'll get there in the end. Still not gotten through the last cartoons that Mz Marmz recommended actually
ColtDan
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Lies. You are many things, Mz Marmz. A piece of poo is not amongst those things
The Woman of SHAME thing I can probably understand though. Overdoing the MXE (especially with booze involved) can cause some... intriguing behaviours
This. messy combo
mydrugbuddy
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MXE revelations that lead to positive behaviour change can never be a bad thing. Dont be too hard on yourself though, we are only human after all and so we're all streaked with flaws of one form or other. It seems MXE can allow you to view yourslef more objectively in a relatively managable and gentle rather than completely crushing and devastating way, it allowed me to make one particular life change, but the clear message it was giving me that i was wasting my life and that drugs had me by the balls and the throat i chose to ignore / not act on at that point.
Shambles
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I concur. I think it's just that anybody who has overdone the MXE whilst pissed can likely relate to the Wo/Man of SHAME thing is all :D
knock
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The only time I've done something shameful on MXE was combined with MPA and booze. I blacked out, and went for a piss but I was facing the wrong direction. Luckily someone turned me round
I have used it many times with booze and not had any problems. It's not great to be pissed and MXEified but a couple of drinks are nice enough IMO.
I have used it many times with booze and not had any problems. It's not great to be pissed and MXEified but a couple of drinks are nice enough IMO.
mydrugbuddy
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The only time I've done something shameful on MXE was combined with MPA and booze. I blacked out, and went for a piss but I was facing the wrong direction. Luckily someone turned me round
LOL, literally. I decided it was safer to sit down on the lav to take a piss last time i took MXE. I remember looking at my own thighs and thinking are they really my thighs and why do they feel like rubber. They've never felt the same since, i think the only way out of this is to increase the muscularity of them, at least they shouldnt feel like rubber any more. MXE has made me hate my own thighs, which i quite liked before, fuckin weird stuff.
knock
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That's quite bizarre about your thighs, it's not had any sort of lasting negative effect on me that I'm aware of. It probably just made you focus on something that you hadn't noticed before. Your rubbery thighs
ColtDan
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hahha
I remember years ago accidently hoofing a line of it instead of meph at this house party thing, fuck me what a state. i remember trying to stick my head in the washing machine to "cure myself". like DMT at one point, close eyed melt into the floor in a void of love
Just fell asleep on my bed, it was 4-FA time an hour ago
I remember years ago accidently hoofing a line of it instead of meph at this house party thing, fuck me what a state. i remember trying to stick my head in the washing machine to "cure myself". like DMT at one point, close eyed melt into the floor in a void of love
Just fell asleep on my bed, it was 4-FA time an hour ago
Shambles
Bluelight Crew
Dissociatives have a rather distinctive style of freaky weirdness all of their own but when combined with large amounts of alcohol it does tend to get very odd indeed. Coupla drinks is fine but dissociatives + booze is generally not the greatest of combos. MXE is actually one of the lesser offenders in that regard compared with ketamine, mind :D
I think it's the combination of being mostly (or completely) blacked out whilst still being entirely mobile and active (MXE is really rather stimulating at high doses, I find) whilst also being incredibly dissociated. Would make for a highly amusing spectator sport anyway :D
Pee Ess: I agree that extreme drunkeness is even less appealing than heavy MXE intoxication. I'd imagine that's a bit of a YMMV thing though cos clearly plenty people have no problem with drunken "antics" but would be deeply offended and upset by dissociated antics.
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Shambles
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I did the very same thing not long back when I mixed up me baggies of MXE and 4-FA. Was chatting to somebody on Pidgin at the time. I didn't know what had happened other than I remember sniffing a fat ol' line of "4-FA" and thinking it seemed remarkably gentle on the shnozz given it's reputation for ouchiness with the next memory being waking up sat on the floor on the other side of the room. Got back to Pidgin to discover pages of messages covering a period of several hours whilst I'd been... unaware. Fuck knows what I may have gotten up to. Probably for the best that I have precisely zero memory of whatever it was
It does seem to have a rather specific thing for causing people to scream though. Several people have reported coming round from an "M-Hole" surrounded by concerned friends/relatives who've rushed in to see what all the screaming is about.
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