Fall on my ass today and fucked my ankle up, hurts like a bitch. It is funny tho', the cleaning lady just had washed the floor and cleaned in my room, then I come say very thanks to her, then I enter my room and falling. Not so happy for her cleaning right there after all haha.
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Sammy G
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Well at least you fell on to a clean floor, I guess!
Mental Kenny
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How are you guys doing tonight? Feel depressed and bored to be honest, bored with existing really, doing the same things over and over, don't see the point, really feel like it would be a good thing to go to sleep and never wake up.
Anyway enough with the bad thoughts. Hope you're all good.
Kronos: shit that sucks man, happened once in uni, this guy dropped our plate on the carpet with a few Gs of coke on it, horrible especially since we all had spent our rent money on it.
Bodda: Sad to hear about your mom, at least you have the good gear to numb out your feelings. Also post photos of the chippy wench
Nicklazz. floors are assholes
meh, I'm going to drink heavy tonight, annoying thing is I don't have any rolling papers, all I have is a crappy old dirty bong it makes weed taste rank and I can't be botherd cleaning it.
Night
Anyway enough with the bad thoughts. Hope you're all good.
Kronos: shit that sucks man, happened once in uni, this guy dropped our plate on the carpet with a few Gs of coke on it, horrible especially since we all had spent our rent money on it.
Bodda: Sad to hear about your mom, at least you have the good gear to numb out your feelings. Also post photos of the chippy wench
Nicklazz. floors are assholes
meh, I'm going to drink heavy tonight, annoying thing is I don't have any rolling papers, all I have is a crappy old dirty bong it makes weed taste rank and I can't be botherd cleaning it.
Night
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
Just grinded up two grams of weed and cooked them in a pan with some butter, then poured the lot on some bread and ate it.
Tastes excellent, hopefully I melted the stuff properly, didn't leave it too much on the stove as the butter was starting to burn
Tastes excellent, hopefully I melted the stuff properly, didn't leave it too much on the stove as the butter was starting to burn
knock
Bluelighter
This is no good 
I felt very much the same way for a couple of years, kind of lost all hope in humanity, and sometimes I still have my doubts, but generally speaking I have more reasons to feel positive than not.
It's been a long and difficult process, but what has worked for me boils down to getting involved in something which I think offers hope for our species. I write about it often enough, so I won't bang on about it here, and my specific fix is probably not going to work for everyone (though I sort of think it should!). But in general terms, finding something I can believe in and being part of it seems to be working for me.
I suppose for some that is the sort of thing religion offers. That doesn't work for me because I am a rationalist and my reason tells me religion is a lot of nonsense. Maybe there is something you two can believe in and become part of.
edit: although albion has a point in that the pair of you might be suffering from drugs
I felt very much the same way for a couple of years, kind of lost all hope in humanity, and sometimes I still have my doubts, but generally speaking I have more reasons to feel positive than not.
It's been a long and difficult process, but what has worked for me boils down to getting involved in something which I think offers hope for our species. I write about it often enough, so I won't bang on about it here, and my specific fix is probably not going to work for everyone (though I sort of think it should!). But in general terms, finding something I can believe in and being part of it seems to be working for me.
I suppose for some that is the sort of thing religion offers. That doesn't work for me because I am a rationalist and my reason tells me religion is a lot of nonsense. Maybe there is something you two can believe in and become part of.
edit: although albion has a point in that the pair of you might be suffering from drugs
swampdragon
Bluelighter
Yup. Meh.
(That was just general Monday meh-ing, not in response to owt. But I do agree with knock.)
(That was just general Monday meh-ing, not in response to owt. But I do agree with knock.)
Mental Kenny
Bluelighter
I think I'm coming up on the weed butter already, fucking hell, will go to bed before I puke. Niiiiiiice
BecomingJulie
Bluelight Crew
Ah, yes, eating weed with something fatty to carry it into your system -- a lovely stone when it hits you. I crumbled some on a pizza the other night ..... Enjoy yourself
swampdragon
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ColtDan
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Nah not too fucked. Been worse. although my ability to give a fuck about anything has gone. as for hope in humanity, lost that years ago
I love those speeches. and george carlin, hicks, doug stanhope, alan watts. bang on with their views on humanity
I love those speeches. and george carlin, hicks, doug stanhope, alan watts. bang on with their views on humanity
brimz
Bluelighter
One thing I am sure of
not everybody like me.
Some people will get vex
an they even want to fight me
But I won’t ignite
like do dam dan-de-mite.
Cause jealously an envy
you know that life.
Rock stars don’t you know
You have to stop lick shit
You’re bringing down yourself
You’re looking like a cesspit.
If you sacrifice your life
For the devil
No live in your heart
Nothing there just trouble.
WEst Country !! Big up ya chest.
not everybody like me.
Some people will get vex
an they even want to fight me
But I won’t ignite
like do dam dan-de-mite.
Cause jealously an envy
you know that life.
Rock stars don’t you know
You have to stop lick shit
You’re bringing down yourself
You’re looking like a cesspit.
If you sacrifice your life
For the devil
No live in your heart
Nothing there just trouble.
WEst Country !! Big up ya chest.
Well that etiz I bought was weak as shit. Maybe got a few tiny wobbles but here I am at 3am having boshed the lot. Sent an email, they were home pressed and had a distinct cardboard taste and nothing like the lovely, slightly sweet melt in the mouth stuff I've been getting.
Ah well, maybe they'll sort it as it's a well known company but tbh prob gonna stick to my usual vendor. Blah. Disappointed. So much for hoping for a bargain eh?
So I'm awake, gonna get some reading done play wow and then doss to see if postie turns up with my ephylphenidate.
Hope you night crew are all good
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I need one of those, NOW Although something tells me our horses would end up at the knacker's yard just looking at the thing
Ah well, maybe they'll sort it as it's a well known company but tbh prob gonna stick to my usual vendor. Blah. Disappointed. So much for hoping for a bargain eh?
So I'm awake, gonna get some reading done play wow and then doss to see if postie turns up with my ephylphenidate.
Hope you night crew are all good
edit:
I need one of those, NOW
Although something tells me our horses would end up at the knacker's yard just looking at the thing
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brimz
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