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Gibberings CL: Reaching for Dangerous Levels of Sobriety

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tat mishal hussein one is doing radio 4 today and tv. news what's that about.? I'm getting bored of the darkness at the moment. Getting paranoid about heroin droughts as the temperature drops and that. i had more productive things to say. is kratom worth a shot? is it cheaper than heroin?

I would just so love to go and live away from people or get a boat and live on that. oh to love the good life. is it possible in this day and age to be self suffiecient?
 
Bodda said:
Try this one.......
"And o, the disciples did run a-shrieking 'What a big fucking lizard, Lord.' But Jesus was unafraid, and he took the splinter from the brontosaurus' paw, and the big lizard became his friend. And Jesus sent him to Scotland where he lived in a Loch for oh so many years, inviting thousands of American tourists to bring their fat fucking families and their fat dollar bills. And O Scotland did praise the Lord. Thank you, Lord."
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That's a true story.
 
A day of more appointments. Woohoo! meh But hopefully special packets in the morning.
 
I think i just got a response to an ad i put in a shop window offering myself as a domiciliary carer. The chap just wants someone to drive him ( lol) to the disabled gym and round the shops for £12ph. Apparently its a specialised gym so i'll just be there to sort of watch.. i hope.

Fortunately hes got his own car.
 
Marmalade said:
A day of more appointments. Woohoo! meh But hopefully special packets in the morning.
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It's alright for some. My diphenidine hasn't even been shipped yet. It'd better not be a total let down after this...

NightsEpiphany said:
I think i just got a response to an ad i put in a shop window offering myself as a domiciliary carer. The chap just wants someone to drive him ( lol) to the disabled gym and round the shops for £12ph. Apparently its a specialised gym so i'll just be there to sort of watch.. i hope.

Fortunately hes got his own car.
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As if somebody's going to trust you to drive anybody around!
 
:( :(
Got such a terrible benzo hangover this morning, it's raining & cold too. I swear I am never touching another downer in pill form again, the alarm went off 4 times before I could even function correctly & still feel like I could nod out at any time. Not even my friend coffee is helping.

Just waiting on my mate before we have to go walking miles in the rain to wait on a street corner for the B'ham al-Shabaab to bring his Afghan medicine.
I would sell my soul this morning for it to just appear in my hand right now, but............

He's never early, he's always late
First thing you learn is you always gotta wait
 
sounds bad Bodda, I never get benzo hangovers, or at least none that i can notice. I can see that its at times like this when a habit becomes a fuckin heavy cross to bear.

I tried some kratom last night, 2 teaspoons of red vein borneo, T & W with beer. It didnt do FA. Im still on 0.1 of bupe, i thought that dose might possibly be low enough to alllow another substance to join it on the opiate receptors, but it appears not.
 
Sammy G said:
My diphenidine hasn't even been shipped yet. It'd better not be a total let down after this...
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My LSZ arrived this morn but still no 4-FA. Bleedin' post has gone to shite of late :!

Diphenidine was rather nice, I thought. That was combined with 6-APDB, mind. They seemed to get along very nice indeed =D

Can't really give a proper opionionion cos would struggle to tease out the effects due to being mixed up in combo. Fairly wonky and very euphoric and luv'd up is what I recall. Also a bit dozy. Struggled greatly to find words so posted some somewhat cringey mistranslations, from memory... Meh. Never complain, never explain. Will be buying more to try properly on its own anyway.

Off to chemist shortly. Feel surprisingly okay given lack of bupe over weekend. Too distracted by level of oddity to notice lil things like w/d symptoms probably. Bit of an enchanted weekend was that. Blimey.

That aside, mornin', all :)
 
It was the last of the Flunitrazepam (Rohypnol / Roofies) I took MDB, I am never toucjing them agin.

Be carefull doing Kratom with Subby's in your system, It really fucked up MK, not a suprise really though when you think one is to stop your from having a rattle & you do Kratom on top.
Hope your keeping well this morning :)

I can see that its at times like this when a habit becomes a fuckin heavy cross to bear.
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So true.

Edit - Morning Mr Shambles
 
Bodda said:
It was the last of the Flunitrazepam (Rohypnol / Roofies) I took MDB, I am never toucjing them agin.

Be carefull doing Kratom with Subby's in your system, It really fucked up MK, not a suprise really though when you think one is to stop your from having a rattle & you do Kratom on top.
Hope your keeping well this morning :)
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yeah i will, i was just being impatient and thinking this bupe dose must be low enough now. It seems i was wrong. Itll probabl;y be better for me toi get totally off bupe, wait at least a fortnight - 1 month and then try kratom as an occasional treat, i dont waht to just swap one habit for another. I just dont know what to do with myself in the evenings now im not taking enough bupe to get high off. Wtf did i do before i started opis, somehow it was ok then, but it isnt now. Fucked up. Never mind, I'll adjust eventually. Good luck on your mission Bodda. It really does sound like a mission.
 
Shambles said:
Diphenidine was rather nice, I thought. That was combined with 6-APDB, mind. They seemed to get along very nice indeed =D

Can't really give a proper opionionion cos would struggle to tease out the effects due to being mixed up in combo. Fairly wonky and very euphoric and luv'd up is what I recall. Also a bit dozy. Struggled greatly to find words so posted some somewhat cringey mistranslations, from memory... Meh. Never complain, never explain. Will be buying more to try properly on its own anyway.
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Ah, cool. It was an impulse buy but I'm actually looking forward to it a bit now. It'll be my first bit of real drugs action in months, aside from the odd frenzied smack binge.
 
mydrugbuddy said:
yeah i will, i was just being impatient and thinking this bupe dose must be low enough now. It seems i was wrong. Itll probabl;y be better for me toi get totally off bupe, wait at least a fortnight - 1 month and then try kratom as an occasional treat, i dont waht to just swap one habit for another. I just dont know what to do with myself in the evenings now im not taking enough bupe to get high off. Wtf did i do before i started opis, somehow it was ok then, but it isnt now. Fucked up. Never mind, I'll adjust eventually. Good luck on your mission Bodda. It really does sound like a mission.
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I know the feeling to well, when I am off the gear the days drag like anything, I don't know what to do with myself & feel a strange feeling of being restless in my body, it's hard to put into words but it's like I can't relax like a normal person could.
Kratom is one on the list but speaking to the EADD Kratom master I was told it wouldn't touch me due to my fetid ways & what I like to do as in my line of regular OP8's use, one day when I'm fully clean i'll give it a try.

Good luck on your mission Bodda. It really does sound like a mission.
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It's just an every day part of being in the "special group"
I can't remember the person who it, I think it was Burroughs "Drug addicts are the most hard working people I know"
You have to be, imagine waking up with no money & your running on "gear time" so you know you got a set amount of hours before you are going to be unable to do anything, you learn to be proactive & very resourceful.

Anything nice planned in the world of MDB today?........
 
finish my college assignment, try to get my head together to sound proffessiional as i have to return a call to a recruitment agencys phonecall, and then off to college tonight. So today will be a day of actually doing something usefull.

Yeah from what i have gathered kratom only works if you have a very low/non existent opiate tolerance.
 
My memory aint what it used to be Sammy G, I know for sure it is in Junky though. I took a guess at it so I may be wrong.
Possibly Bill Gains, my gawd I am shamed I can't quote the book like I used :(
 
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