Sadie
Bluelight Crew
Replace 40 with a number, er, a bit higher and that's one of my favourite ever Sadie posts baby.
If you delete this I'll kill you

make that two

Replace 40 with a number, er, a bit higher and that's one of my favourite ever Sadie posts baby.
If you delete this I'll kill youOnly one boi makes me smile this much!!!
make that two![]()
You know for a fact you make me smile! With all my heart!
It's just SHM isn't so forthcoming with the love some days. I feel privileged! I actually feel privileged with all love. I have Daddy issues![]()
It kinda makes me wonder what you can do with a couple of cabbages and a beetroot
Fishing forum is as good a place as any I suppose. Been together for a few years now. Initially with him shuttling back and forth to Ukraine every chance he could get, married just before it all kicked off in Ukraine, finally got her visa through just after it calmed a little.
I was having similar thoughts to those you describe a couple of years back - and with far, far more reason given I genuinely have done essentially bugger all of any value in the first forty years of my time here. Even if "all" you'd done is the snapshot of things I am aware of you achieving that's pretty impressive in its own right. I have no doubt there is a helluva lot more than that though. You sell yourself short but, as you note, it does seem entirely standard to see Middle Age looming and freak the fuck out. Who wouldn't - you're nearly forty for fuck's sake 8(
I seem to have totally lucked out and hit the jackpot in a lottery I didn't even realise I had a ticket for through posting on a drug forum. My brother was barely able to leave his bedroom for the first 30-odd years of his life then travelled the world, found himself his ideal job with great prospects, landed a decent home, and married the woman he loves that he found on a fishing forum. None of us know what is around the next corner - let alone the ten down the line from that. Funny how things work out. And often far better than one tends to imagine.
You forgot to mention Bear - always a boon to have a Bear on the prowl
(unless it's in the woods when you've left the camp barbecue on the go)
Look, I don't know what happened, I didn't notice ( quite like me...) But being older has it's benefits. We're awesome as fuck, still think like kids and are simply the wiser for all the awesome mistakes we made when younger. We survived the best experiences ever and we're still here. Nowt wrong with heading towards 40. Bitch please that means you must be about the same age as me, (we'll not mention that gorgeous boy wonder is 40and I wouldn't have him any other way
) Meh, getting old just means you've done more drugs and know more than others. Do we know everything? No.... Do we know we had one hell of a ride, FUCK YEAH! To each their own my darling.
Auld Buggers of BL ftw
Well i am off to see Swervedriver. Thinking of trying these 20mg 2cb pills. Still unsure if i will. Have cocaine and there will be beer. Benzos for the comedown. I have no idea what to expect from 2cb really. How would it be after a few lines of coke? How does beer go with it. Anyway waiting for my uber. I will see how the night unfolds.
Nice start to the day..Aah, Saturday. Woke up in the park covered in smelly bodily fluid. I asked the old toothless bum what it was. Apparently a giant abcess burst in his butt when we were going at it. Fuck i stink.....
why wasn't I included??..