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Gibberings CCVII V. Salami, Anal, Nakedness and Beer!

Sid said:
Been through 3g of top quality green floral merchandise and a bottle of wine since 8pm. Any of you guys fancy joining TC? :)
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Been meaning to point this out all day - it would be a very good idea to boot those who cannot give a verifiable identity.
Any extraneous lurkers and unrecognised silent participants may see far more than you'd normally share. Our resident alt-cunt is a prominent example as far as I can tell.
 
Yeah pop in people lets chat some shit! I've just paid a mate £20 into his bank to drop off a crate of beer haha :)
 
Sprout said:
Been meaning to point this out all day - it would be a very good idea to boot those who cannot give a verifiable identity.
Any extraneous lurkers and unrecognised silent participants may see far more than you'd normally share. Our resident alt-cunt is a prominent example as far as I can tell.
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Agreed. There's been a lot of "guests" hanging round. Trouble is it's bcf's chatroom n if he's not there we can't do ownt apart from shut up about owt serious.

Evey
 
Eveleivibe said:
Agreed. There's been a lot of "guests" hanging round. Trouble is it's bcf's chatroom n if he's not there we can't do ownt apart from shut up about owt serious.

Evey
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I can't advise much and a "dedicated" client is iffy enough already but anyone using it should take responsibility for the information therein.
 
you people are depraved i tell you

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Eveleivibe said:
Ugh dont feel well at all ive stomach ache n feel like i need a poo. Had a timy bit of one earlier jusr had southern fried chicken n chils - n i feel worst. Having a lie down. Really dont feel well n was sick the other night. Dunno whats up with me.
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I do. You have just discontinued both opiates and SSRIs at the same time. Both these classes of drugs interfere with your body's internal chemical telegraph system. Opiates act on the same receptors as pain-relieving hormones that your body naturally produces when in pain, and give you a warm, fuzzy feeling inside when present in excess -- which your body produces as a reward for certain evolutionarily-desirable behaviours such as helping another person in need, and also in situations where your survival is threatened. SSRIs interfere with the re-absorption of other "feelgood" hormones, so they get annihilated more slowly and thus have more chance to do useful work.

Your body was trying to get used to the altered levels caused by your medication. So it changed the rate at which it was creating these chemical messages, to try to stabilise them. Now you've changed everything again, by stopping taking your medication, and your levels are wrong, and this chemical imbalance is making you feel like shite.
Eveleivibe said:
I'm sure me feeling unwell will please my haters as good knows what else they've planned for me.

If I'm murdered or summit we'll know I never lived to tell the tale :(
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My mother always used to say to me, As long as you are feeling sorry for yourself, nobody else is going to. It's showing off, like look at me, this is how terrible my life is, and it's selfish. Nobody likes a show-off. Or a bring-down. Look, other people have got enough problems of their own to deal with, and don't need the additional burden of yours.
Eveleivibe said:
I had a nightmare once inwas comvinced it was a prophetic dream but no one believed me. In the dream someone with short, dark red hair wanted to destroy me n kept playing nasty tricks. At the end I was at home (but it was here because my mans old friends whos now dead, lived here then. I was here, waiting for this person to come get me n fucking frightened.

Woke up drennched in swear with the most frightening feeling. I wouldnt let my friend leave me alone. I obsessed about that dream fir years n yyears n years. Everyone I fell out with - could it be them.

Then I let it to rest but the night of 26st July 1996 meant something. There's more to that dream I had I'm fucking sure on it. Insticts have always been right when it comes to vibes - never failed me before - someonr is seriously trying to destroy me n wont stop until they've succeeded in their mission.
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It was a dream. That's all. The result of your brain doing something like defragmentating its hard drive, moving bits of memories around. In the course of doing so, they necessarily pass through your brain's working registers, where they can trigger off chains of thoughts. Sometimes it can be frightening, but it really is just a dream. None of it really means anything.

Actually, that isn't quite true; dreaming means you are only asleep, as opposed to dead. If you are dreaming, you are going to wake up. And if you keep getting the same dream recurring again and again, that can mean your brain is keeping moving the same bit of memory back and forth, and it could be the same thing setting it off each time -- but the actual triggering event and the memory are unlikely to have any obvious connection with the images or events in the dream.
Eveleivibe said:
Not a nice thought knowing I'm hated so much. Have I been that bad a person to deserve what's happening to me now? :(
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Again, you're feeling sorry for yourself. And public displays of self-pity are not generally encouraged. This is Gibberings. It's banter. Lightweight stuff. People did not come here for you to glum them down. That is not to say that there are no threads where it might not be altogether inappropriate to post such things "out loud". If somebody has deliberately clicked on a thread with a "heavy" title like recovery support or I hate my life because ....., they are likely to be prepared for the contents.

Anyway. I've told you many times before what you need to do to start feeling normal again. I'm not going to repeat myself here, but you can contact me out of the public forum, by PM or e-mail, if you have really forgotten. This is not me ordering you about because I don't think you are fit to make your own decisions in life. This is just me telling the truth. And it's not going to go away just because you don't like being told what to do. I'm not getting any pleasure out of you being forced into a particular course of action. I'm not proud that I'm right. But I am right. Anybody on this forum will tell you the same thing, if you ask them.
 
3 and K are fucking great to dance on together. Unfortunately out of K on-hand, but the 3 looks to be around for a while yet, so I will party till that dies out. Still a bit of residual K, which is pretty nice. All in all, great combo in the moment and I had a blast. Hangover will be evaluated tomorrow when I surface.
 
Sprout said:
How was the coordination?
At higher doses 3-FPM fucks my balance with a stick, fucking brilliant for dancing though.
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Coordination didn't seem to be too much worse than sober, expect in the initial come-up when everything is going tits in all directions. And I had very little sense of balance, which actually made pulling a spin and not failing it even more fun.

The biggest factor in the combo being so good is K is the most holy shit effective antidepressant I have tried. It removes you slightly from yourself, and you apparently leave behind all ability to feel unhappy while you fly off to enjoy the freedom the K gives you. Seriously cannot say enough good about this combo for me. Will be repeating tomorrow night, and we will see if that goes as well as this time did. Still need to get a bullet so I can easily take more K with me though.
 
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