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Getting off the M.F.ing H, ( I know, again?)

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kooterlover

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Ok, so I got locked up for 8 days and am over most of the physical shit. It felt so good to actually lay on a real bed, in case you never have been inside Cali's great penal system. Anyhow, I know I should be eating potassium and magnesium and should go for walks to kill the RLS. I was just wondering anything else to do besides hot baths and such. I can eat perfectly again, just not much of an appetite. I was doing up to 2 gs a day of good ole So. Cal. raw straight from the border, so very good raw. IVing it too. I am court ordered to do NA everyday or go to a program, so no BENZOS. SUX. Let me know what you think out there, I will be very appreciative. I am so fucking ready to get rid of this demon. Thank you!!!
 
I know you got locked up but first of all congratulations on being clean, use the search engine to find info on what can help you, there is a lot of people on here
that swear by lopermide (sp?) so that might be a good place to start searching, stay of that shit now mate if you can, you know where
it ends up, good luck H
 
Thanks for the info but I am past that part, just got the Restlessness and have no energy. I am so done with this shit. I cant believe my family is giving one more chance, and if you have ever done H for long as I have, you know what I mean. But they love me enough to give me one more chance. Th shittiest of shit is my beautiful wife is my codependant and codefendant so I cant see her or even freaking email here. But hey, time will heals all wounds??? Thanks for letting me vent some more on here. I'm 30 years old and since I've done drugs for more than half my life, I am past middle age if you get my meaning. Again thanks for reading. Hopefully someone says nevermind about that bump or shot.
 
I too was a long term heroin user so I can identify with you, all I can say is that life is too short to miss out on that time with your family, again well done on getting clean, I know how hard it is
 
You should check out The Dark Side forum. There are a lot of helpful people there that are always nice to talk to when you need any support with getting off of drugs and any problems you might have.

Congratulations on kicking the habit!
 
Shit, I just did a big ass reply to get shit off my chest, but lost it. Thanks 4 the info.

Also if I didnt get fucked over the SD District Attornies office and got spend 8 days in jail, I probably would not be going on day 10 sober. ound thank you SDDA for forgetting about the constition of the US and saying, "Fuck you, we know what's right for you and you don't really need to be arraigned in 72 hours" I may seem bitter, but I am kind of happy, lol.
 
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