Hi there. Hope I'm posting this is the correct spot. My apologies if not.
I'm looking for help and suggestions with coming off of a poppy pod habit.
I've been taking poppy tea for over a year now. I started with seeds as my dr threw me out of his practice for my wife allegedly selling her pain pills. She might have been, I was not. However I found myself with no Meds after being prescribed four percs a day for over a year. This led me to poppy tea which was easy to acquire. Then I tried poppy pods which gave me much more predictable high and pain relief.
Over the year I've gone from 10 grams of poppy pod grounds per day to 25-30 grams per day which is where I am now. I just can't afford to keep the habit up and, as with pills hate feeling reliant on something as heavily as I rely on the high from opiates. I suffer from serious depression so not only does the poppy tea help my back pain but also gives me that boost in morale and that 'I can get this fone' feeling that as a single dad I need do badly.
Anyway, the time has come I think to give this a break maybe permanently, maybe not.
I'm just looking for any tips regarding getting through the withdrawals of this. Given the amount I'm using and the amount of time I've been using them. Right now I'm trying to amass a stash of Meds to get me through the worst of it but really don't know how long that will be. I have a few hydros, some diazapam and some Librium, hopefully some lorazapam plus possibly some OxyContin if my one source pans out. I need to be as functional as possible but obviously don't just wanna get high off of other stuff while coming off the pods as that would just leave me in the same boat when my med stash runs out.
Anyone who has any experience in this and can offer any helpful suggestions would be much appreciated.
Thank you
I'm looking for help and suggestions with coming off of a poppy pod habit.
I've been taking poppy tea for over a year now. I started with seeds as my dr threw me out of his practice for my wife allegedly selling her pain pills. She might have been, I was not. However I found myself with no Meds after being prescribed four percs a day for over a year. This led me to poppy tea which was easy to acquire. Then I tried poppy pods which gave me much more predictable high and pain relief.
Over the year I've gone from 10 grams of poppy pod grounds per day to 25-30 grams per day which is where I am now. I just can't afford to keep the habit up and, as with pills hate feeling reliant on something as heavily as I rely on the high from opiates. I suffer from serious depression so not only does the poppy tea help my back pain but also gives me that boost in morale and that 'I can get this fone' feeling that as a single dad I need do badly.
Anyway, the time has come I think to give this a break maybe permanently, maybe not.
I'm just looking for any tips regarding getting through the withdrawals of this. Given the amount I'm using and the amount of time I've been using them. Right now I'm trying to amass a stash of Meds to get me through the worst of it but really don't know how long that will be. I have a few hydros, some diazapam and some Librium, hopefully some lorazapam plus possibly some OxyContin if my one source pans out. I need to be as functional as possible but obviously don't just wanna get high off of other stuff while coming off the pods as that would just leave me in the same boat when my med stash runs out.
Anyone who has any experience in this and can offer any helpful suggestions would be much appreciated.
Thank you
