I keep going over things in mind and still can't figure out why my family hasn't offered to help in anyway. I know I need to get it out of my head or it will drive me crazy. But these are people that I have helped financially. Practicially raised my sister and younger brother. Paid for summer school for my sister, lawyers and bailbondsmans for my brother. I've put tires on my parents vehicles. Made phone calls, worked out problems, took two of my other brothers to anger management and drug and alcohol meeting three times a week. All that seems to be forgotton.
Not too much to blog about today.
Thankful for another day clean and for the BL people who allow me to vent.
I enjoy reading the blogs. I find them educational, entertaining, and some just plain scary. But it takes me away from my shit and lets me know I'm not alone.
Not too much to blog about today.
Thankful for another day clean and for the BL people who allow me to vent.
I enjoy reading the blogs. I find them educational, entertaining, and some just plain scary. But it takes me away from my shit and lets me know I'm not alone.