Get framed, go to a Mental Hospital

So, of course, I'm under 18
Don't ask more.


Thursday, Sept 29th, 2011
Someone frames me and says I was snorting lines in 1st period
(I can't say I haven't done lines there before... but I hadn't done that for atleast a week the day that kid framed me)
I get suspended for 5 days, currently pending expulsion FOR BEING FRAMED
I flip out at home, aggressive, put a knife to my neck with NO INTENTION of hurting myself... Just to shock my mom (I'm an asshole)

Friday, Sept 30th, 2011
My mom drives me to San Diego... to tell mental hospital workers I put a knife to my neck... and tells them I wished she would die
I get labeled "5150" which is "A danger to self, and others"
I get ambulanced to a different mental hospital on a 72 hour hold
I get 50mg Diphenhydramine when I complain about insomnia, it didn't work... fell asleep at 4am

Saturday, October 1st, 2011
Wake up at 7am, meet a bunch of other teens... hospital refuses to give me my Adderall
I get 125mg Diphenhydramine when I complain about insomnia, it didn't work... fell asleep at 4am

Sunday, October 2nd, 2011
Wake up at 7am, to see the other teens... hospital refuses to give me my Adderall
I complain of Anxiety, pulse is 115, 129, and 105 when they check my vitals... they give me nothing
I get 140mg Zopiclone from another mental hospital patient to try to sleep, doesn't do anything
I get 50mg Trazadone for insomnia, it didn't work... fell asleep at 4am

Monday, October 3rd, 2011
Wake up at 7am, see the teens again
Doctors show me a paper saying my "Outpatient" diagnosises were Anxiety Disorder N.O.S.
ADHD
Doctors show me a paper saying my "Inpatient" diagnosises (which means they "rediagnosed" me) were Anxiety Disorder N.O.S. ADHD PTSD and Insomnia
My mom still has my phone, my iPod, my wallet, changes my computer's password, and finds out I've been dealing drugs by reading my texts
So, I'm forced to go to therapy once a week
My mom refuses to give me my Adderall unless it is a school day
My mom refuses to let me see my Psychiatrist for an SSRI or Benzos for Anxiety/PTSD
My mom refuses to let me see my Psychiatrist for a sleep aid for Insomnia/PTSD


What did I get out of all of this?
-My mom refusing me to obtain psychiatrist meds
-My mom forcing me to weekly therapy sessions
-I find out I have 5 different diagnosed disorders
-I repeat, I can't get meds for them
-Plus, I have to go to an expulsion hearing... WHEN I'M BEING FRAMED

Great, I would rather be sent back to the loony bin for 3 more days and cost her ass $3,000 more

 

Sounds like a rought time man. I know it doesnt feel like it right now but things will get better I got in loads of trouble as a teen but once I went off to college things got alot better. I know you just wanna get fucked up man shit thats all I wanted to do when I was your age and if I didnt get high I would lose my fuckin mind threaten suicide all kinds of shit. I look back and realize that the feelings I had were very real and painful but the reasons I was having them are somewhat laughable in retrospect. The one thing I gotta caution you about though is being under 18 your parents can send you away to some crazy ass boarding schools which are basically private prisons for teens they will litteraly come in the middle of the night handcuff your ass and drag you away and can hold you until your 18 or your parents run out of money. Im not trying to scare you man but just know that acting all crazy can have some shitty consequences. My advice is play the game for a minute go to therapy follow the rules and before you know it youll have the freedom and the trust to go do what you wanna do.

 

It sucks how I can just read this and say "Xanax, Adderall, done." what, do they think pissing you off and making you frustrated enough to strangle someone is going to be a more permanent fix? Maybe so, but what kind of permanent is that...

 

to me your post sounds like you are mad that you can't get any drugs you could get high off of. there are plenty of non-chemical treatments for the disorders that you listed. if you actually gave a shit about your situation, this post would be about more than seeking out drugs

 

You put a knife to your neck in front of your mother.

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and you expect sympathy? You've got a few things to learn about empathy there son. Intent is irrelevant, because you can say that you intended damn near anything. It sounds to me like you weren't getting your way, so you intended to have a temper tantrum, which in your case took the form of, in your words: flip out at home, aggressive, put a knife to my neck ... Just to shock my mom (I'm an asshole).

Maybe that's something you should work on. The asshole bit, that is.

 

maybe you should lay off the drugs, bro.

 

Hey addyman, I was I'n a mental hospital too, sucked big time. I don't understand how putting you in with a bunch of other sick people helps. How long are you in there for? I pulled a knif on my sister once just to get her attention cause she purposely made me miss an exam and I failed a class I had been in all year, she laughed at me, she I'm pretty sure your mom knew it wasn't serious. I have to say, even though it's your moms fault, it's your fault too. If they have group therapy meetings in the place your at, go to those with an open mind, just don't stay in your room at the hospital all day, unless it really is that bad and you gotta ride it out. Tell me how it goes man, I know how bad those places suck.

 

Did I mention I was on 10mg Clonazepam?
OBVIOUSLY I'M GOING TO ACT FUCKING CRAZY

Who said I was looking for sympathy, I can't have a place to vent... even in my blog!? (which I expected no one to read)

EDIT: Shit, apparently I didn't mention the Clonazepam. LOL, sorry.
P.S. I got expelled.
P.S. It was ZIPRASIDONE not Zopiclone, and it was 80mg not 140mg