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General Heroin Use Habits MEGA THREAD

Likes --

Sweets, Sweets, and more sweets
munchin in the middle of the night
wakin up out of a midnight nod and smokin a square and burnin the fuck out of myself
Socializing
Working
Excess cigarette smoking
Fuckin w people

Dislikes --

Swiss cheese sheets
Not one pair of clothes without burn holes in them
watchin porn and not being able to jerk off
fuckin some fine pussy and not being able to get off (good for her I guess, but then you get the stupid, 'Why can't I make u cum, am I doin something wrong? Do you not like me') Nah bitch, I just did a bun 10 minutes ago, and unless ur a professional from an Asian bath house, u just aint cuttin it
Wakin up to piss and not being able to to the point where I fall asleep standin up in front of the can with my dick in my hand.. Also fell back into my bathtub once. Ouch!
Worn out veins - takes me a while to shoot up sometimes.. Some of u on here can totally attest to that from personal experience with me
Taking a shit once a week
Having to tell your work you have narcolepsy and them making you take time off bc they thought I really was sick. Thank god for FMLA!
 
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weed 12, acid 14, mushrooms 17, drank heavily in college did coke every pill you can imagine and smoked mad weed 18-21. heroin 21, IV at 24. damn that is kind of depressing. clean now but i dream about dope 3-4 times a week a least. i always either have a pin and no dope or dope and no pin
 
Dislikes:

falling asleep while nodding (waste of opiate)
drunk people
having to wait for food to be ready when craving
not being able to piss or jizz

Likes:

driving
playing guitar
trippy wah-wah jam/funk music
smooooth jazz
fatty foods/sweets (makes high more pleasant)
doing tasks (oxycodone only)
nodding (at the expense of sleeping tho:-( )
watching TV while nodding
ICE CREAM

^Does anybody else crave ice cream on opiates (esp. opana)? I think it has something to do with opiates' affinity for fat (since fat increases the BA?). It seems to make the high stronger, more comfortable.
 
fucking Lindt chocolate! omfgasdf%#@
it's delicious enough when i'm sober, but eating it while opiated is like a whole order of magnitude greater. i just don't desire chocolate in the same way while i'm sober.
 
Opiates make me actually like work. As weird as that sounds it's true. When I am off opiates, and before I got on them, work was an 8 hour prison. Now, its like another 8 hours that I'm high on opiates, and I'm getting paid to get more. I am more talkative, more hyper, my feet don't hurt when I stand for long periods of time.

I dislike sex on opiates. It is like some SUPER hard chore I have to do instead of a primal urge that I want to do.
 
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Opiates make me actually like work. As weird as that sounds it's true. When I am off opiates, and before I got on them, work was an 8 hour prison. Now, its like another 8 hours that I'm high on opiates, and I'm getting paid to get more. I am more talkative, more hyper, my feet don't hurt when I stand for long periods of time.
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Agreed. I love to work when I'm high. Just hate to nod out at meetings when the big dawgs are around. I am much more sociable and willing to work when Im high.

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I dislike sex on opiates. It is like some SUPER hard chore I have to do instead of a primal urge that I want to do.
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Agreed. No primal urge going, just straight dope dick! Id like to know if girls really like dope dick or not. Since girls get so weird when they dont make u cum, I would think not. But they might like the 4 hr sex session. Who knows. Maybe a chick can reply.
 
Weed/Beer: 19-20, used for a few years, now I hate both...can tolerate a little hard alco now and then, but weed gives me a panic attack,

Opiate progression:

Given vikes for a tooth-extraction at 18-19, would use 5-10mg at a time. Stopped
Used Pods during my year 21
Graduated to Vikes at 22-23...20mg to 60mg
Oxycontin last year...40mg-120mg
Been using H since
 
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how do opiates affect your personality?

i feel opiates have completely fucked up my personality more .. Ive had depression and anxiety and social anxiety for as long as i can remember .. it started with alcohol when i started drinking at 19 years old.. when i would go to party's and i would go from the outcast to the center of attention just cause i had booze in me .. i couldn't talk to a girl if you paid me but if i was drinking i would happily walk up to her...but i couldnt be drunk 24/7 and started hating hangovers ..

at 20 i started using roxis and OCs and found it was the best antidepressant for me ..but it took over my life so bad the past three years ..when im not on opiates i dont want to talk to any1 or do anything ... like if im not high i wont answer my phone or anything.. and i find myself every time i calling every1 back as soon as i find pills .. or i wont go out to the store till i have pills in me ..for a while now ive been at the point were i dont get high anymore i just take them to feel normal ..im going to be going threw bad withdrawals in a few days cause i moved to a new state...and im just so worried im going to be soooo depressed .. last time i went cold turkey was over a year ago and it was so bad but i went 26 days before i started using again and thats when my habit wasnt that bad .. my withdrawals were so bad i lost 42 pounds in them 26 days ... i hate that im going to have to go threw this

but i like to know how opiates have a change on your personality?? and maybe a few things you do to keep busy when going threw withdrawal??
 
I hate to quote a rapper but Snoop Dog has a good one..

"My love is going to last as long as my high, and im high all day everyday"

Bub I feel ya I am 22 started drinking then smokin dope then poppin pills then banging shit. Made dope runs down south chased fat girls and drank

The w/d are something YOU have to deal with.. We didn't get in this shape over night.. Ya dope affects your personality, I wouldn't be posting or talking on my laptop if I was in the situation I was the past couple years. You couldn't get me near someone that wanted to help.

Check yourself into a detox place and get a implant.. Working for me.. Maybe you have stronger will power and can stop.

Things to do while w/d include: bouncing a ball off walls, just live in a hot shower for a couple days, pound some stomach meds, WALK with some music,talk to me,EAT for the love of thunder thighs eat something I dont care how bad you feel eat. call up a girl and tell her to come over.

When you do opiates that is all you think about.. You say screw the rest of ya I am getting blitzt

When your off of em for awhile.. you still think about em BUT you realize what's going on around you (family,friends,work,school)

The armagedon won't kill me but the pharmagedon will =D
 
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i recently quit an opiate habit as well (although not as bad as yours), and i remember feeling so shitty too, but don't worry it will get a lot better if you give it time. after i got readjusted to living without opiates again i realized all the depression and anxiety i thought was permanent was just due to opiates and now i feel way better than i did when i was on them. especially if you're not even getting high anymore, you'll feel way better in the long run and be glad that you had to quit. i feel like i get a better rush/high from exercising and stuff than i remember experiencing with opiates any time near before when i quit. on that point i would recommend exercising as much as you can, as this will help with rls and help your brain produce its own endorphins. good luck!
 
Opiates have taken over everything. It's true, when I don't have them they're all I think about. When I'm on them I feel like I can function properly, I can do anything I feel I should/could do,etc. Right now is day 2 w/o. Not by choice but because I just don't have any and all the annoying reasons that go along with that. I feel miserable, depressed, don't feel like leaving the house, I leave work early, and don't get along properly with those who care about me.

As said above-exercise helps. It's just hard to get out and DO those things. For me, it's the depression that goes along w/ opiate w/d that is the worst to push through. It's what keeps me handing over my paychecks.
 
when im dope sick i cant do shit besides lay in bed or be in a shower ... i was in a rehab for 5 days about 3 months ago and left to get high ... i thought it was funny because i had people that work at the detox asking me what was wrong with me because they would have to change my sheets 3 times a day from being drenched in sweat... out of 30 people in detox i was the sickest on in there and i would have kids that were doing 3 grams a dope telling me they felt bad for me ... i was shooting about 7 to 10 30s a day at that point tho.. when im sick if i sneeze the wrong way ill shit my pants

woamotive.. u can get youself to go to work if your sick?
 
yeah i didn't really exercise until i felt a little better so just do it as soon as you can, it should make a noticeable difference and you'll be glad you did/sleep better/recover faster etc. i found taking loperamide helps a lot for exercising too, like it gives my body energy or something, so maybe try that?
 
6 months ago I was in the same position you were. I was moving out of state, addicted to Roxi's, bought some pills to leave with and was scared to death. Let me suggest something. TAPER with those pills you have. That's what I decided to do and I had almost NO withdrawal symptoms. I know you'll want to just eat them like you normally would, but you will regret it.

I was also someone that roxis were the only thing that made me happy. That will slowly pass once you stop. I had to dig deep down and remember the things I USED to enjoy before pills and work from there.

Hang in there, man. And please, take my taper advice!
 
Yes opiate addiction becomes quite a miserable life. I empathize completely about not doing anything unless I'm high. Even if I take a functional dose (just enough to get well) I still don't really feel like going out and doing anything.

The withdrawals are such a mind fuck sometimes too - I was crying this morning listening to sad music and pictures of bluelighters who have died.
 
Suboxone maintainance is good for that. You don't have to worry about overdosing or street drugs and the dangers that brings. You don't get high, but you still get the anti-depressant/pro-social effects of using an opioid.

I like reading/answering these forums to keep me busy durig w/d. It's kind of like porn when you have no one to have sex with-especially the stamps thread. Taking a walk outside in the cold seemed to help me for some reason. Just moving around in general instead of laying in bed I guess helps, it's just real hard to get started. Heck, for my first kick, my wife and I went to Hawaii. That was interesting...
I also try to sedate myself as much as possible. I asked my doc for a script of restoril last time for w/d and he gave me one.
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pictures of bluelighters who have died.
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I just posted a pic of one of my best friends on there. I had 3 friends kill themselve in a 6 month period last year. The first two were within 2 weeks.
 
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I'd try to buy bundles at any cost. if I was short on cash I'd call my occasional user aquaintences to see if they wanted to throw down (i know horrible thing to do, getting a rec user to use more and more, but i didn't give a fuck) and they almost always did. that would usually mean i could get four bags for $10. I'd either do 2 1/2 and save the rest for later or bang all 4 at once. when i would get tar, i'd get at least grams. buying in bulk, if you can, is always the way do go, but if you're short on cash oh well, it usually comes to "Yo man, can I get 3 for $20?" beggin type shit. although they'd usually come through
 
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