Was my recovery a failure because I still was using drugs of some kind? Ultimately yes, but that's not the point.
Huh? That is the point.
Was my recovery a failure because I still was using drugs of some kind? Ultimately yes, but that's not the point.
Huh? That is the point.
One more time, the definition of clean is "free from drug addiction." If you are truly addicted to caffeine then no. I never said you couldn't drink. This conversation started about methadone. If you take that every day you are addicted to it. If you have to smoke weed everyday to not use heroin, you are addicted to it. Clean clean (2x) is when you are truly off everything.
Edit because that "one more time" intro sounded crazy dickish. Definitely don't take it like that. I think that being on methadone or subs, while beneficial to many, is not the same as being completely clean. I understand that those on these drugs take it as an insult, but its not. Just the truth.
Edit because that "one more time" intro sounded crazy dickish. Definitely don't take it like that. I think that being on methadone or subs, while beneficial to many, is not the same as being completely clean. I understand that those on these drugs take it as an insult, but its not. Just the truth.
Alteknj, dude its great how much better you're living, but yo anyway you slice it you are addicted to the methadone. I really enjoyed reading your blog by the way. Throw in an Allentown tale. I think Tommyboy got my point across diplomatically. Being clean clean is something to take pride in and I do look at those who've done it with a certain type of respect.
Rehab in the summer sucks, Rehab in the winter fucking really sucks.
New and from uk, just a question. People keep telling me a particular gear is laced with benzos. I always thought this was crap until I witnessed 2 close friends/users get totally seriously smashed. Some one please tell me the facts. I'm also jealous as I must be a "fast metaboliser or sumik" as I don't seem to get wasted liked my using partners do. HELP. Willzz
One more time, the definition of clean is "free from drug addiction." If you are truly addicted to caffeine then no. I never said you couldn't drink. This conversation started about methadone. If you take that every day you are addicted to it. If you have to smoke weed everyday to not use heroin, you are addicted to it. Clean clean (2x) is when you are truly off everything.
Edit because that "one more time" intro sounded crazy dickish. Definitely don't take it like that. I think that being on methadone or subs, while beneficial to many, is not the same as being completely clean. I understand that those on these drugs take it as an insult, but its not. Just the truth.
How the heck can there be a tie game? Do both teams advance or do they not advance? I guess I don't like it because I don't take the time to understand it.With the anti-depressants I guess its kind of like that porn quote "I can't define it, but I know it when I see it." There's just a different feel.
The word dependent is actually in the definition for addicted.
And counselors, fuck man please don't get me going on them. I've had maybe one or two good ones, but many who were so fucking dumb street smarts wise.
Anyone see the soccer game? Couldn't care less about the sport, but I won't lie felt real deflated for about 15 minutes after.
How the heck can there be a tie game? Do both teams advance or do they not advance? I guess I don't like it because I don't take the time to understand it.
I know a guy who takes 1or 2 Vicodin a day. He is not addicted to them but most likely would have withdrawals if he didn't take them. Just like if I missed a dose of methadone or what about if my diabetic friend didn't take his insulin? Yes there are a lot of people on methadone that abuse it and mix it with benzos and other drugs. If I could smoke weed without repercussions at the clinic I would on occasion. I consider myself clean of abusing opiates because they are what fucks everything up for me. There are good arguments for both sides and I feel we all will never agree on this subject. But just because some of us need opiate replacement therapy should not diminish the fact that we are living our lives happily and it does take a lot of work to stay sober even on methadone.
what do they do if you fail for weed? i have failed every single test for weed and they just dont care. they even tell me they dont care. and not just my counselor, the doctor who owns the place told me too.
^same ? can u still get takehomes if you test + for weed?