brokenbrain
Bluelighter
I don't know,day at a time so to speak.
I've got plenty of codiene,but have no urge to touch it,never do really.Have synthetic canabinoids and have no urge to touch them.
I'm basically going about my daily business "clean".
There were 2 reasons over the last 12 months that I kept going back to GBL.
1.My drinking would get out of control and GBL was the only thing that seemed to put a stop to it.
2.Situations that provoked high anxiety that were likely to last for quite a few hours.
Well since Thursday I have had a few urges to drink a bottle of beer.But with me its so very rarely just the one,so have been doing whatever to take my mind off it.To be honest not drinking the first one isn't very difficult,its what happens after that is.
As to reason 2,well I've just had a student dentist poking around in my mouth for 2 hours straight,and did have a bit of anxiety before,but it was ok.
The main thing I have to work on is dealing with my social anxiety eg making phone calls.Interviews.Being around my Dad.
I made it over the main hurdle though which is stopping drinking without GBL and being sober and staying sober.I'm not making any long term plans regards that though.
I've got plenty of codiene,but have no urge to touch it,never do really.Have synthetic canabinoids and have no urge to touch them.
I'm basically going about my daily business "clean".
There were 2 reasons over the last 12 months that I kept going back to GBL.
1.My drinking would get out of control and GBL was the only thing that seemed to put a stop to it.
2.Situations that provoked high anxiety that were likely to last for quite a few hours.
Well since Thursday I have had a few urges to drink a bottle of beer.But with me its so very rarely just the one,so have been doing whatever to take my mind off it.To be honest not drinking the first one isn't very difficult,its what happens after that is.
As to reason 2,well I've just had a student dentist poking around in my mouth for 2 hours straight,and did have a bit of anxiety before,but it was ok.
The main thing I have to work on is dealing with my social anxiety eg making phone calls.Interviews.Being around my Dad.
I made it over the main hurdle though which is stopping drinking without GBL and being sober and staying sober.I'm not making any long term plans regards that though.