SheeshKeebab
Bluelighter
GBL – Inexperienced 1st time – Sober and Solvent!
Weight: 65-70kg
Substances consumed: None
GBL Experience: 1st Time
GBL 99.9% pure: I have my doubts based on dosage below.
Background:
Well after the usual research … I eventually got a few doses of GBL.
Spoke with a trusted friend who was all for trying it out actually she was very keen to do so, I therefore felt obliged to send the URL for the Bluelight FAQ.
Several hours later got a text which said
“Read the URL on GBL. It’s a solvent! Two chances ... none and fuck all! Good luck!”
Mmmm … apprehension again. I post for some info from the GHB newsgroup. The responses are pretty stern ... dangerous, coma, death … eek!
Like a kid with a new toy I find it difficult not to play immediately. So a night on the town getting hammered on booze or a night home alone and a dose of floor cleaner? Oh what a dilemma! Could I ever discuss this with anyone without being whisked off to a psych unit ... ?
The Experience:
21.00 I Measure 2ml of GBL (or ~ 3.2g GHB) and add to around 50ml of water. I’m being real cautious so have a quick sandwich to fill my stomach a little then write GBL 2ml on the back of my hand, take a bucket, my phone and half a pint of diluted orange juice into the living room. I keep looking at the nasty glass and it keeps looking back.
21.30 T+0 I have a real weak stomach and never could do the mindless drinking games shit. I can throw up at will. A unique talent of mine. I’m concerned about drinking this stuff but I swallow in two gulps and although it smells a tad detergent it has pretty much a neutral taste. A mild after-taste and a tiny sting on the lips. Alcohol easily tastes much worse than this. I swirl the diluted juice around my mouth several times to wash my mouth out and dilute my stomach then the taste is gone. I wonder if I’ll have paint stripper breath for the next few days though. I’d like to thank those that told me this was really nasty as it seems to have made it almost palatable for me …
21.40 T+10 As crazy as this sounds I feel a little light headed. This could be the fact I’ve only eaten that one sandwich today or psychosomatic/placebo!?
21.45 T+15 Turning my head from side to side causes a slight dizziness or vertigo. My stomach is gurgling a tiny bit but there is no discomfort whatsoever. I’m feeling a little giddy and a very mild drunkenness (A quick pint on an empty stomach kinda feeling).
21.50 T+20 I have this overwhelming urge to stretch not unlike the feeling when coming up on MDMA. My initial anxiety has wandered off somewhere and doesn’t seem to want to bother me again but I feel the urge to move around.
21.55 T+25 Well after my 60 second wander around the room I now have an urge to sit on the floor so put down some cushions and park my arse. I feel energetic in a can’t be arsed moving sort of way. Heavy but light at the same time.
Chills out hoping for a more dramatic effect.
22.30 T+60 Baseline. No real discernable effects apart from the initial comments. Like having at most 2 pints in terms inebriation.
On the Drugo-meter scale this doesn’t even reach 1 out of 10.
I want to re-dose immediately due to the rather poor results but after all the stern warnings I decide to wait.
00.00 T+150 This time I decide on 2.5ml which is supposed to be equivalent to 2.5 x 1.6g or ~ 4g GHB. This will be my last dose tonight regardless.
00.10 T+160 I swig half the glass followed by half a pint of orange squash chaser and almost immediately feel this warm fuzzy feeling in my head. I think I’ve hit the sweet pot. I have an odd desire to giggle. I put some Daft Punk on and giggle. Now the warnings make perfect sense as I feel like I’ve had 6-7 beers but it doesn’t have the same head space as alcohol. So this is what binge drinking feels like. I’m pretty mashed. I then went and filled the basin to wash the dishes ... how odd!
00.15 T+165 I’m dis-orientated and mentally confused. Some slight body load with tingling in the hands and feet again not unlike MDMA and really quite enjoying the feeling. Music is sounding pretty damn good in a comical sort of way … it amuses me. I’m finding it difficult to type or walk straight.
00.25 T+175 I found myself back in the kitchen searching for dirty dishes which I clean while giggling to myself … mibbe it’s just me but I’ve never heard of Gxx causing cleaning fetish. I have the eye wiggles although similar to MDMA it’s not a rapid cycling but more like each eye is looking in different directions making it really difficult to focus.
00.30 T+180 Swallow the last of the glass. Oh boy oh boy do I feel the need for a kebab. End up making chicken breasts, waffles and Mexican salsa. Takes me about an hour to eat it but worth it. I watch the end of The Krays on TV which I find pretty emotional and fall in love with Kate Hardie.
Over the next hour or so I get a very mild headache which is almost un-noticeable and a little discomfort in my stomach. Actually the discomfort was there already following the last dose at 00.30 but didn’t stop me eating in the slightest.
Well it’s now 6am and still wide awake and I’m eating again.
Conclusion:
I will hold off any final judgment as I made this mistake with my first experiences with Ketamine thinking it was shit … oh how wrong I was
I had this notion that drinking GBL would lead to that head in a vice feeling and projectile vomit but any ill effects were so mild as to be almost un-noticeable. I can understand now why it’s been called liquid E with the effects on co-ordination, eye wobbles, tingling in hands and feet and a mild euphoria. It was a very odd and mostly enjoyable high [a definite if mild dissociative effect which I enjoyed the most] and I think on the comedown from MDMA assuming I could stomach this liquid would be awesome. This certainly isn’t something I could do often as it’s basically a solvent and not the most pleasant thing to drink.
Be careful with this stuff ... the 2nd dose had it been a little higher I’m sure would have floored me! GO EASY!
Day after:
I slept for around 8 hours and felt much more rested than I would with alcohol but didn’t get a better than normal sleep of course there was no hangover at all. I did find myself being very snappy with someone who woke me from my slumber. I’m a bit snappy with alcohol especially when drunk but this was more fierce.
Weight: 65-70kg
Substances consumed: None
GBL Experience: 1st Time
GBL 99.9% pure: I have my doubts based on dosage below.
Background:
Well after the usual research … I eventually got a few doses of GBL.
Spoke with a trusted friend who was all for trying it out actually she was very keen to do so, I therefore felt obliged to send the URL for the Bluelight FAQ.
Several hours later got a text which said
“Read the URL on GBL. It’s a solvent! Two chances ... none and fuck all! Good luck!”
Mmmm … apprehension again. I post for some info from the GHB newsgroup. The responses are pretty stern ... dangerous, coma, death … eek!
Like a kid with a new toy I find it difficult not to play immediately. So a night on the town getting hammered on booze or a night home alone and a dose of floor cleaner? Oh what a dilemma! Could I ever discuss this with anyone without being whisked off to a psych unit ... ?
The Experience:
21.00 I Measure 2ml of GBL (or ~ 3.2g GHB) and add to around 50ml of water. I’m being real cautious so have a quick sandwich to fill my stomach a little then write GBL 2ml on the back of my hand, take a bucket, my phone and half a pint of diluted orange juice into the living room. I keep looking at the nasty glass and it keeps looking back.
21.30 T+0 I have a real weak stomach and never could do the mindless drinking games shit. I can throw up at will. A unique talent of mine. I’m concerned about drinking this stuff but I swallow in two gulps and although it smells a tad detergent it has pretty much a neutral taste. A mild after-taste and a tiny sting on the lips. Alcohol easily tastes much worse than this. I swirl the diluted juice around my mouth several times to wash my mouth out and dilute my stomach then the taste is gone. I wonder if I’ll have paint stripper breath for the next few days though. I’d like to thank those that told me this was really nasty as it seems to have made it almost palatable for me …
21.40 T+10 As crazy as this sounds I feel a little light headed. This could be the fact I’ve only eaten that one sandwich today or psychosomatic/placebo!?
21.45 T+15 Turning my head from side to side causes a slight dizziness or vertigo. My stomach is gurgling a tiny bit but there is no discomfort whatsoever. I’m feeling a little giddy and a very mild drunkenness (A quick pint on an empty stomach kinda feeling).
21.50 T+20 I have this overwhelming urge to stretch not unlike the feeling when coming up on MDMA. My initial anxiety has wandered off somewhere and doesn’t seem to want to bother me again but I feel the urge to move around.
21.55 T+25 Well after my 60 second wander around the room I now have an urge to sit on the floor so put down some cushions and park my arse. I feel energetic in a can’t be arsed moving sort of way. Heavy but light at the same time.
Chills out hoping for a more dramatic effect.
22.30 T+60 Baseline. No real discernable effects apart from the initial comments. Like having at most 2 pints in terms inebriation.
On the Drugo-meter scale this doesn’t even reach 1 out of 10.
I want to re-dose immediately due to the rather poor results but after all the stern warnings I decide to wait.
00.00 T+150 This time I decide on 2.5ml which is supposed to be equivalent to 2.5 x 1.6g or ~ 4g GHB. This will be my last dose tonight regardless.
00.10 T+160 I swig half the glass followed by half a pint of orange squash chaser and almost immediately feel this warm fuzzy feeling in my head. I think I’ve hit the sweet pot. I have an odd desire to giggle. I put some Daft Punk on and giggle. Now the warnings make perfect sense as I feel like I’ve had 6-7 beers but it doesn’t have the same head space as alcohol. So this is what binge drinking feels like. I’m pretty mashed. I then went and filled the basin to wash the dishes ... how odd!
00.15 T+165 I’m dis-orientated and mentally confused. Some slight body load with tingling in the hands and feet again not unlike MDMA and really quite enjoying the feeling. Music is sounding pretty damn good in a comical sort of way … it amuses me. I’m finding it difficult to type or walk straight.
00.25 T+175 I found myself back in the kitchen searching for dirty dishes which I clean while giggling to myself … mibbe it’s just me but I’ve never heard of Gxx causing cleaning fetish. I have the eye wiggles although similar to MDMA it’s not a rapid cycling but more like each eye is looking in different directions making it really difficult to focus.
00.30 T+180 Swallow the last of the glass. Oh boy oh boy do I feel the need for a kebab. End up making chicken breasts, waffles and Mexican salsa. Takes me about an hour to eat it but worth it. I watch the end of The Krays on TV which I find pretty emotional and fall in love with Kate Hardie.
Over the next hour or so I get a very mild headache which is almost un-noticeable and a little discomfort in my stomach. Actually the discomfort was there already following the last dose at 00.30 but didn’t stop me eating in the slightest.
Well it’s now 6am and still wide awake and I’m eating again.
Conclusion:
I will hold off any final judgment as I made this mistake with my first experiences with Ketamine thinking it was shit … oh how wrong I was
I had this notion that drinking GBL would lead to that head in a vice feeling and projectile vomit but any ill effects were so mild as to be almost un-noticeable. I can understand now why it’s been called liquid E with the effects on co-ordination, eye wobbles, tingling in hands and feet and a mild euphoria. It was a very odd and mostly enjoyable high [a definite if mild dissociative effect which I enjoyed the most] and I think on the comedown from MDMA assuming I could stomach this liquid would be awesome. This certainly isn’t something I could do often as it’s basically a solvent and not the most pleasant thing to drink.
Be careful with this stuff ... the 2nd dose had it been a little higher I’m sure would have floored me! GO EASY!
Day after:
I slept for around 8 hours and felt much more rested than I would with alcohol but didn’t get a better than normal sleep of course there was no hangover at all. I did find myself being very snappy with someone who woke me from my slumber. I’m a bit snappy with alcohol especially when drunk but this was more fierce.
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