I stopped gabapentin cold turkey because 1) I was feeling like shit when I was even taking the medication, and if I got relief, it was hours after taking a high dose and 2) literally every doctor I went to told me I was wrong about gabapentin causing withdrawal and didn't help my literal cries of pain. Literally every doctor I have gone to has been clueless except for the one I am seeing now. He is a neurologist and is doing his best to be helpful, and is open to my suggestions.
I will not be going to an addition specialists because last time I did that, he gave me gabapentin and ruined my life. I will never set foot into any type of psychiatrist or counselor practice for the remainder of my life after this.
Going back on gabapentin has me extremely nervous. It's rate of absorbtion and taking effect is wildly unpredictable, and relief time would be unknown. It also caused a lot of horrible side effects, such as weight gain, depression, anger, irrationality. Taking it for seven week has so much collosal damage to my life that its hard to even comprehend. I'm not even talking about the side effects; it's led to lost friendships, missed career opportunities, loss of income, missed travel opportunities, and it has made my HRT medicine not work.