QuasiStoned
Bluelighter
I was prescribed Gabapentin for pain and was well aware of the recreational potential of this chemical. The first time I took it was yesterday and I tested the waters with 1200mg. Gabapentin takes a long time to kick in but once it did it was one of the most novel sort of euphoria I've ever felt. It was like this mild psychedelic sort of feeling and a sense of well being that is hard to describe. And yet it's ever so subtle. Anyway that was 1200mg, which isn't that large of a dose. Today I took 3000mg and that's the point of this trip report.
I took 3000mg at work today around 6:30, didn't really kick in until 8PM. But man once it did, everything was different. It's a very strange drug. I felt a subtle but very present sort of well being. I felt like everything I was doing mattered and I was noticing things I never had before. It's so hard to explain how it feels. There was a very present psychedelic component, all thought processes were skewed into a state where everything I was doing was worthwhile. Going through my daily routines working in retail just seemed more interesting and meaningful.
One of my jobs is to pull all the items forward on the shelf. When it really kicked in, I noticed my motivation was increased quite a bit and I had an almost OCD component going on. I had a strange desire to make sure that all the labels were visible on the yogurt and all the frozen packages of vegetables were standing up. I wanted everything to look good I guess. Normally when I straighten out the shelves I just pull items forward and don't give a shit about things like that.
Shit got crazy when I rode my bike home 10:15. I have to travel through some very dark streets and I was hallucinating. I was seeing weird patterns across my eyes and saw strange objects in the dark. Inanimate objects such as bushes seemed to be sentient and I even thought that one was about to jump into the road for a second. I gave a little pussy scream as I thought one was about to jump at me. I thought it was alive!!!
In conclusion, it's one of the strangest chemicals I've come across. There is definite abuse potential because it's like a weird trippy sort of sedative. It definitely can give people a sense of well being and is enjoyable. It's just a very strange sort of high that it provides. It's subtle but it's very much there at the same time. Strangest high I've ever experienced, and believe me, I've done all kinds of shit back in the day. Weed, Kratom, Poppy pods, Phenazepam, heroin, oxycodone, xanax, tons of synthetic cannabinoids too. I could easily explain the effects of any of those, but Gabapentin is in a class of it's own. It's a strange high that is difficult to explain. But it does feel good. Everyone seems to have varying experiences with this chem but I'm definitely one of the lucky ones who can feel the positive vibe of this chemical. It's great.
I took 3000mg at work today around 6:30, didn't really kick in until 8PM. But man once it did, everything was different. It's a very strange drug. I felt a subtle but very present sort of well being. I felt like everything I was doing mattered and I was noticing things I never had before. It's so hard to explain how it feels. There was a very present psychedelic component, all thought processes were skewed into a state where everything I was doing was worthwhile. Going through my daily routines working in retail just seemed more interesting and meaningful.
One of my jobs is to pull all the items forward on the shelf. When it really kicked in, I noticed my motivation was increased quite a bit and I had an almost OCD component going on. I had a strange desire to make sure that all the labels were visible on the yogurt and all the frozen packages of vegetables were standing up. I wanted everything to look good I guess. Normally when I straighten out the shelves I just pull items forward and don't give a shit about things like that.
Shit got crazy when I rode my bike home 10:15. I have to travel through some very dark streets and I was hallucinating. I was seeing weird patterns across my eyes and saw strange objects in the dark. Inanimate objects such as bushes seemed to be sentient and I even thought that one was about to jump into the road for a second. I gave a little pussy scream as I thought one was about to jump at me. I thought it was alive!!!
In conclusion, it's one of the strangest chemicals I've come across. There is definite abuse potential because it's like a weird trippy sort of sedative. It definitely can give people a sense of well being and is enjoyable. It's just a very strange sort of high that it provides. It's subtle but it's very much there at the same time. Strangest high I've ever experienced, and believe me, I've done all kinds of shit back in the day. Weed, Kratom, Poppy pods, Phenazepam, heroin, oxycodone, xanax, tons of synthetic cannabinoids too. I could easily explain the effects of any of those, but Gabapentin is in a class of it's own. It's a strange high that is difficult to explain. But it does feel good. Everyone seems to have varying experiences with this chem but I'm definitely one of the lucky ones who can feel the positive vibe of this chemical. It's great.