Three years ago began abusing Tina (and G) bad. All day everyday and night, and so was my bf at the time. Could blame the pandemic but it happened and its done. a year and a half later we broke up and the pandemic ended so checkmate I broke up with tina as well. Except I never will. For a number or reasons that I'll save for another time.
Point is im at the point where I can smoke Tina in the day and then sleep at night. Everyone else thinks im totally rehabilitated and doing great, when really lately I've just been steadily improving with my self control and management of my intake.
I feel it can only get better. I'm ready to use and I know how not to abuse.
This is still a long term mission for me but I trust myself in everything now. And trust me when I say I dont know anything! I'm not a scientist, I'm not dealing or have any friends that use meth to function and achieve optimal performance.
So therefore I trust you - for anyone that can share tips and experiences for consistantly and correctly balancing meth into your lifestyle, being completely undetected, and utilising the best parts of how this dope brings out your genius.
Wont reread this as I've spent all day and night researching and revising this stuff, as I have a lot recently, and I'm putting myself to bed ready to wake up and get more done tomorrow afternoon.
Thank you for reading and ty for sharing peace
Point is im at the point where I can smoke Tina in the day and then sleep at night. Everyone else thinks im totally rehabilitated and doing great, when really lately I've just been steadily improving with my self control and management of my intake.
I feel it can only get better. I'm ready to use and I know how not to abuse.
This is still a long term mission for me but I trust myself in everything now. And trust me when I say I dont know anything! I'm not a scientist, I'm not dealing or have any friends that use meth to function and achieve optimal performance.
So therefore I trust you - for anyone that can share tips and experiences for consistantly and correctly balancing meth into your lifestyle, being completely undetected, and utilising the best parts of how this dope brings out your genius.
Wont reread this as I've spent all day and night researching and revising this stuff, as I have a lot recently, and I'm putting myself to bed ready to wake up and get more done tomorrow afternoon.
Thank you for reading and ty for sharing peace