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I think you should edit out the cost of your pills. But other then that I think your all set (: maybe you shouldn't run though. Or maybe you could? I don't know, I wouldn't run though, my heart rate would already be too high. Running would just make it worse lool. But yeah walks are nice (:
 
my neighborhoods nice and semi dark, its very quiet....
its pretty ghetto, but idk if walking while listening to music
would get you more introverted in your world?

i have room mates, but i dont think i should be bothering them
they dont seem to excited when im on X.......
 
If you're looking for someone to talk to, you can always try the ED chat room. Instructions are here: Ecstasy Discussion Chat - We've moved!! - Instructions on the first page.

Failing that, you can just post about how much you love everybody in the ED social thread. ;)

As far as your plan goes, it sounds like you've got yourself a pretty good time to look forward to. :) Happy rolling! Personally, I like running a little bit when I'm rolling...gives you a crazy rush, heh, but yeah, be sure not to overdo it.
 
i rolled Solo last week, Kind of.....
There was a Party and i was the only one rolling.
i pretty much kept to myself. and was chilling....


i wanna do it with People of course.... but aparently
nobody i know Does it, or wants to do it with me.

And people i know here are jackasses and uptight ppl
that dont wanna relax and unwind, even though they
"Claimed" to have done ecstacy before.....
But im pretty much Solo because i dont have anybody
or close friends thats willing to Roll with me....


Im not ignorant as hell, i jus dont have that oppertunity
like most people.....
 
Depending on where you live, you might be able to find a local rave to go to -- it'd definitely be more fun than being force to roll alone, and it's totally ok to go there solo your first time to meet new people who share your interests. I've been to raves alone plenty of times and I always find friendly people to hang out with. :)

Assuming you live in the US, you could check out the North & South American Events forum here on Bluelight. Ravelinks is also a good source for finding out about events, if N&S Events doesn't do it for you.

If you want to roll at home, you should try suggesting it to your friends...who knows, they may be more receptive to the idea than you think. A lot of people are curious about E, and there's nothing more fun than introducing someone to it for the first time. :D
 
yes, i was very curious to E at first and i always wanted to do it since i was 14,
but i didnt get a taste til 3 weeks ago while i was 19 :D

i tried suggesting to my friend, and even offering them but they
dont care to do it. The first time 3 weeks ago was with 2 of my friends
and i really treasured the experiance.

But this time i hafta ride solo, and i wanna do E, so i can Feel
the Euphoria and harmonize and interlink with my music.
Sry if it sounds complicated but E gives me a feeling on a whole
another level and i want to achieve that feeling again, if it makes sense.


I dont have a car nor hte money to go to a rave, so thats definitely out of
the question, and im from Houston, Texas lol.
 
Plenty of raves in Texas, if you ever find the means to go to one. I highly recommend it, even if you don't roll there. Consider it something to look forward to since you can't do it now. :)

Also, believe me, I know what it's like to fall in love with E for the first time. :D Those first few months are total bliss. What you're saying makes perfect sense, and I hope you enjoy it to the utmost. :)

One thing I should caution you about...assuming you haven't heard this already, it's good to leave a month between uses. You won't notice it immediately, but weekend after weekend of use will eventually leave you feeling depressed and irritable between uses, and eventually the experience itself will start to lose its novelty. It'll just feel like another drug rather than the treasured feeling you know and love right now. You're of course free to do what you want, but you should know that it's better to slow down while you're ahead to save yourself the pain of losing something as magical as MDMA.

(I hate to lecture you, but it's something that we as a community try to tell everyone who uses MDMA for the first time...)
 
Well..... its a euphoric feeling im sure you agree......
The first time was absolute Bliss, euphoric, unexplainable, almost
better then sex.....

The second time.... was kinda....... not so great.
i disliked it.

Third time(today) i wanted to see what would happen if i took 3 within 1 hr.
Chew 2, wait 1 hr chew 1 more during the feeling.

Its just kind of a experiment, and i dont think of Extacy as a Drug.
i think of Ecstacy as a true magical experiance like you said.
But its no where near a drug, and nobody would ever understand
its true potentials thanks to those fkin stereotypes.

I want to slow down.... i honestly do, but i cant.....
i have no clue what will happen next week....
im not ADDICTED i can take day breaks and everything.
but i just CANT wait to do X again ><

my first time i was a Completely Emotional breakdown...
i literally cried more then once, and i didnt feel bad about
crying, it was undescribable. i wanted my friends to be rolling
as hard as i was.... Eyes Flashing, body moving, everything.

im sure u know how it feels. and its definitely undescribable.
but i want to up a dose. go Higher, not OD but
take more then 1, do Capsules.... etc.
maybe im being a X junkie, but i wanna try diffrent pills also.

and Time is not something i can handle right now lol ><
 
Out of curiosity, what do you consider to be a drug? What stereotypes do you have in mind that you think don't apply to E?

Also, yes, it's totally normal to want to do Ecstasy over and over again when you try it -- it really is a beautiful and exciting experience. Unfortunately, if you want it to stay that way, you'll have to wait; it's just the nature of the thing. Ecstasy is forgiving in this aspect, because it's harder to wreck your life with it than it is with, say, cocaine or heroin -- it just stops feeling good and the negative side effects accumulate, so you're forced to stop. After that point, though, you'll always view Ecstasy as a "dirty" drug that you'll never do again. Most people want to avoid reaching that point, so they exercise self-control and stop themselves early.

If you want to, you absolutely have the power to wait. It gets easier two or three weeks after you stop. By a month, it's almost hard to decide to roll again since you're so proud of yourself for having waited so long. :)

If you really feel that you can't live without using Ecstasy every weekend, try figuring out if there's another reason that you're using E. Some people end up psychologically addicted to E because they're trying to drown out emotional pain. Other people are bored with their lives to the point of desperation. E is not a cure, though; in the long run, it'll make things worse. If you're in either condition, you need to be honest with yourself and reach a solution to your problem that doesn't involve drugs. Once you've got yourself in order, you'll find that you can recreationally enjoy drugs rather than chasing a high. Compare it to binge drinking versus having a glass of wine with dinner -- one is obviously a more sustainable behavior than the other.

Anyway, I hope you don't feel like I'm lecturing you. We all have struggled with the same thing; after the first time, it's really hard not to abuse it. Nevertheless, you'll be able to enjoy Ecstasy for much longer and be happier in general if you practice a little self-restraint early on. :)
 
We LOVE rollers in the ED IRC channel, the info is stickied at the top of the forum page. Please stop in if you're feeling lonely, there are usually a lot of good people around to talk to. :)
 
NO i dont mind the lecture, anything is good because, im very very new to ecstacy.

But i dont ecstacy is a drug because, i beleive it is a spiritual journey.
so ive learned and that its less damaging then most drugs.
IE: heroin/crack/meth/etc in terms of Cost, and reviews.

i was born and raised up, knowing drugs is bad, but seriously
Ecstacy is Widely used and ive done my share of research, its not
as bad as most people believe it to be.
Im using it tonight, not only to drown out the emotional pain of my
ex-girlfriend cheating on me, but to Feel the music and discover myself.
im not abusing X, and i would never in my mind disrespect it.
im just searching for a journey that can either help me or hurt me >,<

after today, i will be taking a 3 weeks to 1 month break.
i think after talking to everyone on Bluelight, im able to really
figure out whats going on and that its a experiance
that should be treasured.

as of now, i really enjoy and love ecstacy, and i want to recreate
that feeling, not like last week..... but hopefully Today will be my last
time before my break. last time before the summer's over lol (:

i Wish i could do it with my friends, but its too bad none of them
wants to.
 
What exactly happens while taking a shower?

i heard some weird rumors about showers, but ive yet to do it.
i think i will possibly do it tonight :D
 
Taoluo said:
I like to go into town with my MP3 player and just walk around and enjoy the atmosphere and bright lights.
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I tend to do this RIGHT after I've dropped. I'll get a good walk in and make it home as everything is kicking in. After I re up I usually go out for another long walk but come home and usually peak in my "perfect chair"

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When I'm know I'm coming down I'll go ahead and take all my post load pills and go on another head clearing final walk.
 
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