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Stimulants fucking Christ

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snazzy_sn

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So I was gonna ask about permanent brain damage from I.v. meth.
I've been awake for like a year with"my brother" and my"sister" I so desperately wanna Fuck but is engaged with three fake rings given to her my brother.
For like a year

So I'm trying to get back to college I am presently working and living alone and it's like I tell people I'vE been awake for the last year.

I meth arm burnt out 4 ever working in down town s.a. missing acid and drinking steel reserve and smoking for? U asked my homie s she b they said Fuck off you know too much???

It's been like a month since I coughed good a.m. I done son???
 
^Man, I hope you get off that shit....I triggered an insane manic opisode by IVing meth every day for a few months....I went completely back to normal after that, but decided to play around with potent stimulants again.....Pretty sure I actually am bi-polar at this point. Whether it's actually bi-polar or some hybrid, self-created mood disorder, I don't really know...

From what you wrote here in your post, you seem pretty scrambled, possibly suffering from psychosis right now....I know the depression and fatigue of stopping is almost unbearable, but your long-term mental health is at stake here.

You probably need a lot of rest and proper nutrition.....Do you have family you can stay with and attempt to get off the shit?
 
No, that's the fucked up part, I've just been smoking mad weed drinking cough medicine extract and sleeping and staying drunk for the last month. And I'm still all retarded and shit ya feel? No dope. Yea feel?
 
I've been reading existential stuff and exploring the city etc but I'm scared in a fucking moron forever
 
People from the game live in my head. Psychological torture we all stare at crystals in the mall ya feel
 
Well now you're making sense, the first post is kind of hard to figure out wtf you're sayin!

the same thing happened to me, it's when I stopped for a weeks I really started to get weird....you're brain is trying to balance itself back out now and it will probably take a little time....I'm not an expert on this shit, but I've pushed myself to the brink of sanity with a lot of different drugs
 
As have I. It's maddening. Every chemical but this one is the constant among friends and family, heh
 
This is exactly why I stopped taking X all the fucking time. DXM will make you crazy too. I used to drink it everyday. I think you will be ok with some time just smoking pot and no tripping or amps. You went to school before, so you probly will still be smart again. If you want advice, it would be to lay off the shit. But I mean you know Im not the boss of you. ya feel?
 
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