fuck

I hate to feel. Ever since shit hit the fan, it's been unbearable. Norcos and this forum are my only escape right now. 5 days clean, want to take some Norcos but I don't want to be dependent. FUCK! Haven't smoked because I'm trying to get a job, alcohol is so depressing, yet somehow better than nothing. FUCK! I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm too lonely.

 

Keep hanging on. I know you can get through this.

 

God i no how u feel. U r not alone. U can try meditation, but while no cure these amino acids Taurine, L-Tyrosine, L-Glutamine, an 4get the last one ask a health food store they will know. The amino acids cut the horrid PAWS n half for me. Peace out

 

SevE, I feel you. I don't know what you are going thru ATM, but my escape is the Internet, oxycodone, and Ghb. It's always a slippery slope, but you just gotta look at the positives. At the moment things might be grim, but the future seems like it might be bearable.

Do what you gotta do to keep going, and if you need anything you can pm me.