Fuck men

"Men can be heartless and vein by taking you self -esteem and scrubbing the toilet that is your flushed self-worth in murky water unfit to drink or shit on top of. They layer it on piece by piece. It robs you of sanity, dignity, solitude, and the chance at real love"

Very true Oh I'm sorry.... How dare I.... How dare me to discuss my feelings. How dare I jus simply ask you about what's goin on with us in our 'relationship'. I never say anything at all. I take pride in being a girl that is very chill. I take pride in the fact that I don't nag and have 'talks' everyother day. We've established that we were boyfriend and girlfriend a long while ago. And I'm sorry, but im not stupid. I notice how our relationship changed... How uve been pulling away. Ever so slightly, that I can't call you out on it. Ever soo suddle, that if I said something, U would pull the "what r you talking about" card to make me look crazy. Sooo I don't say anything. I let it go on. For awhile until u say something that triggers it and I can't take anymore. Now unlike most, do I expolde... No. Do I call u names and start accusing u of things... No. So what do I do? I simply want to talk to u, like an adult in a mature relationship.... Can u imagine that?!?! How dare I talk to you as an adult in a mature relationship! So what do u do... U get defensive in 2 seconds and begin a fight. A fight that totally was un called for and totally avoidable. And the funny part is that YOuR WRONG. I didn't even do anything and ur the one who is wrong, yet your yelling at me... For telling u my feelings none the less!
Like what the fuck?!? Ur fuckin impossible I don't even wanna know what it's like fighting with you during a real fight!

Maybe I should jus take the hint... That ur no longer really into me. That u don't love me (because u still haven't said it yet and we've been dating for awhile). That you jus keeping me around for the sex and jus to have someone with u through a few nights a week.
Funny that's when ur nice to me... When we're having sex. That's when ull leave early hanging out with your friends, bc ur horny and u text me and my stupid ass says "yes I'll come over". But bc ur my "boyfriend" I push out the little voice that says "why does he leave hanging out with his friends early jus for sex? Why can't he leave early other nights when u jus wanna hang out?" I wanted to be the "cool" girlfriend and not argue or cause a fight. But every girl has her limits.... And my bad that u finally pushed the wrong button.... Said something alil too far that cause me to say "we need to talk". How dare I How DARE I!!!
 
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