fuck it.

[buzzn_all_nite_long]

will i ever be happy??
or is life just gonna be like this for me, forever.
how far do i have to go before i can feel safe
i need to be loved
i need attention
i need to stop hurting, hurting for people who love seeing me in pain
you look at me, with that sad, sypathetic look on your face
but i see you laughing, i see your eyes smiling
because u know that your life is so much better than mine.

what he did to me...
what he took away from me...
what he smashed right in front of me...
what he said to me...
what he never apologised for...

you know what you did to me.
you told people about it.

how fucked up am i??
please dont let my life be like a fucked up movie.

let me be fucking happy, dont let me cry everyday, dont let me think about how fucked up i am, dont let me fall for people that continue to hurt me.

STOP IT.





why cant my family accept me. why do i have to live up to their expectations. go that extra mile for one lousy comment.

 

[punktuality]

*hug*

 

[buzzn_all_nite_long]

 

[cherub]

This is very heart wrenching piece, I am hoping with you writting it out helps you heal and find a balance in your life,
everyone can relate to time of trublence in our life, I hope you get through these bumps in your life.

Hugs!

 

[BrightEyesIsMe]

Hello. That was very deep. Full of emotion. I love these kind of pieces. I write like that when I am upset or diturbed by annoying things in life. It is my vent. Hope you work it out somehow. Great work.

 

[Dekloren]

 

[froggygirl]

hm.. yeah, I know that feeling too..

 

[neverwas]

go that extra mile for one lousy comment.

because as humans we are always seeking aproval of some kind or another

this peice was raw and full of questions and emotions. i like challenging peices

 

[RareForm]

*hugs tight*

seems you've been going through alot lately

written well though!

 

[True_Pothead_4_Life]

[Edited out for negativism Please read over our forum guidelines by cherub]
i just like the word choice as the heading of ur post, thanx peace!!!!

 

[buzzn_all_nite_long]

yeah, well, no one forced u to read it.


show me some of your shit b4 u judge mine...