norway-crank
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- May 5, 2010
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Hi.
For starters im male, 24years old, 184cm tall, weiging in at 90kg thats like 200LBS im good trained with little bodyfat. Been using amphetamin for 2 years,but have had 6months in prisson drug free, and like 2 in rehab the last 9-10 months. Hope this can help for answering my question.
Used amphetamine for 11weeks, then made 1week without it by myself. and help from a good friend!! But som guy owed me som money, and he were to pay in speed. but as i was in recovery he said: You have to waite a while because i neeed to sell som to get you your money. A friend of you told me you were recovering and i dont want to give you speed now as i think you will use it so you have to wait.
This i apriciated or how its written.. But yesterday, i got so many hits to my face and heart that i caved in, i caled this guy and told him i wuld rather have the speed and that i wuld not use it.. He belived me.. or not i realy dont think he did. But we agreed that i wuld get it JUST to sell it. When i left i managed to keep my hands away for like 1-2 hours. Than i had 2 try it becaus like i said, i did not have the best day.. Annyway did like 3-4 injections yesterday/night. Last one was about 12 so like 5 and a halv hours ago. I still got a heart rate at 110strokes a minute. Is this okay? And i have somkind of strange feeling in my left arm. Like a vage paine, like lightning, but very moderate pain. Ilittle in my left leg to. I have had my share of panick attacks so i know that my head controlls much of this. But its always that feeling og KNOWING if somthing is wrong, thats why im asking..
I forgot 2 mention that ecah shot contained about 0.2g.1 or2 was probably just 0.1g. so its not alot at all. But ive been of for 1week, then before like i said 11weeks of amphetamine all day every day
But i guess im just beeing paranoid. Im also very dissapointed in myself for cracking now. But on the otherhand im kinda glad i did it. Im also proud to have completed 1week. Its the longest ive made so far if your not counting rehab or jail.
This is starin to be lots of mixed words, sorry, that happends with mixed feelings i guess..
I might add that i did an EKG and blood presure and heart rate for 2-3weeks ago. They said every thing was perfect, nothing to worry about, and that im 2 young to have serious problems with my heart.
Hope somone takes the time to read and maby give som feedback. Sorry for poor English.
For starters im male, 24years old, 184cm tall, weiging in at 90kg thats like 200LBS im good trained with little bodyfat. Been using amphetamin for 2 years,but have had 6months in prisson drug free, and like 2 in rehab the last 9-10 months. Hope this can help for answering my question.
Used amphetamine for 11weeks, then made 1week without it by myself. and help from a good friend!! But som guy owed me som money, and he were to pay in speed. but as i was in recovery he said: You have to waite a while because i neeed to sell som to get you your money. A friend of you told me you were recovering and i dont want to give you speed now as i think you will use it so you have to wait.
This i apriciated or how its written.. But yesterday, i got so many hits to my face and heart that i caved in, i caled this guy and told him i wuld rather have the speed and that i wuld not use it.. He belived me.. or not i realy dont think he did. But we agreed that i wuld get it JUST to sell it. When i left i managed to keep my hands away for like 1-2 hours. Than i had 2 try it becaus like i said, i did not have the best day.. Annyway did like 3-4 injections yesterday/night. Last one was about 12 so like 5 and a halv hours ago. I still got a heart rate at 110strokes a minute. Is this okay? And i have somkind of strange feeling in my left arm. Like a vage paine, like lightning, but very moderate pain. Ilittle in my left leg to. I have had my share of panick attacks so i know that my head controlls much of this. But its always that feeling og KNOWING if somthing is wrong, thats why im asking..
I forgot 2 mention that ecah shot contained about 0.2g.1 or2 was probably just 0.1g. so its not alot at all. But ive been of for 1week, then before like i said 11weeks of amphetamine all day every day
But i guess im just beeing paranoid. Im also very dissapointed in myself for cracking now. But on the otherhand im kinda glad i did it. Im also proud to have completed 1week. Its the longest ive made so far if your not counting rehab or jail.This is starin to be lots of mixed words, sorry, that happends with mixed feelings i guess..
I might add that i did an EKG and blood presure and heart rate for 2-3weeks ago. They said every thing was perfect, nothing to worry about, and that im 2 young to have serious problems with my heart.
Hope somone takes the time to read and maby give som feedback. Sorry for poor English.
