neverwas
Bluelighter
there are times when i sit here and wonder
the nasty 'what ifs'
i dwell on the 'how comes'.
then i wonder why i waste my time on trivial things
as i rack my brain and try to understand you.
to figure you out is the ultimate goal.
ive never felt so alive
its all because of you.
you drive me crazy
make my mind go insane
with all the dirty senarios and things i want to do.
mystical
captivating
intriguing to say the least.
you've left me bewildered and baffled
i continually strive for the ultimate release.
you say you can talk forever
about adventures you've had.
but when the credits run out
our signals all gone
i still remember you and all the laughs we had.
i tell you i send you some love and kisses
and cheekily ask if you want something more.
i then tell you 'no you will have to wait'
i like teasing you
because its not long till i can have
what my body has chosen to adore.
as you ask how much sleep ive not had.
i try to hide my yawn.
its 8am and it was a nice wake up
i say ' how long have you been up?'
you say ' i was up at the crack of dawn.'
so $30 later i bid you my farewell.
we exchange kisses and words of love from a dear friend
i try to sound brave,
but your absence has left me with quite a big hole.
im making a journey
along roads i dont even know.
people are waving
but inside im crying.
i want to be frosted glass...
so noone can see through.
the nasty 'what ifs'
i dwell on the 'how comes'.
then i wonder why i waste my time on trivial things
as i rack my brain and try to understand you.
to figure you out is the ultimate goal.
ive never felt so alive
its all because of you.
you drive me crazy
make my mind go insane
with all the dirty senarios and things i want to do.
mystical
captivating
intriguing to say the least.
you've left me bewildered and baffled
i continually strive for the ultimate release.
you say you can talk forever
about adventures you've had.
but when the credits run out
our signals all gone
i still remember you and all the laughs we had.
i tell you i send you some love and kisses
and cheekily ask if you want something more.
i then tell you 'no you will have to wait'
i like teasing you
because its not long till i can have
what my body has chosen to adore.
as you ask how much sleep ive not had.
i try to hide my yawn.
its 8am and it was a nice wake up
i say ' how long have you been up?'
you say ' i was up at the crack of dawn.'
so $30 later i bid you my farewell.
we exchange kisses and words of love from a dear friend
i try to sound brave,
but your absence has left me with quite a big hole.
im making a journey
along roads i dont even know.
people are waving
but inside im crying.
i want to be frosted glass...
so noone can see through.
