Hello all-
My name is Amy and I could really use some help.
I'm not sure how much of my story is pertinent but I'm ready to bare all if it will help me get past this mess I have created for myself.
I have been on suboxone for over a decade at 16mg/day. In recent years the doctor added wellbutrin and adderall for lack of motivation and tiredness, in ever increasing amounts, thats just not working any longer. So what I decided for myself is to take the month of October and cold turkey the hell out of myself off everything and try using natural Kratom to see me through. I made it the entire month but the last days on Kratom were a special kind of hell for me. A restlessness that starts in your core that I couldnt keep myself dosed out of, vicious to taper, very hopeless.. So here I am back on Suboxone at 1mg and have taken 3 doses in the last 2 days. I have no idea where to go from here. I have been trying to read as much as possible on short acting and long acting and half lives and all that crap but it is way above my head. Any help will be greatly appreciated.
My name is Amy and I could really use some help.
I'm not sure how much of my story is pertinent but I'm ready to bare all if it will help me get past this mess I have created for myself.
I have been on suboxone for over a decade at 16mg/day. In recent years the doctor added wellbutrin and adderall for lack of motivation and tiredness, in ever increasing amounts, thats just not working any longer. So what I decided for myself is to take the month of October and cold turkey the hell out of myself off everything and try using natural Kratom to see me through. I made it the entire month but the last days on Kratom were a special kind of hell for me. A restlessness that starts in your core that I couldnt keep myself dosed out of, vicious to taper, very hopeless.. So here I am back on Suboxone at 1mg and have taken 3 doses in the last 2 days. I have no idea where to go from here. I have been trying to read as much as possible on short acting and long acting and half lives and all that crap but it is way above my head. Any help will be greatly appreciated.