Martouchoque
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- Apr 29, 2017
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Hello everyone!
I've been a lurker here ever since I tried illegal stuff 1.5yrs ago and I really enjoyed both the informative part and interpersonal communication style here, so I decided to finally join the club
So here's a bit on my background: Moscow, 28, female, had Major Depressive Disorder since I was 17 till 27 and finally in remission, been drinking quite heavily from 19 till 24, been married to an abuser for almost 4 years (I know, I know, it's dtupid and 1.5 yrs ago I first tried illegal drugs like amphetamine sulphate, MDMA, LSD, mephedrone, 5-meo-mipt, nbom-s, 2cb and actually I never ever regretted about anything except I didn't happen to try it earlier.
However, lately I've been reading quite much about amphetamine binges as I really tend to abuse the drug lately and I don't like it and it seems to me that my binge-crash cycle is aserious bell. Harm reduction and supplements are also a topic of interest for me. As well I am really interested in psychodelics and had some really life-changing experience some weeks ago and still SO impressed and inspired!
As well I suppose I might be of interest to the community as I have access to weird Russian drugs like Phenibut, Bromantan, Fonturacetamum, etc., that are not easy to find elsewhere and seem to be interesting for those who are into nootropics and so on. So as long as I am interested in it too maybe I could share my experience with others.
Apart from that I am into history, psychiatry but most of all I am into learning how to get back on track after 10 years of constant degradation, apathy and anhedony.
I've been a lurker here ever since I tried illegal stuff 1.5yrs ago and I really enjoyed both the informative part and interpersonal communication style here, so I decided to finally join the club
So here's a bit on my background: Moscow, 28, female, had Major Depressive Disorder since I was 17 till 27 and finally in remission, been drinking quite heavily from 19 till 24, been married to an abuser for almost 4 years (I know, I know, it's dtupid and 1.5 yrs ago I first tried illegal drugs like amphetamine sulphate, MDMA, LSD, mephedrone, 5-meo-mipt, nbom-s, 2cb and actually I never ever regretted about anything except I didn't happen to try it earlier.
However, lately I've been reading quite much about amphetamine binges as I really tend to abuse the drug lately and I don't like it and it seems to me that my binge-crash cycle is aserious bell. Harm reduction and supplements are also a topic of interest for me. As well I am really interested in psychodelics and had some really life-changing experience some weeks ago and still SO impressed and inspired!
As well I suppose I might be of interest to the community as I have access to weird Russian drugs like Phenibut, Bromantan, Fonturacetamum, etc., that are not easy to find elsewhere and seem to be interesting for those who are into nootropics and so on. So as long as I am interested in it too maybe I could share my experience with others.
Apart from that I am into history, psychiatry but most of all I am into learning how to get back on track after 10 years of constant degradation, apathy and anhedony.
