From Pain Killers to Heroin

[Lightchazer]

I have a severe painful back injury. My doctors have really begun to cut back on my pain meds due to hospital protocol happening across the board. I was experiencing such severe pain about a month ago a friend I knew well suggested I try heroin. I was so hesitant, so scared but desperate so I tried it. I worked instantly. My pain was completely gone. Any one out the relate? Please no judgment!

 

[Papaverium]

Hi there, welcome to Bluelight!

I personally have no experience with an injury from which I needed longterm pain management, and I can completely understand that heroin would help immensely.
I do suggest checking out this thread though for possible other methods of helping with your pain. As I'm sure you know, heroin and all opiates are extremely addictive, but also are extremely efficient at pain relief. I just wouldn't want you to become dependent on heroin to manage your back pain it can get out of control really fast. Heroin is a slippery slope.

Anyway, I hope the thread I linked you to can come of assistance to you! ^^
If you have any other questions feel free to shoot me a pm.

Cheers,
~Verri

 

[clsteele]

People who judge such situations arent worth the time of day any way. I can see why you did and indeed heroin is prescribed as a pain killer as well.. faster acting and stronger than morphine very good for breakthrough pain and emergencies such as a car crash.
I would advise not to go down that path though the slope isnt just slippery is a damn ice rink and before long you could be sitting watching your life burn.. then again i do know several high functioning heroin addicts aha. talk to the doctor or find a new one id suggest
All the best though!

 

[ABetterWay]

Hello and welcome. I can realte completely. I have severe chronic pain. Long story short....I graduated to snorting east coast powder heroin. Never in a million years would I be consumed by something that makes me so sick when I do not have it if not for SEVERE PAIN. I totally get the frustration, the struggle, the way that physical pain limits you. I get it and I get it and I get it lol.

Feel free to PM me, though I am not sure if you can when new. But regardless, I am here if you want to talk. I totally understand. I would never judge.

Just, if I could go back and weigh the risks....I am not sure I would have gone down this road, like a Gimp Renegade LOL, but on the other hand, I get it, how angry I feel knowing my quality of life is in the hands of some person who does not get it, and who is afraid to lose their liscence should they actually give me the level of help I need.

Get a scale, if I could give advice, it would be GET A SCALE and weigh out what you take. I say this because at first I was not using that much. It is easy to know how many pills you are taking. It is much harder to eyeball a line of powder. Before I knew it, the lines had gotten so slowly bigger, that at first I swore I was being ripped off lol. Then I realized, nope, I was doing more. I did not do this on purpose. But for me, the quality of what I get is pretty consistent. I now have a scale, and am better able to manage what I take.

That advice is for if I cannot convince you to find a safer, legal way. And no judgement here if you choose not to. I understand.

Peace.

P.S. One other bit of advice I would give, if I cannot convince you not to go down this path....just, whatever you do DO NOT INJECT. If you think withdrawal is a nightmare now, can you IMAGINE how much worse it is when you inject it? Just don't do that to yourself, nevermind the other risks like bacterial infection of the heart lining, collapsed veins, abscesses and infections....and so much more. PLEASE do not use this route of administration. If you listen to ANYthing I say, let it be this. Peace.