Hi everyone,
I have just registered but I've been an avid reader of this forum. Before getting on the subject, I'll take this opportunity to tank all of you.
Knowledge is power and this site have been extremelly helpfull to me numerous time, probably to a lot of other people as well, and that is because of you guys who keeps it alive and share information. This community makes a great job in harm reduction and educating those who needs it.
And now it seems that I do need it, so here it is :
A friend of mine has a serious medical condition and has access to lots of Oxycodone (Without acetaminophen or Ibuprophene). Altho I used a lot of different substance in my life I never happened to touch an opiate. About 8 months ago I had my first 5 mg of Oxycodone and it has been amazing. I haven't felt like this since, even when today I snort 80 mg. Anyway, not being a complete idiot I knew I should be carefull and space my usage so I've been using once or twice a week for a while.
Then I broke up with my GF, moved, got involved in starting multiple business which put me under a lot of pressure and I indulged myself abondantly. I have been told that as long as I do not use more than two days in a row I should be fine so I walked that line as thin as I could, binging two days (that actually sometimes ended up on the morning of the third day) followed by 24 hours of abstinance to start over again and once in a while I would stop for 2 or 3 days (but not that often to be honnest). I would mostly take the Oxy oraly and occasionnaly snort it. I have been naive enough to believe that as long as I would follow those guideline I should avoid physical dependancy. Obviously that wasn't the case and I eventually realised that I felt like shit on one of the day off.
At that time my highest usage in a day would have been 80 to 90 mg total and that would have been a rare occasion. Mostly sticking to 30 to 50 mg a day. Anyway, I chose not to go through withdrawal and using daily. After all, supply was steady, I felt great, truly a better person, more layback, able to communicate calmly, better during business meeting as well not mentionning the euphoria.
6 months later my tolerance is through the roof, supply is at maximum capacity and financially it is getting harder and harder (tho I am lucky enough to purchasing from a friend and not at street price).
I am currently snorting and ingesting 240 mg a day. That does not provide me with a nice high and I forgot about nodding. I am still building my business and it is critical that I am at my best so quitting now is just not an option. I am not even sure I would if it was. I really like who I am now and I can definetly live with the fact that I am an addict. From what information I gathered, there doesnt seems to be major health concern with prolonged use of Oxy (as long as I do not mix or take stupidly dangerous amount) and I generally keep the snorting to a minimum anyway.
What I want is to reduce my tolerance to a more managable level from which once or twice a week I will abuse to my hearth's content looking for a nice buzz and will only be maintaining the rest of the time.
When it comes to withdrawal I am kind of a pussy. So what I am about to do is take Dilaudid instead of Oxy for a day or two (I just scored 20x 4 mg) hoping that will help me reduce by maybe 40 mg a day when I get back on my usual Oxy diet. If it works I will definetly do this again and again. Maybe each weeks or each two weeks. However I have multiples questions before doing this, if you have read until now, well, thank you... You have been patient
and I am hoping you can help me figure this out :
A) Is there anyone who used this strategy with any kind of success ?
B) How long should I wait between my Dilaudid session to avoid creating another dependance ? Would a week be enough if I use Dilau two days in a row ?
C) I have read numerous thread on Oxy and Dilaudid equivalency, mostly on IV dosage but I would like to know what kind of dose I should consider snorting (at the moment, to even feel something I need to snort at least 40 mg of Oxy, snorting 80 mg gets me somewhat high for 2 to 4 hours but nowhere near a nod or even something intense however I NEVER used any other opioid beside Oxy). So is there someone who had a decent tolerance on Oxy when they first tried Dilaudid and do they remember what kind of dose it represented (snorting both) ?
D) I had to purchase the Dilaudid from a less than reliable source. They are yellow, have "D" on one side and "4" on the other. Anyone can confirm I have the real deal ? Would it be against the rule if I take pix and upload them here ?
E) Am I right to believe there is no real health concern beside overdosing (which I am really carefull no to) as long as I do not mix ?
Thank you for your time and I am glad I finally joined the community. Hoping I will be able to share my knowledge as well to eventually be usefull to someone.
I have just registered but I've been an avid reader of this forum. Before getting on the subject, I'll take this opportunity to tank all of you.
Knowledge is power and this site have been extremelly helpfull to me numerous time, probably to a lot of other people as well, and that is because of you guys who keeps it alive and share information. This community makes a great job in harm reduction and educating those who needs it.
And now it seems that I do need it, so here it is :
A friend of mine has a serious medical condition and has access to lots of Oxycodone (Without acetaminophen or Ibuprophene). Altho I used a lot of different substance in my life I never happened to touch an opiate. About 8 months ago I had my first 5 mg of Oxycodone and it has been amazing. I haven't felt like this since, even when today I snort 80 mg. Anyway, not being a complete idiot I knew I should be carefull and space my usage so I've been using once or twice a week for a while.
Then I broke up with my GF, moved, got involved in starting multiple business which put me under a lot of pressure and I indulged myself abondantly. I have been told that as long as I do not use more than two days in a row I should be fine so I walked that line as thin as I could, binging two days (that actually sometimes ended up on the morning of the third day) followed by 24 hours of abstinance to start over again and once in a while I would stop for 2 or 3 days (but not that often to be honnest). I would mostly take the Oxy oraly and occasionnaly snort it. I have been naive enough to believe that as long as I would follow those guideline I should avoid physical dependancy. Obviously that wasn't the case and I eventually realised that I felt like shit on one of the day off.
At that time my highest usage in a day would have been 80 to 90 mg total and that would have been a rare occasion. Mostly sticking to 30 to 50 mg a day. Anyway, I chose not to go through withdrawal and using daily. After all, supply was steady, I felt great, truly a better person, more layback, able to communicate calmly, better during business meeting as well not mentionning the euphoria.
6 months later my tolerance is through the roof, supply is at maximum capacity and financially it is getting harder and harder (tho I am lucky enough to purchasing from a friend and not at street price).
I am currently snorting and ingesting 240 mg a day. That does not provide me with a nice high and I forgot about nodding. I am still building my business and it is critical that I am at my best so quitting now is just not an option. I am not even sure I would if it was. I really like who I am now and I can definetly live with the fact that I am an addict. From what information I gathered, there doesnt seems to be major health concern with prolonged use of Oxy (as long as I do not mix or take stupidly dangerous amount) and I generally keep the snorting to a minimum anyway.
What I want is to reduce my tolerance to a more managable level from which once or twice a week I will abuse to my hearth's content looking for a nice buzz and will only be maintaining the rest of the time.
When it comes to withdrawal I am kind of a pussy. So what I am about to do is take Dilaudid instead of Oxy for a day or two (I just scored 20x 4 mg) hoping that will help me reduce by maybe 40 mg a day when I get back on my usual Oxy diet. If it works I will definetly do this again and again. Maybe each weeks or each two weeks. However I have multiples questions before doing this, if you have read until now, well, thank you... You have been patient

A) Is there anyone who used this strategy with any kind of success ?
B) How long should I wait between my Dilaudid session to avoid creating another dependance ? Would a week be enough if I use Dilau two days in a row ?
C) I have read numerous thread on Oxy and Dilaudid equivalency, mostly on IV dosage but I would like to know what kind of dose I should consider snorting (at the moment, to even feel something I need to snort at least 40 mg of Oxy, snorting 80 mg gets me somewhat high for 2 to 4 hours but nowhere near a nod or even something intense however I NEVER used any other opioid beside Oxy). So is there someone who had a decent tolerance on Oxy when they first tried Dilaudid and do they remember what kind of dose it represented (snorting both) ?
D) I had to purchase the Dilaudid from a less than reliable source. They are yellow, have "D" on one side and "4" on the other. Anyone can confirm I have the real deal ? Would it be against the rule if I take pix and upload them here ?
E) Am I right to believe there is no real health concern beside overdosing (which I am really carefull no to) as long as I do not mix ?
Thank you for your time and I am glad I finally joined the community. Hoping I will be able to share my knowledge as well to eventually be usefull to someone.