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From crackhead to tweaker?? In a week??

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Stimlover22

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I used to have a pretty digusting crack cocaine habit, which sent me to inpatient rehab. Havent touched cocaine since. I do dabble in amphetamines such as adderall often to this day. My tolerance is so sky high, taking them is useless. I had found a connection for crystal meth and tried it first time two weeks ago, as such, I fell in love. I went from snorting, to smoking to i.v. just like that. I find when im down from it, i think about it often. I opened a door that I probably shouldn't. Lets say I go cold turkey tmw, should I have success abstaining, or is it too late? Damn, I lost my job, my apartment and almost my dignity to cocaine, i cant lose it again to meth. I guess I tend to forget where I came from.
 
I don't think there's such a thing as "stim tapper" you're either on them or you're not. It's not like downers where you can actually ""slide"" out of it. You just have to stop. It sounds like you Really do need to stop. I recommend you do it, do it. Stop.
 
It's never too late and what Max said is right on. You know where this will lead you because you have been there before. You have to stop. Do whatever it takes right now. Good luck and don't feel discouraged as that will only give you an excuse to keep using.<3
 
Do what is best for you and your life and stop. crystal meth is not a death road that you wanna travel. Luckily its not really something that you have to wean off of, just put it down. You can do it!!
 
It's certainly much easier to just get high. It's waaaaaay easier than staying down and fighting the consequences of years(?) of fucking up. But hell, if you really ain't got nothing left but getting high then you'll have plenty of time to die later. Try to build, even if it seems so far away that you can't even begin to imagine what you could build. Just start prepping the basis, some basis.
 
I strongly urge you to abstain from all drug use. Your behaviour and usage patterns appear very destructive (snorting --> smoking --> IV in a week) and you'll likely land yourself in a hopeless situation just as you did with crack...maybe even worse.

Leave the meth, and all other drugs well alone. Don't associate with users. Focus on recovery, and perhaps consider seeing a psychologist or similar to aid you in the process of recovery and healthy living. Maybe NA and a sponsor would help? Not personally my thing, but has helped many so worth a shot.

Good luck, and please stop before it's too late. I've seen many people lose everything as a result of their meth abuse - it's a dangerous substance.
 
Stay the fuck away from the meth.You only tried it for the first time a fortnight ago and already in that time you have gone from smoking it to injecting it.
You yourself know that this can only go one way and its not a happy ending.
Good luck mate, I hope you manage to leave the drugs alone.
 
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