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friend going insane?

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Alright personally the only true psycadellic ive done (althought ive hallucinated off of weed and dxm before) is salvia. But I have a friend whos name is J. He is a skitzophranic or so it seems to me and everyone else, and he continues to do mushrooms and drop acid. Everytime he does it he freaks out and threatens to kill himself. What would make someone want to use things repeatedly that make them like that? I never heard that shrooms or acid were adicting but idk. He says that his room is yelling at him and sees monsters and shit. He hallucinates sober too. Is there any way to bring someone back to reality without sending them into a mental institution?(not that that would ethier) because thats where it seems he might end up....
 
He needs to stop abusing any kind of drug. If it matters enough to you confront him about this with your friends. He sounds mentally unstable so be cautious with what you say. It might be best to bring him into rehab at the very least.
 
Agreed, this is a recipe for disaster! If he's hallucinating sober he is almost definitely Schizophrenic & needs therapy & medication!

Look after him while he DOES do drugs, he needs you to have your head together!
 
has he a diagnosis ? Is he off substances long enough for them to be out of the system? i n to both of these then get him to his GP. He might not have Schizophrenia but could be a drug induced psychosis. if all substances are out of him and the sighs and symptoms are still present then its more likley to be Schizophrenia. Get him medical help and stay substance free. good luck.
 
People exaggerate the undesirable nature of schizophrenia, psychosis, and other mental ailments. Being crazy's not all that bad. Texas is an acorn.
 
Is he getting enough sleep during this psychedelic binge? Loss of sleep could induce all of these symptoms as well. Especially in combinational with drug induced psychosis.
 
I hope your friend gets help if he's wanting to hurt himself and hallucinating while sober.

As for what he's doing by still tripping and using drugs while going off the deep end some people do self medicate even though the drugs they're taking are not good for them.
 
He need to keep his psychdelic use dow to a bare minimum if at all... I have schizophrenia and when I do psychedelics the residual effects of whatever drug I eat lasts for weeks...
Not like a solid +++ for weeks, but it will make everyday hallucinations more pornounced and real...

btw, if he really has schizophrenia tell him to have fun with it and look into sychronicity...
 
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Hallucinating sober is rather vague: other than sleep deprivation which can cause sorts of delusions it could also be heavy HPPD or a persistent PTSD reaction but it wouldn't really be delusions even though he might be tripping quite hard without something in his blood. On the other hand if they ARE delusions then schizophrenia or something comparable that has psychotic episodes associated with it will be the likely reason. The difference is the ability to function and make up enough of your subjective reality to adequately deal with it. It sounds to me like he lost that to a significant extent...

What remains clear is that he can be a danger to himself and others if he continues like this. Tripping even though (almost) every instance it produces a horribly heavy experience is not unknown to me, and I actually know more than one person who went through this with mushrooms. None of us are schizophrenic nor diagnosed with a psychiatric disorder, it's just that when you are deeply searching - as in: the start of an existential crisis or something alike - the agony of getting yourself in a horrible trip becomes relative since you are so lost and all frames of reference have disintegrated. For me it was like awakening, but a part of the awakening experience meant the initiation was so extreme that it was a very complex mystery that is not at all understood. I felt compelled to continue and clear up the necessary part of the mystery, even if it could sometimes give me enough dispair to think of suicide but not actually considering it if you understand what I'm saying. I could not go back even if I wanted to, so I went forward and tried to integrate it all.

It takes a strong mind and maybe other factors to keep from becoming so detached from reality that upon come-down of the trip keep it together. Some of the strongest minds are too strong for themselves though and this can actually make delusions and fantasy spin out of control so fast that it becomes virtually impossible to distinguish it enough from reality to function.

I am really glad and lucky my mind is built to ultimately clean itself up and impose censorship on ideas that are just too far out there to integrate. If that's exactly the sort of idea you keep pursuing I can definitely understand someone to become too entangled in the ideas to escape and filter them as all ideas should be.
Apart from mushrooms there was another, later phase in which I did far too much acid and got into wild 'ultimate theories', sorts of metaphysics that were too difficult to understand myself. It's not rare to find these in trip reports, people trying to connect the dots mentioning the universe, DNA, synchronicity and often using the least well explained phenomena known to man. I became TOO open-minded and thought I could possibly find the answer 'to it all'. Later I discarded big parts of my theories because it was just impossible for me to understand them myself and they remained vague. I know some quantum mechanics but I know too little to make the leaps of logic to other parts of the theories that I made. I don't think it's impossible for me to come up with something new, but those ideas were just illusions of ideas.

Anyway rather than making a really questionable joke about this I hope that you care about him enough to do what has to be done if he is too far out to do it on his own: i.e. get help if he is bound on a trajectory to self-destruction!
 
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yeah man...maybe its just inception? and he was only made to believe those monsters are there, but there really not?
 
This seems strange - he is continuing to take drugs, despite consistently having what appears to be a bad trip?

How old is he? Have you any clue why he chooses to keep taking them?

As for hallucinating sober, it's hard to make a judgement on that without more information. It could be HPPD, since it sounds like he's been tripping alot lately?
 
There is only one correct response to this situation:

Tell him to get help from professionals; tell him you'll even assist him with getting help.

But if he refuses, just walk away-- there's nothing you can do for him if he's unwilling to consent to proper care.

Is his family aware of the situation? He's threatening to kill himself frequently; so if his family hasn't been informed about his behavior, they should be.
 
I absolutely agree that people who refuse to be helped by you should be left alone by you because it's a disagreement they have the right to have with you and the idea that you are fundamentally right is an arrogant one enough people have, even if they insist they just want to help. Help make sure everyone sees the world they see it, rather than being the one to change themselves?

That was meant in general, of course people who are confused so much they just deserve not to go through that alone - I wish they get it resolved, alone or not, as much as the next guy. Extend my opinion to the example of certain Christians wanting to "help" homosexuals, then you should see what I'm getting at.

But I do think that if someone gets in a way of being a(n obvious?) threat to themselves and/or others you can have them committed. At that point they lose the freedom to deal with things by themselves. Is that not how it works legally, Roger? I'm pretty sure it does, here in the Netherlands.
 
^Here in the US, its not hard to get someone committed for a 72-hour observation period. You just need to somehow document that they are "a danger to themselves or others".

But in terms of long-term care, its almost impossible to force a patient to comply if they don't want to. These laws vary from state to state, though.

Hopefully the OP's friend will realize he's going in a bad direction and comply, for his own sake. For one thing, if you check yourself into the hospital you are generally treated better than if you're committed; you're in a position to pick the hospital that works best for you. If you get involuntarily committed, you just end up wherever you get put. And if your doctors know that you're compliant, they won't feel the need to play the part of jailer so you can go home more quickly.

Psychiatry fails to deal with many conditions properly, but it has a great track record with managing acute psychosis. In most cases, the person can be stabilized with antipsychotics and they're back to normal in a couple days-- not even requiring ongoing medication. It's quite possible that the OP's friend just needs a few days free from all recreational drugs, some seroquel, and some good sleep. It could also be a serious mental health issue, but that's something to be dealt with at a later point-- after he gets stabilized.

IMO, its really the family's responsibility to deal with his care. I stand by my earlier comment 100% that someone should at least inform them of his suicidal behavior.
 
But I do think that if someone gets in a way of being a(n obvious?) threat to themselves and/or others you can have them committed. At that point they lose the freedom to deal with things by themselves. Is that not how it works legally, Roger? I'm pretty sure it does, here in the Netherlands.
not really, here in GB these criteaia must be meet: that the patient has a mental disorder; and
that, because of the mental disorder, the persons ability to make decisions about the provision of medical treatment is significantly impaired
that if the person were not detained in hospital there would be a significant risk— .
to the health, safety or welfare of the patient; or .
to the safety of any other person
 
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That last point of yours is a very good one - I meant Roger's, his post was last when I started. Assuming he has a family that cares enough to do something - do something that might be necessary. Hopefully that is the case.

I get why patients who are committed voluntarily are treated better. I don't mean less disrespected, I mean getting more therapeutic help. It's the same thing I mentioned before: if someone insists there is no problem it is a big waste of energy to try and help. You can see the same thing in addiction help: if someone is not yet in the phase necessary to get help, they often refuse psychological or psychiatric care until you complete that phase. First things first, it's too hard to look beneath the surface and find the reason for your symptoms if you are struggling way to hard with your symptoms.
With psychotic people I suppose it's the same thing, first they need to get on the same page as you otherwise they are simply not ready to get into the cause of the matter.

Surprisingly it's almost the reverse opinion of the one I stated before, about views and perspectives. When someone is committed you cross beyond a point where it is established an individual cannot function, has a problem. Then the perspective of the caretakers is the one with precedence.

not really, here in GB these criteaia must be meet: that the patient has a mental disorder; and
that, because of the mental disorder, the persons ability to make decisions about the provision of medical treatment is significantly impaired
that if the person were not detained in hospital there would be a significant risk— .
to the health, safety or welfare of the patient; or .
to the safety of any other person

You say not really, but fundamentally I am reading pretty much the same thing. Only you are specifically naming separate criteria.
The criteria you mention are what I think are logical prerequisites for being a danger to yourself and/or others, at least in the context in which we are talking.

People who are mentally fit but wish to commit suicide, not on a fluke but for reasons they have had for an extensive period wherein attempt of help / recovery were futile, then I think those people should preserve the right to do exactly that. There are a LOT of people however who have not went through enough attempts at help and many of them don't want to die but want attention. People who have been over it all and still want to die, why would you take that choice away from them? Anyway that was not the matter at hand. Though self-harm was part of it.

People who risk the safety of another person are either legally accountable or legally insane (in the latter case your criteria are met), right?

So I think you agreed with me after all, if not I welcome you to explain further.
 
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i agree, but my point, rather poorly put, was that 1 person cant get another person detained. obviously they can express their concerns which could lead to their detention. i hope you dont think this is nit picking but i hear that " get them committed" phrase a lot in my profession but there is a lot more to it then that. a fact i know that you are aware off.
 
sorry to derail but i'm curious about schizophrenics tripping, what is it like for them?
 
if you're a mate, don't do drugs with him and don't talk about doing drugs with him
poor guy my heart goes out to you both
You seem like a lovely guy, being so concerned. Msssive respect!
 
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