RidetheWavesofLife
Greenlighter
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- Nov 8, 2013
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The first time I took LSD was towards the end of September. Now, only a month and a half later, I have tripped on LSD 4 times, and done DMT probably about 4 times, breaking through twice, since this time period. I smoke pot every day, and really don't enjoy drinking a lot, but would like to do something different on the weekends. I feel like it makes me dumb and out of control, unless I drink a small amount, in which I just don't enjoy alcohol as a beverage. I am a musician and I feel like taking LSD has really inspired and motivated me with my music making. This, and I feel like each time is not only one of the best days of my life, but that I learn a little bit about myself and other around me each time. As the weekend approaches I debate tripping on LSD again. Last time I did it was on Halloween and I broke through on DMT two nights ago. I have frequent access to it, but I feel like I may be overdoing it. I'm wondering if tripping on different substances sometimes more than once a week is going to affect my overall mentality long term. A part of me really thinks that LSD is the greatest drug and does so much for me.... I just want to take it and make music all day and try and be wowed by everything I see and hear, but a part of me also thinks that I am just tripping a lot and need to cool it, even though its really hard for me to put it down. It is just such an incredible feeling that I enjoy so much that I want to take it more and more.
What do you guys think? Sorry for the lengthy and personal post but I am really in a rut on my drug use and how I should be handling it.
What do you guys think? Sorry for the lengthy and personal post but I am really in a rut on my drug use and how I should be handling it.
