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Freaking out after MDMA comedown.

for the last 3 and a bit months I've had this weird forehead pressure accompanied by the mental symptoms described in this thread.
I haven't been on the internet reading about my conditions for the last couple of weeks, and it's felt like it has helped my anxiety
I'm taking the maximum amount of fish oil each day, and I'm trying to exercise, but my motivation is absolutely terrible.
i do feel like i am recovering, but it is very slow and up and down. that, or maybe i'm just getting used to my symptoms.... i'm really not sure.
what i would give to feel completely normal again... hopefully one day I will.
i'll come back to this thread once in every while and hopefully the others that are in similar positions do the same, and we can get through it together
 
my usage history is actually VERY limited. mj for 9 months probably 2-3 times a week, and I rolled two weekends in a row in june. the first roll was fine but the second one I vomited probably 5 times on the come up and thought I was 'dying'. at this time I had no idea about the serotonin stomach to brain connection, where an overload of serotonin in the gut can cause this in some people. i thought i was od'ing because I had ZERO knowledge of the drug. I think this led to derealisation from PTSD for a while, which i think i still mildly have. I have no idea if the pill was piped or anything, or if it was just really strong. both rolls i drank a lot of alcohol during. i quit mj in mid august and I've read that it takes 90 days for the withdrawls to pass, and these include head pressure, foggy brain etc etc, which are obviously very similar to that of MDMA. so i think i have a bit of a combination of both happening. i'm really not sure what's happening, but I'm just taking each day as it comes, nowadays I notice that the days I'm busy at work and not thinking about it, I feel somewhat ok. but there are definitely times when i feel totally abnormal. It just feels like my mind has been flipped from such a small amount which seems ridiculous, but I know how I've felt over the last few months
 
would just like to say that is has been 15 weeks into my recovery and this saturday gone i am so fucking mad about (excuse my language). I went out clubbing on sat and was really drunk and for some stupid reason arghhhhh i decided to take pill, and my symptoms have gotten worse again when everything was starting to look better :@, im so mad with myself , i know i shouldnt of done it but the music and me being drunk obviously urged me to take a pill, i just want this over now , no more pills or mdma for me EVER AGAIN. i have had enough of all this , im gonna do everything in my right mind to get back to normal :(
 
Found this thread from a quickle google search of mdma and eye damage...

what I did:
1 week of Methylone (bk-mdma) abuse, about 300-500mg daily, maybe more or less, after that week I crashed and got ill (chest infection) because I wasn't eating (no appetite caused by the M1).

It is roughly 3 weeks later now, I have been feeling like I was on one massive comedown the whole time, I have been anxious, depressed, mood swings from feeling shit to feeling "ok" every day, and about 3 days ago my eyes started giving me really bad headaches in the front of my head/pressure around my eyes, it is really hard to use the PC and go on websites which are mostly white because it causes strain and feels like it makes my headache worse. I have been freaking out thinking i've damaged my brain somehow and now after reading this thread i'm worried that i've already had a stroke!

I have also had this feeling of "when am I going to feel normal again, ever?" the whole time, it's driving me mad, I feel like my sanity has been slipping away, and yet I don't feel suicidal, but it just feels like I want to do something to end this misery.

I feel about 60% of normal now, and last week I was about 40%, so I am getting better, it's just slow.. and this new eye problem that only started 3 days ago worries me. I just hope these awful feelings are from the infection I got and it will all go away soon.
 
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