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freaking bluelight is a god send and so entertaing, and even a bit sad, means alot you think of those that passed away

I’ve learned to safely take and enjoy a whole bunch of drugs I’d never even heard of before I joined BL.

I also learned, mainly from observation, that despite what many people in authority have said my whole life I have not yet actually become the shiftiest and most reprehensible drug addict out there. The bar on that is pretty high. But I’m not even close to retiring so I may have a chance to live up to everyone.,s expectations yet.
 
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oh a friend was raving about it, had to have a look for myself, i was on narco years back, then got crazy on fake percs,fent , yah know... got hooked pretty badly, thn stopped cause i OD`d a few times, by myself, woke up alone, scared me , but kept getting those lil blue pills,was afraid of withdrawl cause of work(any excuse) family blah blah, then i just quit, still have dealers damn number in my phone, but its been about 5 mo without them, i have bad anxiety, went to a shrink and she just filling me with antidepressants, then i waited 3 mo for a tele health call , and yesterday this doc gave me celexa gabapentin buspar and XANAX!! xanax w/o asking!! its a miracle! especially in cali.......and even 5s , pardon i got lil excited, cause xanax really helps.......2 refills even! i know so many people that need help and they never can get a benzo, so im pretty blown away. I am wondering about the gaba for sleep. anyone have good results with them? anxiety and sleep deprivation is my main issue, after what i been thru i dont really wanna get high any more*eyes dart* again so happy to found a site thats honest and really not negatively judgemental ty guys. you rock pumpkin
 
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Xanax is great but you have to be careful with dosage and combining it with alcohol makes it more complicated. I find benzos to be as addictive as heroin and I also found the withdrawals to be comparable, so be safe and be careful.

Treat it as a hard drug.

Good luck.

Welcome to BlueLight.
 
thank you very much for great wisdom, i havent been drinking, but yes i heard benzos are the worst, but seems quality of life out ways the cons of xanax,but heck, they will cut me off and ill get sick, like so many people i heard from, im going to do my best to take when needed, but gosh that seems all the time, double edge sword for sure, but again i thank you for sage advice
 
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oh a friend was raving about it, had to have a look for myself, i was on narco years back, then got crazy on fake percs,fent , yah know... got hooked pretty badly, thn stopped cause i OD`d a few times, by myself, woke up alone, scared me , but kept getting those lil blue pills,was afraid of withdrawl cause of work(any excuse) family blah blah, then i just quit, still have dealers damn number in my phone, but its been about 5 mo without them, i have bad anxiety, went to a shrink and she just filling me with antidepressants, then i waited 3 mo for a tele health call , and yesterday this doc gave me celexa gabapentin buspar and XANAX!! xanax w/o asking!! its a miracle! especially in cali.......and even 5s , pardon i got lil excited, cause xanax really helps.......2 refills even! i know so many people that need help and they never can get a benzo, so im pretty blown away. I am wondering about the gaba for sleep. anyone have good results with them? anxiety and sleep deprivation is my main issue, after what i been thru i dont really wanna get high any more*eyes dart* again so happy to found a site thats honest and really not negatively judgemental ty guys. you rock pumpkin
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Answering about your gabs..I was given a scrip for gabapentin about a year ago after I broke my back. For nerve pain I guess. Didn’t help with that unfortunately, but it did kinda relax me enough to sleep sometimes. Had an ex-boyfriend who used it for sleep & had great luck with it. Also, welcome to BL 😊
 
SoCalShordie said:
Answering about your gabs..I was given a scrip for gabapentin about a year ago after I broke my back. For nerve pain I guess. Didn’t help with that unfortunately, but it did kinda relax me enough to sleep sometimes. Had an ex-boyfriend who used it for sleep & had great luck with it. Also, welcome to BL 😊
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thnks , i think youre so fun and a smart cookie that takes no crapola, yeah these gabs dont put me to sleep, maybe suppose to keep you asleep, dont know taking them and ive been up 2 nights, no drugs keepin me awake, sick dog stressin me , maybe i should shut everything off sip some sleepy time and count the holes in my eyelids, ty for the welcome, everyone has been great , im learning how to post in the proper forums, im prolly a bit of a pain rt now, but i really want to help and well....receive , merry part
 
oh ,so sorry about broken back, i had back go out briefly,shit 6 mo and i learned not to take much for granted, i hope you are healing , i have great compassion for those in pain, some dont till they experience it,,,,,,hope to speak with yah again(cabin fever bad), so appreciate hopeful advices and just plain truths, good or difficult
 
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thnks , i think youre so fun and a smart cookie that takes no crapola, yeah these gabs dont put me to sleep, maybe suppose to keep you asleep, dont know taking them and ive been up 2 nights, no drugs keepin me awake, sick dog stressin me , maybe i should shut everything off sip some sleepy time and count the holes in my eyelids, ty for the welcome, everyone has been great , im learning how to post in the proper forums, im prolly a bit of a pain rt now, but i really want to help and well....receive , merry part
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Awh thank you!! You’re sweet lol. I hope you’re able to get to sleep, I definitely know from experience that Xanax is king when you need a little shut eye lol. Just make sure to be careful & only take what’s prescribed if all you’re trying to do is get a good night’s sleep & not get bar’d out like I was. I caught a pretty mean addiction to xannies after my car crash & have been off them since June thank god. They really fuck you up. Also, make sure you don’t drink any alcohol while you’re on xans. That’s all bad. I ended up doing a whole lot of shit that wasnt me that I still regret heavily. Worst part is I don’t even remember doing any of it. Xanax really wipes the fucking brain. So definitely be careful, but I do hope you get some sleep. Insomnia is the fucking worst.
 
Robi said:
oh ,so sorry about broken back, i had back go out briefly,shit 6 mo and i learned not to take much for granted, i hope you are healing , i have great compassion for those in pain, some dont till they experience it,,,,,,hope to speak with yah again(cabin fever bad), so appreciate hopeful advices and just plain truths, good or difficult
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Thank you :)
I still have daily pain, doctor said I always will (especially when it’s cold) & just have to manage it. A heating pad & yoga/stretching gives temporary relief. Drinking a little Henny at night is really the only thing that dulls the pain tho. But hey I’ll take any excuse to drink more Hennessy lol. I’m just glad I’ve managed to stay away from opiates & benzos to escape the pain. As long as I can keep doing that, I’m gucci :)
 
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