Did you learn as much from psychedelics? How much do you link psychedelics and eastern religions? I've always felt there's a big push from people to try and link psychedelics to eastern religions to try and make psychedelics "respectable". I think psychedelics stand alone - they don't need ideas like "satori" to make them valid.
Here is the thing Mr. Ismene, I have had somewhere in the ~200+ solid trips and combos at this point, about 80 percent of them were done starting as an extremely intolerant and staunch atheist.
I did not like the Catholic Church at all and did not consider there to be any chance of a "God" (anything beyond us, especially the Abrahamic god crap for an experienced reason) or an existence past or continued in this one, going to Catholic school in an extremely rich environment always weirded me out. The adults were all front row Catholics and alcohol was always available to the adults at any non-mass service event at my primary school lolz. The main Father there for years got busted for CP and he allegedly got away with some other shit possibly. The children there were more ignorant (even about their own religion) and materialistic, but less witty than normal state classes certainly.
So, I spent most of my time on the internet and reading about religion and politics pretty constantly starting from middle school. I spent a lot of my own time learning about science and history when I had the time and doing so made me absolutely certain that there was no Christian sort of God. That fellow in the sky still seems pretty unlikely, but at the time I studied religions of the east and picked out some things I agreed on but many teachings I just did not agree with at the time, they sounded counter-intuitive. (and I think some Buddhist teachings are slightly outdated, can detail somewhere else) I left it here and went about my life trying to be successful whilst nit-picking people that said obviously stupid shit about science or Christianity. Fast forward to nearing the end of high school and I am shocked by jumping into psychedelics with a hard 3rd plateau DXM experience and from that point to years forward I quickly spread into trying all kinds of doses and combos of every major dissociative and psychedelic, plus bits of TIHKAL, PIHKAL, and other "research chemicals".
What was strange is that as I grew up and experienced more, my trips were invariably having just hysterically complex and synchronized effects that were clearly knowledge based and wrapped around what I was focusing on the time and it's relative significance to me. Having studied the brain and psychology quite a bit, I was getting stumped by how physically and sensually realistic these events could happen on top of real-time, because I have always been amazed by the product of existence in its balancing acts of entropy from the very start. During some of my later trips as a still proclaimed atheist who was ready to experience nothingness soon enough after some chaotic accident that "I" was involved in somehow,I kept on having thoughts and experiences that felt like they absolutely could not be mine or make sense to be stored somewhere inside of the brain. It was like thoughts and clear images of dualistic and entropic concepts to an original mysterious string kept on getting forced immediately at once in clarity into my thoughtsphere, it was like seemingly getting hit by a train of impossible and intangible wisdom soaked in goofy stuff, but some of the things that felt presented were just feeling so beyond or at the base of my perception. After a few very, long bizarre experiences, some involving meditation and others high doses of dissociatives, I felt like I had made sense of a few things that I still hold and expand today to live a better life. I recall believing at a much younger age that every person who looks to the mystic or beyond and thought they "truly knew" (I don't, I have just been changed by time and what is veiled and is me sitting around or sitting around on drugs) was just coping because of the natural emptiness of the universe, but some strange shit really does seem to work here. But as William James said, the thoughts have to be chosen by you and the relevance must be there for a "spiritual experience", but it is still all a complex perception trick like living supposedly is in the opinions of some. (Which is why I don't get the drug induced preachers clearly to the wrong crowd, it looks plain disturbing in most contexts.)
I believe psychedelics are awesome catalysts of thought, and some eastern thoughts are synergistic, but only because they are relevant. (But that's because I am me and I know it!)
So yes, because of my background, some things made much better sense after I took psychedelics and looked into some concepts I happened to keep on thinking about on different occasions. I don't like being the loud mouth "enlightened guy" in RL, I now strive to perform in whatever in a rounded balance like a Greek with as close to a new perfection as I can.... being realistic is still how it goes. (Lol @ "I AM THE INDIGO ENLIGHTENED GOD KING I COULD TELEPORT A BRIEFCASE WITH A MILLION DOLLARS TO MY DOORSTEP RIGHT NOW IF IT FELT LIKE IT, BUT I DONT BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND!!!)
Again who the hell knows, I could have had it right at thirteen and now I have unraveled that into some deluded chain of thought, but having a belief system that was made by me over time definitely has improved the quality of my life.
Big post tl;dr and all, but just some background on who I am if you wanted to know. I know I have the avatar, but I feel that I'm transient enough to not bind myself to rotting words and sheets of paper, I can be interested in giving all kinds of sacred, taboo, or supposedly useless shit a read because I know value to me when I feel it.
Where do you want us to go for our Buddhist wisdom? Some 20 year old bloke with a ponytail wearing sandals living in San Francisco? Is he closer to the pure Buddha wisdom than the Dala Lama was 300 years ago?
That Alan Watts fellow you don't seem to like very much picked up a lot of what I feel is "The Truth", most of which is hilariously simple but transient in structure but really does seem to be to me now.
Where should you go for wisdom if you were to seek imo? Try chilling in your own thoughtsphere for a while or look away from the clock and experience. You have been floating in information as long as you have known, for some big important connections and to be more certain in them it has to be done right, which no human holds the bar for.