Four Years of Night Terrors and Entity Encounters

[Madrus]

2021: Initial Encounters​

Sensory Deprivation Tank Experience (Early 2021)​

During a long meditation in a sensory isolation tank, I called out for help. Felt an entity attacking me. After fighting it for 20-30 minutes, I thought maybe it was just internal and let go. This led to an unpleasant sexual sensation in the perineum that left me feeling drained.

First Night Terror​

That night had my first night terror - a reptilian entity attacked in my sleep. Woke up screaming with barely any memory. These continued irregularly. Would sometimes wake up telling my wife about a lizard attacking me, and unlike a normal dream only barely remembered it after being told in the morning.

Meditation Phenomena​

Subsequent meditation sessions were marked by distinct knocking sounds in the surrounding environment. In one instance, I mentally requested "Give me two knocks" and immediately heard knock knock in response. I stopped that session immediately.

Late 2021: Escalating Activity​

• Consistent sensations of a presence in the room during nights
• Night terrors occurring almost nightly between midnight and 3 AM
• Wife observed defensive posturing during episodes, including one incident where I believed an entity stood at my right side, meanwhile she experienced physical symptoms of unease, her heart would race.

2022: Seeking Solutions​

• Continued unusual knocking phenomena
• Got advice and implemented suggested protective measures: did house cleansing with mantras, burning incense and dried red peppers throughout the house. Put protective amulets near our bed.
• Partial but incomplete improvement noted

2023: Relocation and Spiritual Focus​

• Moved to a new place, things were somewhat better there.
• After two exhausting years of fighting this, started focusing more on prayer.
• Night terrors continued but with decreased frequency

2024: Ongoing Manifestations​

Persistent uncomfortable perineum sensations nightly. Extended focus occasionally reveals brief visual impressions behind closed eyelids - possibly a scorpion or reptilian form, though these images are fleeting and unclear.

2025: Significant Dream Encounter​

This morning. Started as a normal dream - friend offering chips, me eating them. Then the friend grew to 7 feet tall. Its eyes changed to reptilian yellow with black vertical slits. Its voice became deep and guttural, like two voices speaking at once - unlike any dream voice I'd heard before.
It stared at me up close and said in that double-voice: "with chicken and cigarettes" Then: "with spice" [I understood this as the drug "spice" - felt like it was pushing me toward bad habits]
The dream became lucid. We walked together. I didn't ask who it was - somehow knew it was the same entity from all these years. I wasn't thinking clearly, and asked it "How do I use y-" but then I stopped myself from asking about powers or abilities.
Instead asked: "Why are you here?" It replied: "I use you when I want"
"Where do you live?" "Between your legs"
"Are you in all humans or just some?" It paused, then said: "We call you the paddy-wagon" [understood as "meat van", and "you" meant humans collectively]
The whole conversation had this biting pain in the muladhara chakra - that same draining sexual energy I'd felt for years though more intense and electric. When it left, the pain stopped and tingling faded out. The entity's eyes went back to normal, it shrank to normal height, and stopped talking. I exited the dream and wrote everything down.

 

[funafternoon666]

Hey Madrus,

In my experience these trickster entities, can only make contact with very few people. They are folded in between the fabric of shadows, in an endless experiencing of this hellish being nothing, stuck. So when they are able to catch someones attention, it probably relieves them from their terrible disposition just outside reality. They tend to prey on you, searching your fears. When you sense them, they exist. Mostly it's because they themselves can't generate, make, produces anything, that they will overlap with your energy, trying to slide their nothingspace into your energyfield, thus disturbing your energy. When it talks to you, it's the disturbance in your energyfield that will trigger your own innervoice, your own imagination, your own subconcious. Try to think of it as this, an emptiness, a hole in nothing, disturbing and influencing your energy to escape it's own anti-existance.
Now you cannot ignore it anymore, but you'll have take back your attention, your energy, so it can just float elsewhere.
I had an entity that preyd on a childhood fear of mine, tarantulas, I would see a spider, black, big as a hand, half translucent. No need to tell you the whole story. Just how I got rid of it. I confronted the childhood fear, I went to the library and got a book on spiders, I started thinking about the fear, about the spider creeping up on me, on purpose. I started imagining it crawling over my body, etc. etc. (no it did NOT turn into some weird kink, if that's what you're wondering)
I took it's power away, by accepting it. Sometimes it's still there, just out of sight. Still work in progress so to speak. But I was able to disarm it by surrendering to the fantasy and the fear, and let it float away like a bubble.

You can do it to, just let it be and focus
Focus on your breathing
One step at a time

Succes

and kind regards,

G.

 

[Madrus]

Interesting, thanks for sharing.
There's certainly a variety of different types of this kind of astral entities. I like how you were able to disarm yours by confronting the fear that it was based on.
And other times a good spiritual defense is a good offense too, whether it's done this way or this way or even this way.

I frequently try creating a thought-form of this bright energetic bubble type of protection around me. Also if I ever get a sense, spatially, of where it is, then I try to shoo it off as best as I can. Sometimes these things are powerful; it's hard to shake mine off.

One issue is that we lack a clear taxonomy. We don't have clear evidence like with animals, so it's mostly based on stories and beliefs that change between cultures. What one person calls a "demon," another might see as a spirit, and there's no science to prove either. So, any list of these beings is just a collection of ideas, not a real, agreed-upon system. Through careful observation of recurring patterns in spiritual encounters, and the diligent study of ancient texts and esoteric traditions, a structured understanding is emerging. Though subjective experiences form the foundation, consistent archetypes and characteristics reveal themselves across diverse cultures, suggesting a universal framework.

 

[funafternoon666]

I frequently try creating a thought-form of this bright energetic bubble type of protection around me.

I do too. I was taught how to make one through the Gateway Experience, audiotapes combining meditation, breathing, visualisation and hemisphere synchronisation through binaural beats. I have had very good experiences with this program.
Do you know the Monroe Institute? If not, you check it out. And especially the Gateway Experience.

What one person calls a "demon," another might see as a spirit, and there's no science to prove either.

Yes, but at the same time, the same creatures are found in different cultures. Like the snake that bites it's own tail. I have encountered an entity that looked like Quetzalquatl, the feathered snake, on dmt. I have seen celestial beings and got send away from the river Styx on acid. Ow, I gotta do something else now. Nice to meet you Madrus