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found someone else tonight.

iLoveYouWithaKnife

iLoveYouWithaKnife

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Sorry, but yes.
No longer shall I let you do this.
And it's not the fact that i 'let' you,
'do' anything at all to me.
It's just the effect,
due to the cause.
It's a cycle that is just repeated.
And yes,
yes I found someone else tonight.
But never could they replace you.
That's not what I am saying.
What I found tonight,
could never be in comparison to you.
I'm just saying-
I can't be drawn into arguing everynight,
anymore.
It's not fair, to either one of us.
It's pointless, if you ask me.
Why would you want me to hurt you?
Anymore than you say I do.
And why would you continue,
to let me make your life hell?
Things just aren't adding up.
I'm not quite sure they ever really did.
Sad, I know.
Honest.
Why is it,
you get so attached to things,
you know can never be?
things you know that won't last.
things that are just there,
because sadly enough,
you grow to comfortable
to just walk away.
It's just taking things further,
than they should ever go
Because we are too selffish
to just walk away
from the best thing in your fucking life,
that you allow to kill you sooo much.
Too selffish, too allow anyone else to have it.
The best fucking thing on the earth.
The best fucking thing in your life.
So I'll tell you now,
that I met someone else tonight.
Someone that would never compare to you,
so don't think they are taking your place.
It's not someone you'll ever find.
I'm not quite sure anyone ever will.
I found someone tonight,
someone deep down in the pit of me.
That stood up,
and challenged my intellect.
That made me challenge me.
I found some sort of something,
in me
that made me question what i'm doing.
And why this nonsense keeps taking place.
And I love you much,
know that.
Perhaps too much.
Maybe that's what's making it so difficult.
But I found someone new tonight,
inside of me.
That doesn't want this allow to happen,
anymore.
To you, to me.
 
Originally posted by iLoveYouWithaKnife:
Things just aren't adding up.
I'm not quite sure they ever really did.
Sad, I know.
Honest.
Why is it,
you get so attached to things,
you know can never be?

If only I could answer that.
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E-girl:
it's not 'someone', some other 'guy' i found,
because the same one is sleeping in my bed.
right now.
The 'person' I speak about,
that I found.....
Is someone deep inside of myself,
with a voice,
that won't go unprounounced.
It's someone that is standing up,
and making me strong.
Through all of this,
through all this wrong.
It's someone that won't back down.
Because-
I know what I found.
And I found a beautiful person,
Inside MySelf,
That won't tolerate any less......
than what I'm worth.
 
And I found a beautiful person,
Inside MySelf,
That won't tolerate any less......
than what I'm worth.
it feels good when YOU yourself realizes that your worth so much more than what your getting... the hard part is to follow through and make the necessary changes!! step one- get him out of your bed!! ;)
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this is the most poignant piece to date, and the one that hit home hardest, especially the part where kat quoted and this one:
I found some sort of something,
in me
that made me question what i'm doing.
And why this nonsense keeps taking place.
And I love you much,
know that.
Perhaps too much.
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berrysober: thank you.
icy rox: also, thank you.
biski_b: the same, and i'll keep you up to date. something that will be more
poignant . something more up to date. something for us both,
to relate to. ;)
thank you for_sho
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