As I'm sure most of you know by now, me and Lydia (drug_wench) are now together as a couple. I've spent this week staying with her in Auckland, and it's been the best week I've had in a long, long time! 
She was the first person I contacted when I joined Bluelight and we've been friends for a while now. Even though I hadn't met her in real life, I could tell she was a really kind-hearted person with an awesome personality, who was facing similar struggles to me. I noticed I was slowly getting feelings for her as we chatted online and texted each other over the year, but it wasn't until I met her a couple of weeks ago that I knew I was instantly attacted to her!
I desperately wanted to tell her how I felt about her, but I was scared that it would ruin the friendship - or at least make things very awkward! So the first time we met, we were basically just hanging out together as friends. I could tell she was sending signals to me, but I guess my insecure mind dismissed them and thought I was reading into things too much.
A day or two after I dropped her home, I sent her a text telling her I was in love with her. I was terrified, but I couldn't hold the feelings inside me any longer. A few minutes later I got a reply: "ffs babe, isn't it obvious? i've been feeling the exact same way!" :D
I don't really believe in fate, but it really does seem that Lydia and I were meant to be together. The last few years have been so difficult for both of us, but now it finally seems that we have the happiness we deserve. We each have someone to love, to support, and to keep us going. I used to have very little motivation to get healthy and quit using meth, but now I definitely do!
She was the first person I contacted when I joined Bluelight and we've been friends for a while now. Even though I hadn't met her in real life, I could tell she was a really kind-hearted person with an awesome personality, who was facing similar struggles to me. I noticed I was slowly getting feelings for her as we chatted online and texted each other over the year, but it wasn't until I met her a couple of weeks ago that I knew I was instantly attacted to her!
I desperately wanted to tell her how I felt about her, but I was scared that it would ruin the friendship - or at least make things very awkward! So the first time we met, we were basically just hanging out together as friends. I could tell she was sending signals to me, but I guess my insecure mind dismissed them and thought I was reading into things too much.
A day or two after I dropped her home, I sent her a text telling her I was in love with her. I was terrified, but I couldn't hold the feelings inside me any longer. A few minutes later I got a reply: "ffs babe, isn't it obvious? i've been feeling the exact same way!" :D
I don't really believe in fate, but it really does seem that Lydia and I were meant to be together. The last few years have been so difficult for both of us, but now it finally seems that we have the happiness we deserve. We each have someone to love, to support, and to keep us going. I used to have very little motivation to get healthy and quit using meth, but now I definitely do!
Yay for BL love!