goodnitestar
Bluelighter
Once upon a mirror forseen and reflecting
The time was cold and angry
And my Heart was Full
of Fear
All the little ones tucked in their linens
Dripping with dreams
I yet lay lifelessly still
waiting for the bliss of sleep
To take my hand to a place other than this
More beautiful than any reality , more intense more clear
Ive still searched in the place where fantasy meets me
Even through a thousand or more passing by my lips
Ive found only one person still
Still only you make everything right
Inside this irrogated shell of a woman
With motives to kill
And a greed to die
Its me that you cant stand to see cry
But im still crying , drinking away the misery
Alone , unable to sleep
Alone, cause you dont want to be with me
Only in the dark hours of the night
Then i come to mind
For a moment of satisfaction
Looking at a body , not a person
Not a mind
And i see your afraid still
As i am afraid
Losing, something
Gaining yet another sleepless empty day
Stale breaths
Awaken To Taste
Leaving again
To forget about me
Acceptance implies
My mistake
[ 14 September 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
The time was cold and angry
And my Heart was Full
of Fear
All the little ones tucked in their linens
Dripping with dreams
I yet lay lifelessly still
waiting for the bliss of sleep
To take my hand to a place other than this
More beautiful than any reality , more intense more clear
Ive still searched in the place where fantasy meets me
Even through a thousand or more passing by my lips
Ive found only one person still
Still only you make everything right
Inside this irrogated shell of a woman
With motives to kill
And a greed to die
Its me that you cant stand to see cry
But im still crying , drinking away the misery
Alone , unable to sleep
Alone, cause you dont want to be with me
Only in the dark hours of the night
Then i come to mind
For a moment of satisfaction
Looking at a body , not a person
Not a mind
And i see your afraid still
As i am afraid
Losing, something
Gaining yet another sleepless empty day
Stale breaths
Awaken To Taste
Leaving again
To forget about me
Acceptance implies
My mistake
[ 14 September 2002: Message edited by: goodnitestar ]
