forgotten kid and cause

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its good to be free she said swiftly falling
there's a critical danger in having that last choice
she gave up lying down across their heartless tracks
she gave up standing up and being the only voice

i remembered her recently whilst growing in paniced traffic
collecting lost thoughts and friends in toxic nicotine
its been longer then a lie since i've imagined that past
the world wasnt ready to care, still happy in quarantine

not long ago the thought burnt me to a crispy heart
time spent in hospital watching floating cigarettes
whilst i angered over her going i thought of following suit
time spent in hospital reliving past, tragic, slow regrets

with me now and here she should definitely be
but with me is animated imagination and that is all
the loud remains of a forgotten kid and cause
but she did feel free and towards grace she did fall

 

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the loud remains of a forgotten kid and cause

I really like that line, and the way it works into the title.