jakonindenver
Greenlighter
So basically we smoked like 50 hits of meth each plus snorted a line, I guess it was decent according to the people I'm with doing it, but not the same high completely(I think). And I just smoked two hits of weed. Also snorted a maybe a 3 inch line. Tried googling but couldn't find anything. How long will I stay up if I use no more? I have hydroxyzine(25mg) and clonidine(.1mcg), both of which I take everyday on an irregular basis. I feel stupid and cloudy as well. And strange enough I didn't feel too high until I was very high on the meth, we were smoking it like crack basically, except tons of hits in a row. Via bubble.... And I took some shotguns of crack and one decent hit, all of which were held in long, and the meth was mostly held in for less than 8 seconds after inhaling. The weed increased paranoia about health/staying up although it feels very good besides that. I feel at loss with what words to choose to say... fuck, and lost in my head about slightly dysphoric thoughts. Feel ok in the end though, with friends 
It wasn't nearly as euphoric as I thought it would be, took maybe 5 hits(weren't good ones at first) before I felt it but the euphoria came from the act of smoking it(no wonder that's a popular meth for addicts it creates addicts![I say that because snorting it provided a very good amount of euphoria compared to the 30 hits I had done before I snorted it.
Fuck... Thoughts? Comments, I take the clonidine .1mcg as needed for anxiety(blushing[had highish blood pressure too]) and hydroxyzine as needed at 25mg's which can make me drowsy most of the time especially if I'm just not doing much, so it works for me(might work later?)...
Sort of feels like an adderall crash plus weed but still way happier than that but not?!
Alright thank you for talking to me if you do I'll be here
It wasn't nearly as euphoric as I thought it would be, took maybe 5 hits(weren't good ones at first) before I felt it but the euphoria came from the act of smoking it(no wonder that's a popular meth for addicts it creates addicts![I say that because snorting it provided a very good amount of euphoria compared to the 30 hits I had done before I snorted it.
Fuck... Thoughts? Comments, I take the clonidine .1mcg as needed for anxiety(blushing[had highish blood pressure too]) and hydroxyzine as needed at 25mg's which can make me drowsy most of the time especially if I'm just not doing much, so it works for me(might work later?)...
Sort of feels like an adderall crash plus weed but still way happier than that but not?!
Alright thank you for talking to me if you do I'll be here
