For any cutters out there

[on the road]

I wrote this a while ago, and have in fact NOT cut myself since. But I found it and thought it might help anyone suffering through this

I have thick skin and I like to cry
I only wish it were the red dripping from my eyes

Why did you push me down
when its already so hard to crawl
Now all I have is the red to break my fall

Maybe you know exactly what's inside your head
But all I can see is red red red

I wish my skin were paper thin
so much easier for the knife going in

I cant feel the pain, but I know it's there.
I would try to explain but I know you dont care!

 

[RareForm]

damn.

 

[on the road]

Thank you for the comment of this

 

[beanpoophead]

I have thick skin and I like to cry
I only wish it were the red dripping from my eyes

you oculdnt have captured that feeling any better

thank you for sharing

 

[Buterphli]

thank you for sharing this it sorta helps me cope with a part of my past that is hard to talk about.